Once
I once wrote you a poem that told you of how I was falling in love with you.
And of how your body drove me wild.
I once shared with you a love that was true.
I once believed you were the to be the one I married.
I once I was your world.
I once spent all my time with you. In reality and in my dreams.
I once had only dreams of us being together, no nightmares of us being apart.
I once believed that no one, no darkness or evil could take us apart.
I once believed we would always be together
I once had you all to myself.
I once knew how much you cared.
I once had a best friend who was always there for me.
I once had someone who believed in me when I was weak.
I once believed you would always be there fore me.
I once believed you loved me.
I once believed I could trust you with my life.
I once believed we would never say goodbye.
I once live in a fairy tale...
Now reality has struck me and it feels like a knife.
Now being without you seems like an eternity.
Now I am in love with you, but you're not with me.
Now I am no longer your world.
Now i have endless nightmares of us being apart.
Now I no longer have you to myself.
Now I no longer believe you care.
Now my best friend is no longer there for me.
Now one is there for me when I am weak.
Now I am not sure whether I can trust you or not.
Now the love I once had has let me go.
Now my fairy tale has come to an end.
Now I believe this is where we say goodbye!
Meleana S. aka Meana214... Summer '97
Oh Lord up above me
Oh Lord up above me who watches and protects me. I'm making this prayer to you
because I need your helping hand. Lord I once had a love so true, but now I'm
only blue. I love him so much but he hurts me so bad that I sometimes say
things I shouldn't.
Oh Lord up above me who loves and protects me. Please give me the strength
not to say things in anger. Lord please let things work out for the best.
Oh Lord up above me who cares and protects me, hold my hand when I feel lonely
and sad. Lord when he breaks my heart help me to piece it back together
again.
Oh Lord up above me who knows all and protects me. Let he and I always be
safe and Lord if he reads this prayer of mine; let him keep in mind how much
he means to me.
Meleana S. aka Meana214... July 22 '97
~One last dance~
Just one last dance
Here in the moonlight no one will see.
I won't tell if you don't.
Just one last dance
Press aginst me this time then never again.
Let me smell your shirt as I bury my face in your sholder.
Just one last dance
I love you, and always will.
I understand that life goes on. It has for us both.
Just one last dance
Then we can go our seperate ways
Let me pertend one last time.
~Rose O' Amber