?Not Again?
 

I thought that maybe I would get what I wanted this time around
But I only feel at peace whenever I put myself down
You tell me that you love me and that you care
But anytime I need you you?re never there
With friends like you
Who needs the enemy to steal my crown?

So whose to blame?
You took my number and took my name
And all I am to you is a tack on the wall of shame

I don?t mean to be so gullible
But maybe that?s just my own stupidity
To think that I was anything more than expendable
You stab me in the heart and look right at me

Things will get better
Sorry to interrupt
I think it all will change for the best
And things get more fucked up

Tired of positive thinking
When my world is like a violet shrinking
Wasting away in the sun
This dream deffered that comes undone
Justice delayed and justice denied
Trying to make some sense
But it?s better to hide the real you
Underneath a false pretense