I've driven my thoughts within the stars of yesteryears
I've been deceived by the night
My core has been destroyed
The very being of myself
The truths that I held so dear
Revealed to me as the ravings of a madman
The blackening of my soul renders me helpless
To the cacophony of the universe.

The night's loving caress
I swooned within its arms
I reveled in delight of the past,
that for long and long has evaded me
In my void of lonliness, you swim out of the blackness
And hold me in your arms.
But your shape melts and becomes
Something I was never meant to behold.

The sighs of my core mingle with the tortured screams of the damned
For that is what I am
I am damned.
Destined to wander from loneliness to loneliness
With only the memories of what might have been
To cling to in this time of torment.
I plummet the depths of my discordant memory,
Past shards of my shattered sanity
Only to find that it is of posthumous design
And that to die is only to dissolve
Within your derelict emotions.

....My Descent Begins....