A river of pain runs down my face as day turns into night

A happy face now drawn so cold

Turns feelings into sight

No longer must you read my thoughts nor guess on how I feel

For it's blatantly obvious with hints so strong

As my body is ordered to kneel

Thoughts racing left and right like a gambler making a deal

What card will play to make you say

I know our love is real

Yet just the same the odds are slim to pull up that very one card

About the same as to find a lense

You lost in a two acre yard

My life is falling apart in front of my own eye's

And I cannot catch it

My heart is preparing to burst

And I cannot stop it

What am I?

I'm alone

I'm in love

And I'm lost

And there ain't a damb thing I can do about it

DEPRESSION

I look upon the stars that watch me through the night

Their brightness lies through souls that rise

Perfection seen as light

Each star I see holds a thought to free sent from miles away

If I want to cry the star will sigh

And this is what he'll say

Look upon my light it's ever lasting glow

The sorrow you must fight or dimness you will show

What is meant by the thought that's sent

Is told to make me see

That if my sorrow sets, a dim star I will be