Beloved No More

To pick up the phone
longing to hear
Your voice whispers,
"You are so dear"
Words go unsaid
and tears fall
With pain in my heart
no love comes at all
Cold voice over the line
no love for me anymore
I try to sort my life for you
and all the pain you had to bore
For loves in an unwanted feeling
so easy to sweep away
Touches, hugs, and love once there
now have faded by day
A sister and mother so distant and cold
like the tears that bleed
Smearing loved times of long ago
and locking up the memories
Phone ringing, no one answers
no message just cold emptiness
Hoping you will answer and
fill my heart with bliss
But no loves comes, and the
phone rings still
So hang up and finally
swallow the pill
Induce sleep forever
with no pain or tears
And hope one day to die
where heartache walks in fear

Written By White Dove