Gauzy
Glass
God
Gauzy
Tear in my head a-dripping down my nose
I'm so lost for you
I've tried to hide you coming into me
I thought it worked out well
Touch your hands against my lips
What love is this
Crash when I show the world to you
I wasn't what you wanted after all
The king of his own universe
I am the beggar hidden in the tower
I can't go on without you
I'd like to tell myself I can
Shaken by too many things
I wish I were stable like you
Believe me when I say
I'd like to help you out
But like a child turned from
Abandoned
Told to speak only when spoken to
I live my life like it needs to be lived
I carry your glances and scent
in my mind
Rejected soul, broken heart
I live, I die, I grieve
Can't keep waiting for you
Like glass I shatter easily
Needing my second chance
I'm lending myself to you
Unraveled cord burning slowly
Fire fueled by you
How does it end
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
Unsuspected and sudden
Beauty most often happens when your
Heart is sunken and the world
Seems far above from where you
Once stood on that pedastol on the ground
While this outside beauty
May have been raped by that same
Uncaring God for whom
I crucify myself repitiously the sudden
Unexpected beauty will rise
Above the clouds into the
Arms of a higher force
