Gabrielle laid on her back, staring at the ceiling. A contented Xena was snoozing next to her. The bards thoughts replayed their lovemaking over and over. As enjoyable as it was, Gabrielle felt that there was something missing. It was gentle, loving, drawn out. Isnt that what she wanted? She wanted Xena to love her, to take her body and make love over and over, and she had. So what was missing? Gabrielle thought about her own erotic fantasies, the ones she had before they had ever made love. A smile crept over her face as the answer appeared. Xena was being too gentle, too soft with her. She had first been drawn to Xena by the warriors dark side. Gabrielle had seen Xenas passion many times in the heat of battle. She realized that it was this passion that she needed to see in their bed. She rolled onto her side and gently kissed Xenas cheek.
"Mmm" The warrior sighed as she reached out her arms to embrace her love. Gabrielles hands moved downward, claiming the soft breasts, renewing the desire within Xena. "Gabrielle " She moaned. The storyteller moved her head until her lips were next to Xenas ear. She spoke in a soft, husky voice full of desire and need.
"Xena, I need you. I need you to take me I need to feel your passion your desire I want to lose myself with you dont be gentle." She said the last words in a more commanding tone, a tone that Xena found hard to resist. The warrior pushed Gabrielle down on the bed and turned her head to look into her eyes.
"What are you asking me to do?" Xena asked softly. Her loins were fully awake with feelings created by Gabrielles words, but the warrior needed to be certain just what her lover wanted. "Gabrielle, I I dont want to hurt you. I dont want to be too rough." Thats exactly how she wanted to be at the moment. Xena wanted to consume the bards body and soul. She wanted to ravish Gabrielle until she begged for release, then ravish her some more. Xena didnt realize that she was pressing her hips against Gabrielle, running her fingers through her coppery hair forcefully, subconsciously expressing her own desires.
"You wont hurt me " Gabrielles voice was raspy with need. " and I want rough. Take me, Xena take me with all that you have make me your woman." Gabrielles hand captured Xenas wrist and forced the warriors hand down to meet the bards wet sex. Xena groaned when her fingers met the flood and she brought her mouth down hard against Gabrielles. She didnt ask for entry into the bards mouth, she took it. Her free hand roughly grabbed at Gabrielles beast, the forefinger and thumb squeezing the pink nipple. Gabrielles hands frantically wrapped around Xenas back, pulling her closer. Xenas finger was lightly stoking across Gabrielle clit, each movement causing the bards hips to rise involuntarily. The warrior tore her mouth away, kissing and nibbling her way up the jawline until she reached Gabrielles ear. She sucked and nipped on the lobe as her lover writhed beneath her. Her voice in the bards ear was a low growl.
"Im going to take you, Gabrielle." Her fingers moved to press gently against the edge of Gabrielles coral opening, causing more sighs and moans from the excited bard. "Yes " She nipped at the sensitive area on Gabrielles neck. "You want this, dont you? Tell me, my bard." She moved her fingers up and wiggled them hard against the clit while her other hand moved to brand the other nipple. She pinched hard, smiling when she felt Gabrielles back arch and heard more volume in her cries. "Tell me, Gabrielle tell me what you want." Xena was fighting hard to control her passion. It threatened to consume her too soon. Her words had the desired effect on Gabrielle.
"I I want oh " She tried to make the words, but the activity on her breast and clit were taking away all rational thought.
"Speechless, bard?" Xena taunted as she moved her mouth down to claim the hard pink nipple. She raked her teeth over it and moved her fingers back to the edge of Gabrielles womanhood. She held the nipple with her teeth while her tongue flicked back and forth across it.
"Xena, please mmm oh"
"Tell me"
"Take me go inside now" Gabrielles whispered pleas were firm commands to Xena. She slid two fingers deep into Gabrielle, removing the last vestige of her virginity. The bard cried out at the brief pain, but her sounds were silenced by Xenas hungry mouth reclaiming hers. She held her fingers still, waiting for a signal from Gabrielle to proceed, while her thumb continued to stimulate the bards swollen clit. After a few heartbeats, Xena felt Gabrielle respond to the kiss and move her hips in the ancient rhythm. The warrior curled her fingers deep inside and found a soft, smooth place which she rubbed her fingers back and forth across. Her ministrations inside matched the pace her thumb set outside. Xena felt her own wetness increasing, burning within her for release. Ignoring the pain in her mending leg, she straddled Gabrielles thigh and quickly rocked back and forth. Gabrielles thrusts picked up pace and quickly exceeded the speed of Xenas motions, but only for a moment before the warrior realized and increased the speed of her thrusts. She couldnt believe the amount of liquid that was pouring from her bard. Gabrielles body went on instinct, ferociously craving a release that only the warrior could provide. "Arggh Xena more." She grunted through clenched teeth.
Xena pulled her fingers back until they were at the entrance and paused the movements of her thumb. She placed a third finger in, just up to the first knuckle, moaning at the sweet pressure that surrounded it. She moved her fingers in and out, increasing the depth on each stroke. Xena knew that Gabrielles insides were stretched as much as possible and reveled in the knowledge that she was the only one to ever touch the bards inner walls, to ever make her feel this way, to ever possess her. Gabrielle matched her, thrust for thrust, taking all that the warrior could give her. Xenas rocking against the bards thigh was at a frantic pace. The tight wetness around her hand and the hot friction against Gabrielles thigh sent Xena over the edge. She threw her head back and made an animalistic sound as her orgasm overtook her. "Gabrielle oh mmm oh goddess GABRIELLE" Xenas body shook and trembled with her orgasm.
Gabrielle had no control over her body. Her hips were bucking frantically, her breath coming out in short gasps of pleasure, her arms were wrapped around Xena, holding her tight as the warriors body shuddered. Her body arched one final time and Xena used all of her energy to send Gabrielle over the top. Sweet nectar flooded over her hand while the fingers were being squeezed by the inner muscles. One final oh and then Xena heard the bard yell her name in a tone louder and more hoarse than she had ever heard come from her beloved.
Xena slowly removed her fingers and crawled up to hold the young bard as her body continued to shudder with aftershocks. She kissed Gabrielles forehead, cheek, and lips as she murmured endearments over and over.
"Wow." Gabrielle breathed, not yet opening her eyes.
"Caught your tongue again?" Xena chuckled in a low, throaty voice. Gabrielle slowly opened her eyes and focused on her warrior. She brought her hand up to caress Xenas cheek.
"I Ive never "
"I know, love. Shh." Xena held her close, never wanting the moment to end. Both women fell into a blissful sleep within moments.
The rest of the moon was spent healing their minds as well as their bodies. Although Xena was still less than forthcoming about her personal feelings, she did make it a point to tell Gabrielle daily of her love. Gabrielle was quickly adjusting to their new depth of their relationship and couldnt be happier. The age old fear of Xena leaving her behind was quickly fading with each new touch, kiss, and murmur of love between them.
Gabrielles back was to Xena as she pulled her shift on. She felt the strong hands of her warrior on her shoulders, then down her back. "Theres going to be some scars." Xena said quietly as her finger trailed over some of the more severe whip marks. At one time, they would have been a daily reminder of Xenas failure to protect the bard. Now they were a daily reminder of Gabrielles love and devotion to her. This change in feeling wasnt caused within Xena. Gabrielle forced her to talk about the deep gashes and what they meant. Until their talk, Xena was convinced that they were a punishment to her for letting Gabrielle get hurt. It took many candlemarks of talking by Gabrielle to change her mind. She was brought back to the present by the feeling of the bard turning around in her arms.
"I love you, Xena." She said those words knowing how much Xena needed to hear them and she made a point to say them as often as she could. She forced herself to be content with the occasional returns by her love. Gabrielle realized how much effort it took for Xena to express her feelings, no matter how strong they were.
"I love you. I just wish you didnt have to suffer because of that love." She brought her hand up to cup Gabrielles face. It was that face she wanted to wake up to each morning and go to sleep by each night. It was the face of the other half of her soul.
"I would only suffer if you took that love away." Gabrielle said sincerely. They moved closer, preparing to seal their love with a kiss.
"It took you two long enough." Both women turned to see the owner of the melodic voice. A shimmering glow settled into the grace and beauty of the Goddess Athena.
"Athena." Gabrielle said quietly and lowered to her knees. Xena controlled a smirk and remained standing.
"Rise, child." Athena said as she waved her hand in an upward motion. Gabrielle rose and put her arm around Xenas waist, partly for comfort, partly for support in the company of a goddess.
"What can we do for you, Athena?" Xena asked in the most civilized tone possible. She hated when any of the gods interfered in their lives. It was almost always trouble and she was sure that this time would be no exception.
"So untrusting, my little warrior." Athenas silvery voice chimed. "I should ask what do you want of me? Especially after all the times Ive heard my name screamed from your lips recently." A smile went across Athenas face as she watched Xena turn beet red.
"I wasnt really calling you. I was " Xena stopped, realizing that she was only digging a deeper hole for herself. Gabrielle was no longer able to suppress her giggle. Xena shot her a look before returning a stoic gaze toward the goddess. "Never mind."
"Well, I am glad to see that you finally opened your heart to someone, Xena." Athena said quietly and in a tone that the proud warrior didnt expect. Before more words could be said, a golden mist appeared next to Athena. "Ah, I see we have company."
"Wonderful. What is this, a hangout for the gods?" Xena grumbled, receiving a gentle jab in the stomach from the bard, who was still intimidated about being in the presence of one god and now being faced with the addition of another.
"Who is it?" She whispered to her warrior.
"Ah, my dear Gabrielle." Aphrodites form materialized from the mist. "There is a glow that surrounds your heart. Your love is pure and undivided. You have no idea how blessed you truly are." Gabrielle went crimson and looked down at her feet as she listened to the praise from the Goddess of Love.
"Thank thank you." Gabrielle stammered.
"And you " Aphrodite moved closer and faced Xena. "You struggle with the truth that lies within your heart. You fear your dark side will come back and overpower your love. That is a powerful battle, Xena. Share the struggle with the one who would help you willingly. All you have to do is ask her. You have yet to realize the depths of her love for you or your love for her." A smirk came to the face of the goddess. "I appreciate your remembrance of me from time to time." The immediate understanding caused another blush to creep up the warriors face. A white owl flew down the chimney and fluttered to a stop between Athena and Gabrielle.
"I know I never said your name." Xena protested as the owl changed into the goddess Artemis.
"Arent we a little jumpy?" Artemis teased. She looked at Gabrielle. "My queen, I thought by now you would have used up all of her excess energy."
"I " Gabrielle didnt know what kind of answer to give the goddess. "I try." She said as she stared at the ground. The three goddesses broke into an uproarious fit of laughter. Gabrielle quickly joined and Xena quickly wished she was anywhere but in that cabin at the moment.
"Is there a reason for this visit other than to embarrass me?" Xena asked in a bored tone. The other women slowly returned to seriousness.
"Someday you will learn some respect, mortal." Artemis growled, although she knew that she would never hurt Xena or allow any other god to. The pain it would cause her beloved Amazon Queen would be too much. "But this is not the time for that conversation." She turned and put her hands on Gabrielles arms. A warm glow passed through the bard, healing all her wounds, relieving all her aches and pains. When Artemis released her, Gabrielle stumbled slightly and was quickly caught and supported by Xenas strong hands. She looked at Xena to thank her, then turned her gaze back to the Moon Goddess. "Gabrielle, there is a great danger to my Amazons. They need your presence to guide them through this troubled time. Without you, I fear they will perish. I have healed your wounds. It is my gift to you as you start this new quest."
"What if she doesnt want to go? If theres trouble, she could get hurt." Xena protested.
"I am not obligated to give you an answer, warrior, but I will anyway. She accepted the title of queen. As such, she accepts all that comes with that title." Artemis tone had a touch of anger to it.
"She didnt accept getting herself killed!" Xena retorted.
"Yes I did." Gabrielle said firmly. "I accept what ever comes with it." Her look went straight to Xena, telling her without words that this was not a subject that was up for discussion.
"Why did the three of you have to come to deliver that message?" Xena asked as she turned her attention back to the other two goddesses.
"You ask a lot of questions for someone who couldnt say three little words only a moon ago." Aphrodite teased. "I was beginning to doubt my abilities with you two."
"Actually, this is Hercules cabin." Gabrielle said shyly. "It was his decision to have us stay up here."
"Gabrielle, youre arguing with a goddess." Xena leaned over and reminded her. The bards mouth stopped and she looked at the floor again. "Sorry."
"So innocent." Aphrodite laughed. "I understand why shes one of your most favored, Athena." She turned to look at the moon goddess. "And your chosen." She turned and caught the shocked expression on Xenas normally stoic face. "Ah yes, warrior, your little bard is favored by more than the gods you see here. She is blessed by many. You would do well to always remember just how special she really is."
"Enough of this idle chatter." Athena broke in. She was not especially pleased with Aphrodites loose tongue. There were many times that the goddess wanted to take Gabrielle and make her one of her vestal virgins. The only thing that held her back was the knowledge that Xena wouldnt survive her struggle for redemption without the young woman. At the moment that Gabrielle had given herself to the warrior, Athena felt a sense of loss that she had not felt in eons.
"You are needed at the Amazon village." Artemis looked at Gabrielle. "As for you, Xena," Her attention shifted to the tall warrior. "I can only assume that you would go where ever she goes."
"Always!" Xena answered vehemently.
"Good." Artemis smiled with satisfaction. "Im sure your skills will be quite useful."
"Excuse me?" Gabrielle timidly interrupted. "Im more than willing to go back to the Amazon village and do what I can to help, but I dont understand why it took all three of you to tell me." She repeated Xenas earlier question. Unlike the time that Xena asked it, the goddesses willingly answered.
"I came, of course, because you are the queen of my Amazons and I had to give you the gift of healing." Artemis answered.
"Thank you." Gabrielle replied.
"I actually came to help you, Xena." Athena said as she approached the confused warrior. "You wont be of much use to Gabrielle if youre still healing from your injuries. You have shown great promise and progress in your quest to find redemption. This battle will require all of your strength and many of your skills if you are to become victorious. Your dark side may tempt you, your fear may overshadow your rational thoughts. Be strong, Xena. This may be your toughest battle." She placed her hands on Xenas shoulders and repeated the healing process that Artemis had performed on Gabrielle. The warrior looked over at Aphrodite and arched her eyebrow, waiting for the goddess of love to answer the question.
"I came because the strength of the love between you two is something special and should be treasured. I merely wanted to see it for myself. I give the two of you my blessing on your love. May it be the guiding force that leads both your lives." Both mortals smiled and nodded their appreciation at the blessing of the mighty goddess. There was no way to deny their love now, it had been blessed by the goddess of love herself.
"There will be an unseasonable thaw in four sunrises. You must leave then and head to the village." Athena said.
"How will we know what the trouble is?" Gabrielle asked.
"Well know, Gabrielle." Xena said dryly
"Remember, four sunrises." Artemis said as she shimmered and returned to the form of a white owl. Gabrielle and Xena watched her go back up the chimney. When they turned around, they realized that the other two goddesses were also gone.
"Xena, what do you think Aphrodite meant?" She asked as they sat down at the table.
"About what?" She hated the way the gods talked in circles. It always gave her a headache. As if to ward one off, Xena started to rub her temples.
"About my being my being favored by more gods."
"Dont let it go to your head, Gabrielle." Xena sighed. "Ive found that some of the favors that the gods bestow arent really favors at all, more like curses." She unconsciously shuddered at the thought of her relationship with the god of war. It was only the strength of Gabrielles faith in her that kept Xena from returning to his intoxicating presence. Gabrielle knew immediately what Xena was thinking about. She put a firm hand on her warriors shoulder, bringing Xena back to the present.
"I wont. Although I do think its a good sign that Aphrodite blessed us." She ran a finger down Xenas jawline, ending at the chin. "Ive never heard any bad things about her. Im going to take it as a good thing." She smiled, triumphant with her decision.
"I think that the fact that all three of them showed up is a good sign that whatever were getting into, its going to be one hades of a battle." Their mouths went quiet at they gazed into each others eyes. Since their first night of lovemaking, the unspoken fear of loss had weighed on each of their hearts. The knowledge that a battle was most likely coming soon pushed the fear to the foreground. Unable to keep her emotions in check, Gabrielle let the tears roll down her face. Without saying a word, Xena pulled her into a tight embrace and scooped the little bard into her arms. She laid her down on the bed and held her, letting Gabrielle release all the sobs and tears that expressed her fears. The warrior stared at the empty fireplace, absently stroking Gabrielles hair. The bard couldnt see the tears that filled the blue eyes of her warrior. They laid there quietly, involved in their own thoughts, until both fell into an uneasy, restless slumber.
As expected, a warm thaw occurred on the fourth sunrise. They worked their way quickly down the mountainside, careful of the icy patches that still appeared on the road. They both walked, using Argos strength to carry more food and gear than normal. It would take the better part of a week to reach the Amazon village and they didnt want to waste time by stopping at inns to eat. Breaking only for lunch, they traveled quickly, stopping only when it became too dark to continue. Xena hated traveling at night. It was much more difficult to avoid ambushes or other unpleasantries. After waking up and repacking their gear, they would head out again, eating breakfast while they walked. Gabrielle filled the time by reciting her endless list of stories and prose. Xena tried to listen to every word, but found herself drifting off again and again, her mind worrying about the warnings given by Athena. Gabrielle sensed that her audience wasnt listening, but rather than be upset by it, she understood that Xena had something important on her mind. They walked along in silence for several moments before Xena realized that the bard had stopped talking. Realizing that she had been caught not listening, the warrior looked at her love with a sheepish grin. "Im sorry, Gabrielle. I guess I just have some things on my mind right now." She reached out and caressed the bards cheek. "You know I love you." It was more of a question than a statement. Gabrielle responded by pulling the warrior close and kissing her.
"I know you do. I understand." Gabrielles blue-green eyes sparkled. They walked on in companionable silence for the rest of the day.