No one knows exactly what brought Josh to the decision to take his life, we can speculate all we want but will never have the answer. Now we are faced with the pain and grief of losing such a bright and intelligent young man who really hadn't experienced life yet, I will surely miss him exclaiming "Hi Duncan!!" when I come into my favorite chat room Guy Chat Terrace, which is where I met and chatted with Josh many times, as will the other regulars of the Terrace. Many of us on the terrace are asking ourselves, was he giving us clues that we didn't see? Would there have been anything I could have done to help him, to make him change his mind? These too are questions that we will never be able to answer.
If we all do our utmost in keeping Josh in our hearts and minds he will never really be gone, his spirit will live on in us all.
This isn't goodbye Josh, this is see you when I get there!!!