Poetry:C

Catastrophe
Causes
Child
Chrome Heart
Cultivated


Catastrophe

you played me jingle bells

said you wrote it for me

i smiled keenly and danced

you say i'm pretty


i see chaos

swirled around my frame

you looked bleakly entranced

i say catastrophe


and i breathe

and i breathe


oh these shameless movements

they echo sweetly


you scream in churchyards

and laugh when i cry

i swing on low branches

wondering when i became shy


i see turmoil

caked inside this game

you kissed deeply emerged

i say oh me oh my...





Causes

You say you have an outlook on your life;

Opinions and philosophies, like me.


You say you have been saved by Him;

Seen the light and the rest of us.


Secretly, you have hidden your true feelings;

Masked them by a smile, like me.


There's no God for you to worship in starry heavens.

Night blinds your eyes from the rest of us.


You say you have dreams when you sleep;

Visions and prophecies, like me.


You say you have beliefs important to you;

You'd die for their cause, and the rest of us.


When your soft head hits the pillow

nightmares flood your empty mind,

Tripping you from dream to dream, like me.





Life is your game. You believe in only yourself.

You live how you choose,

You'd die for anything, and the rest of us.





Child

With your innocence,

envelope my mature thoughts,

little heart of love,

hold on to me


Soft pink skin and bubbled laughs

flood the room when you fumble

with your own balance


Shy and oblivious,

clinging onto your angel,

never wanting anything but love


Little hands and feet

warm with youthful blood

streaming through your veins


With that aura of purity you're

imitating smiles and kisses

I hold your hand inside mine


You're just a child, little one,

But it's time to wave goodbye now

time to blow me kisses,

to giggle like you do


It's time to wave goodbye now,

and I love you, my darling;

It's time to wave goodbye now, child





Chrome Heart

They say a heart of chrome will never break

It can merely rust and bend from misuse or neglect


Will you not keep it shiny and new?

Like a penny in a child's pocket,

the change from yesterday's stick of candy


Only stuttering men cannot make

their point sufficiently,

why do you not look me in the eyes when I

am smiling at you so affectionately?


Blushing, good sir?

For this is not half the pleasure I could show

you in the secludes of some other place


My chrome heart,

it will never be broken.

It will be used and loved until it may

burst with satisfaction





Cultivated

the underestimated fall and rise

of contemplated worth

dissintegrate beneathe the grass


refusal to fly above the sins

but to dive among the debtors

intimates along the shore


identification of pigs on rockets

amd blood on thorns of roses unpicked

killing "it" beyond the sea


delighted chauvenists dance along

the tits of breathless amateurs

illegitimate inside their minds


surreal occurances boast on

ships of self mutialtion and

titilate between our their needs