I
can?t save myself or take the blinders off
I
thought I could fly like icarus
Got
too close to you and they melted
I
Stood to close to the fist and got belted
I
could run
I
could hide
Throw
the blanket over my head
I
could take this pill and get smaller
Die
the little death it?s only suicide?
Don?t
take this wrong I hate to be on this tirade
Same
old dancing on eggshells to the same old song
Raining
on my parade?marching on
Wailing
like a funeral dirge
Wake
me up when you bury me
Under
all these sins I can never purge
Hit
the alarm clock but I don?t hear the warning
Thinking
of death I have a good mourning
Killed
for inspiration and trying to kill time
But
the fire is burning down the line
I
always need a second helping
Of
leftover guilt I left in the cupboard
But
the dog that?s begging at the back door
Is
the same one that ate mother hubbard
And
I can?t remember his name
But
he?s devoured me piece by piece
And
I see no one but me to blame
And
I?m a meal for this starving beast
Say?goodnight
What?s
good about it
I
see no light
Long
tunnel vision
Only
blight
And
I can?t function without it
And
as for curiousity I?m told not to be afraid of that
But
all I have to do is look at what happened to the cat.