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I was too little to feel how warm her love was,
I was too small to memorize how sweet her voice was,
In fact, I could say; she had left when I came.
She went away without saying a word,
And left nothing but the curiosity of her.in my mind,
Loneliness and emptiness was all around me.
I found no-where to hide when I needed protected.
All I had to do when I was down was cry, 
And then stood up lonely, tried moving on.
In the journal of life, I am a lonely vagabond
One day, I was sitting still, calmly and quietly,
Confront my-self, something from within was telling me that
She's still living in me, in every single cell physically,
In my soul, my heart I carry her still..
When the day is coming,
The day that I leave all behind me,
Come run to her where she is waiting for me,-for sure-
Holding her tight and tell her that I missed her all my life.
We are re-united, and
Nothing is able to separate us once again
In her arms I would be a child again
Laughing and talking happily.
I start saying my first words what I've been waiting for long:
"Mom! I love you always, and ever!!!

June 12/2000