?Not Again?
I thought that
maybe I would get what I wanted this time around
But I only
feel at peace whenever I put myself down
You tell me
that you love me and that you care
But anytime
I need you you?re never there
With friends
like you
Who needs
the enemy to steal my crown?
So whose to
blame?
You took my
number and took my name
And all I
am to you is a tack on the wall of shame
I don?t mean
to be so gullible
But maybe
that?s just my own stupidity
To think that
I was anything more than expendable
You stab me
in the heart and look right at me
Things will
get better
Sorry to interrupt
I think it
all will change for the best
And things
get more fucked up
Tired of positive
thinking
When my world
is like a violet shrinking
Wasting away
in the sun
This dream
deffered that comes undone
Justice delayed
and justice denied
Trying to
make some sense
But it?s better
to hide the real you
Underneath
a false pretense