You
will never know the betrayal that comes into play
When
your own mouth is too ashamed to say what it needs to say
And
your mind is split in half, between the negative and photograph
Between
the forest and the trees, and the hive and honeycomb
Liking
all the evil it sees and it never leaves you alone
Drive
me home, my life is a lemon
Take
it back to the lot and make the exchange
It
don?t matter what I do, I can?t fool myself, I?m stuck with you
Borderline
between the madness and joy that comes with my sadness
I
love myself so much I?ll take the blame.
Because
sarcasm is my middle name
Death
seems like an easy way
But
it?s the easy way to a consequence I can?t afford to pay
Life
seems like a daily chore
To
care for those that I should care for
And
for me to look above
For
me accept your love
And
I can show you fear as persistent as a library raven
Wishing
all the tears were just a hallucination
And
I?m at the end of my rope, and the scariest part I know
Is
that all you want me to do is let go?