No
reason to smile
You
don?t know the betrayal that you?ll find
You
don?t the ecstasy in the agony
Of
being kicked off cloud 9
You
thought you let it go but then you took the blame
Throw
off your shackles
Let
him take your pain
But
you don?t do this for your health
Only
times of sorrow and so keep your cure on the shelf
Pointing
fingers?
The
air of infidelity lingers
And
they all point at you
Will
they proven false?
Will
they be proven true?
The
truth is such a hard concept to find
Hypothesize
and you never realize it slips your mind
Take
me back
Make
me a kid again
So
I can play in sandboxes
And
worry about the sandman
Who
am I kidding? Those things never happened
What
I have given
For
all the pain I been living to go away
Not
just a vacation but forever and a day
I?ll
take the blame
I?ll
take the fall
That?s
me for you
And
after all God, you?ve got more important things to do
A
Child with such a jaded mind
A
Cute little sinner wishing the time away
So
sublime in all the misery I carried
And
carry today
Pointing
fingers
The
air of intrasiegence lingers
And
it all comes down to this
A
thought that I lost, a bus I had missed
All
the love and fortune you gave me
I
had to spit in your face, shun your grace and throw away the key
And
I can?t take anymore
Lord
you?ve opened up your door
But
do I want more
I
debate in my fragile mind
Not
knowing what side that I?m on this time
Am
I giving you the silent treatment
Or
have I become a mime?