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| I
remember as it was yesterday, like it all started. I entered Gay com in May
1997. What happened and all the stories I will not tell you now. I can only tell you I really goofed around in the rooms and was out for some real bad things. AND I did kiss a lot of frogs but they all turned out to be just frogs. Hehehehehe....... This story is going to be about how I met this woman that I fell in love with - the woman I want to spend the rest of my life together with. It was the sexteenth of July and this very close friend to me - m&m - told me in Singles (in Gay com) that she wanted to present me for another friend of hers. Well, it was this cas. We said hi and talked for a bit. OK OK OK, I know I am romantic and kind of immature but I felt the vibrations in the room and just wanted to be near this woman. Omg!!!!!!!!!! We talked for a bit and decided to change ICQ-numbers with each other. |
This was our first conversation! |
| 7/17/97 6:40 AM Stina | Good to have you on my ICQ-list hon |
| 7/17/97 6:43 AM cas | Good to have you Bre, honey |
| 7/17/97 6:45 AM Stina | Bre???????? This is Stina!!!!!!!!! LMAO |
| 7/17/97 6:49 AM cas | I am so confused LOL.........Hi Stina.......hope u have a good day hon!!! |
| 7/17/97 6:50 AM Stina | LOL Why confused cas |
| 7/17/97 6:52 AM cas | Not used to ICQ yet....LOL...hope to see you later hon!!!! Have good day! |
| 7/17/97 6:53 AM Stina | You to hon ICQ is very good I think I can see when CAS is on line Feels so good!!! |
| 7/17/97 6:54 AM cas | yes, it is pretty cool.....have to get use to it! LOL, does feel pretty good |
| 7/17/97 6:54 AM Stina | So good to have you on my contactlist Maybe we can do a chat one day LOL |
| 7/17/97 6:56 AM cas | yep, your on there!!!! Wish I could chat today, have to go in about 15 minutes...so sad *pouting* |
| Well, from now on we were the most close
friends. Jesus, I shared everything with Carol. We talked early in the mornings and every night. We both felt we had so much in common, the same interests and often we were thinking in the same way. Cas and I both found out we had come to gay com to look for friends but of course, we both looked for that someone………. We shared all the experience we had in the rooms and omg sometimes we was so bad, if one of us had been in pvt in a room we talked to each other over ICQ. That was bad! But omg I felt all the time that I wanted more from this woman but was way to shy and scared to tell her. Didn't want to lose her!!!! Surely I didn’t know about her feelings at all. Sometimes I tried to make her jealous and talked about other girls on the net but she was just cool and gave me advise how to handle it. LMAO - she was terrible!!!! Well, about two weeks later we became very close hehehehehehe - and now we moved slowly closer and closer to the point! |
| Still both of us were to shy to speak out. I can’t help it, but I think this conversation is so cute! |
| 7/30/97 3:24 AM Stina | same honey kiss |
| 7/30/97 3:24 AM cas | *kiss* back!!!!! hhhmmm.....aweful nice kiss too!!! lol |
| 7/30/97 3:24 AM cas | bye Stina, have fun!!! |
| 7/30/97 3:24 AM Stina | MMmmmmm taste good hon |
| 7/30/97 3:25 AM cas | WOW, now I really need a shower!! LOL |
| 7/30/97 3:23 AM cas | bye Stina, love u!!!!!!! can't wait to see u tonight! |
| 7/30/97 3:25 AM Stina | go and get it want company LOL |
| 7/30/97 3:25 AM cas | LOL would be great!!! got to run hon, later ok? will miss u |
| 7/30/97 3:25 AM Stina | you to love |
| 7/30/97 3:25 AM cas | thanks hon!!! bye u sweet thing u!!!!! |
| 7/30/97 3:31 AM Stina | I am curious |
| 7/30/97 3:31 PM cas | about what Stina? |
| 7/30/97 3:31 PM Stina | Mmmmmwhat would life be without you hon |
| 7/30/97 3:32 PM cas | oh, I think u wouldn't even realize I was gone!!! LOL u have allot of friends! |
| 7/30/97 3:33 PM Stina | HOOOOney. You are the number 1 and you know that I hope |
| 7/30/97 3:35 PM cas | Awe Stina, u are number 1 with me too!!! |
| 7/30/97 3:36 PM Stina | Fuckers come and Fuckers go But we always have each other |
| 7/30/97 3:37 PM cas | You are so right Stina!!!! We are great friends together!! |
| 7/30/97 3:38 PM Stina | But still................ love you LOL |
| 7/30/97 3:38 PM cas | yes, and I love u too!!!!!! |
| 7/30/97 3:42 PM Stina | Do you see any interesting lady for me in here today LOL |
| 7/30/97 3:43 PM cas | LOL mmmm.....i think her name could start with a "C" lol |
| 7/30/97 3:43 PM Stina | *blushing* CAS *holding out my arms* LOL |
| 7/30/97 3:44 PM cas | *holding out my arms to Stina*!!! |
| 7/30/97 3:45 PM Stina | *hugging you very tight* Love ya cas |
| 7/30/97 3:45 PM cas | hugging u too!! u are so nice to hold love u too Stina!!! |
| 7/30/97 3:48 PM cas | Are u there Stina? |
| 7/30/97 3:48 PM Stina | Yes still blushing honey |
| 7/30/97 3:48 PM cas | lol me too!! |
| 7/30/97 3:49 PM Stina | You really make me blush LOL |
| 7/30/97 3:49 PM cas | I really do? u do me too! |
| 7/30/97 3:49 PM Stina | I am sweaty cas OMG |
| Well, after this conversation on ICQ we goofed around in the rooms. I started to flirt with Carol in there. It suddenly became very serious and I felt I had gone too far. Bre was asking us if we were in love, and OMG that made us two to blush. |
| 7/30/97 4:12 PM Stina | sorry cas I will stop this people misunderstanding |
| 7/30/97 4:13 PM cas | No apologizes necessary hon, was just wishing it was true |
| 7/30/97 4:14 PM Stina | what was true honey, what do you mean you don't are my friend?? |
| 7/30/97 4:14 PM cas | oh yes Stina....always your friend!!!! |
| 7/30/97 4:15 PM Stina | still don't understand "whish it was true" |
| 7/30/97 4:15 PM cas | nothing hon |
| 7/30/97 4:15 PM Stina | please cas |
| 7/30/97 4:16 PM cas | wished we were more than friends |
| 7/30/97 4:16 PM Stina | Me too cas really Still have the quick kiss this morning on my lips sorry |
| 7/30/97 4:17 PM cas | Gosh, me too Stina!!! |
| 7/30/97 4:17 PM Stina | OMG cas |
| 7/30/97 4:18 PM cas | OMG Stina! |
| 7/30/97 4:18 PM Stina | what to do honey I cant help but I have felt this a long time sorry |
| 7/30/97 4:19 PM cas | Me too Stina............ |
| 7/30/97 4:19 PM Stina | Well we have to talk honey really |
| 7/30/97 4:21 PM cas | u are so sweet Stina!!! luv u too! |
| 7/30/97 4:22 PM Stina | OMG again I can't think My hair is rising |
| 7/30/97 4:22 PM cas | LOL Stina!!!!! |
| 7/30/97 5:01 PM Stina | Hon I am sitting here so sweaty and my heart is pumping But don't know what to say Just want to kiss you again |
| 7/30/97 5:02 PM cas | OMG Stina, my heart is pumping too... and just got the shivers! |
| 7/30/97 5:02 PM Stina | what to do honey |
| 7/30/97 5:03 PM cas | I don't know Stina!! So confused...... |
| 7/30/97 5:04 PM Stina | OMG I am also so confused Have had this feeling a long time but was so afraid to tell you. Didn't want to loose you honey |
| 7/30/97 5:05 PM cas | Me too Stina!!!! OMG, so confused! I luv u |
| 7/30/97 5:06 PM Stina | I love you and I want you Jesus I hardly can type hon |
| 7/30/97 5:06 PM cas | I love u and want u too Stina!!! |
| 7/30/97 5:07 PM Stina | what shall we do honey cas |
| 7/30/97 5:09 PM cas | Not sure hon, what do u think? I want u so badly, but don't what to hurt anyone help me Stina!! |
| 7/30/97 5:12 PM cas | Oh Stina, u don't know how bad I want u!!!! |
| 7/30/97 5:14 PM Stina | You are right honey just telling you my feelings |
| 7/30/97 5:16 PM cas | Yes Stina had feelings for u too and I can't help the way I feel about u!! gosh Stina, my stomach is doing flip flops, my palms are sweating, heart is racing!!! |
| 7/30/97 5:18 PM Stina | I want you Cas Love you My body is totally out just now Don't know what to do |
| 7/30/97 5:19 PM cas | I love u too Stina!!! don't know what to do either!!!! |
| 7/30/97 5:20 PM Stina | LOL Well than its not so dangerous Nothing will happened LOL CAS |
| 7/30/97 5:22 PM cas | But Stina, I want something to happen! |
| 7/30/97 5:22 PM Stina | ME TOO CAN WE GO PVT??? |
| 7/30/97 5:22 PM cas | yes, lets!!!!! |
| 7/30/97 5:23 PM Stina | You take me??? LOL |
| 7/30/97 5:23 PM cas | LOL OK HON |
| 7/30/97 5:45 PM Stina | I love you so much you wonderful thing And I want you so much *a wet kiss on your lips* |
| 7/30/97 5:46 PM cas | OH Stina I love u so much too!!! *kissing u passionately* |
| 7/30/97 5:46 PM Stina | Mmmmmmmmm I can imagine that kiss hon |
| 7/30/97 5:47 PM cas | ME TOO STINA!!! |
| 7/30/97 5:47 PM Stina | MMMMMMMMMmmmm this is so hard, my love |
| 7/30/97 5:48 PM cas | Yes it is Stina!!! Very hard! I want u so bad......... hold u.....kiss u........caress your whole body!! |
Oh Jesus from this day we were inseparable!!!!!!!! |
| We just felt we wanted to be together. You bet the time difference, 6 hours, made it hard for us. About this time I started to work again, have had 8 weeks vacation from work. I went up every morning at 6 a.m., then Carol’s time was 12 p.m. She was so wonderful to me and wake up in the middle of the night just to talk with me. MMMMmmmmmmmmm. Well, in the evenings she got home from work about 3p.m. her time and my time was 9 p.m., so surely we didn’t had so much time together.Well, I know what you are thinking now |
"HOW THE HECK WAS IT POSSIBLE TO FALL IN LOVE ON THE NET"?????? |
| Well, my friend,
IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!! See, when you sit ahead of a screen and type to another person you will be aware there is another person on the other hand. You get the connection and you get the contact. It’s a kind of brain contact from start. The only thing you can use is your mind, your intellect, your imagination, your imagination. And of course your keyboard and your screen. For me it was a different way to get contact! But very very interesting! Hey, just give it a minute: What happens when you go to a bar? Well, you see this WONDERFUL GIRL, maybe you ask her for a dance. Well and maybe you even get some feelings for her. Then you start to see her and get to know her. That will take a long time and will take a long time before you know she is miss Right. Well, we started from the other end. We had started to get knowing each other without have seen, touched or anything. To start up a relation from the Internet it just another and different way to do it. And it’s a cooler way. Because you don’t make irrelevant things come into your way. You don’t care about how the other look, smell, feel or nothing. Let say it is two brains, two minds that fell in love! By the way, it was so amusing, none of us were interesting in seeing a picture of the other. Just two weeks before we met in real life we exchange pictures. The first time I listened to her voice, was just about 2 days later!!! LMAO! Well we had some misunderstanding between us and I just had to call her on phone to explain. OMG her voice was just so wonderful, a deep sexy voice! Heheheheh................. Well, when I am typing this, 14 months have been gone. 14 wonderful months!!!!!!!!! Carol has been here four times to visit me. The first time was in November, then she returned at New Year and in April. She spend all the summer here. In November she will move here!!!!!!!!!!! |
