The amber glow of golden lake brings water to my eye's,

Of memories held from deep within now bellowing, sorrowful cries.

My body limp from painful thoughts, my mind upright and broad

Your voice appears from nowhere.

A gift to me from god.

I glance upon the golden lake hoping to see you there.

Then drop my head in sorrow,

Only to meet your stare.

Your subtle eye's lock deep within my soul.

They snatched my only chance to speak, and make a tear drop roll.

It makes it's way upon my chin our eye's still locked as one.

The tear drop falls

Then it calls

At last my mourn is done.

How can I look upon you with happy tears if all I see is sorrow?

How can I forgive my self for giving up so soon,

For letting you slip through my fingers without falling to my knees for forgiveness?

How can I live enother day, when every breath spells your name,

And life falls meaningless to the floor without you?

Each day I ask myself these very thoughts, I find nothing!

Placing myself into a dark room of remourse,

Re-living the day you left

I close my eye's

I close my eye's to get away, to sleep without dispare

But when I wake I soon find out, I haven't much to spare

For every night as the sun goes down I lay upon my bed

Just to awaken late at night wishing I was dead

I guess you'd say I lost my life when I turned away from fate

An error found I'd like to fix but now it's far to late

It's as if our lives were growing apart, like a pincone from a tree

It's destony called and dug a path which told it to be free

And just like that seed which fell to the ground

Now reaching for the sun

I stretch my arms hoping fate shall tell me your the one