?Big Glass Box?

No reason to smile
You don?t know the betrayal that you?ll find
You don?t the ecstasy in the agony
Of being kicked off cloud 9

You thought you let it go but then you took the blame
Throw off your shackles
Let him take your pain
But you don?t do this for your health
Only times of sorrow and so keep your cure on the shelf

Pointing fingers?
The air of infidelity lingers
And they all point at you
Will they proven false?
Will they be proven true?
The truth is such a hard concept to find
Hypothesize and you never realize it slips your mind

Take me back
Make me a kid again
So I can play in sandboxes
And worry about the sandman
Who am I kidding? Those things never happened

What I have given
For all the pain I been living to go away
Not just a vacation but forever and a day

I?ll take the blame
I?ll take the fall
That?s me for you
And after all God, you?ve got more important things to do

A Child with such a jaded mind
A Cute little sinner wishing the time away
So sublime in all the misery I carried
And carry today

Pointing fingers
The air of intrasiegence lingers
And it all comes down to this
A thought that I lost, a bus I had missed
All the love and fortune you gave me
I had to spit in your face, shun your grace and throw away the key
And I can?t take anymore
Lord you?ve opened up your door
But do I want more
I debate in my fragile mind
Not knowing what side that I?m on this time
Am I giving you the silent treatment
Or have I become a mime?