?No Need For Me?

No need for me.
Am I expendable?
Was It the past that hurt you so bad?
I guess all in all I deserve what I get.
So why am I so sad?

Look at me, the boy with his pretend friends
Many things to make and do
And lands to go with friends like you

You think you?ve got it all
When you?ve made it through the years
And gain a great acceptance from your peers
And then you all get old, and it plays on your worst  fears

I held onto something so tight
I didn?t realize what I lost
But the coins rolled in the gutter before I could
Count the cost.

You plot your doom, your tragic end
In a futile attempt to bring back friends
To get a hug or a kind word said
You?d put yourself in a hospital bed
And as sick and twisted as that sounds
When you?re lonely you?ll go leaps and bounds.

There?s nothing for free
And there?s no need for me.