Going deeper within

The emptiness of

My cold hard reality

Nothing ever lasts here

Nothing is forever

As I'm drifting away

I'm getting pulled in

I'm feeling my body

Stand up and walk away

As I get lost within

My so so empty

Yet so complex mind

I know that I

Will come down soon

And I'll find myself

For the millionth time

But as I'm here

Yet so so far away

I enjoy my disconnection

Feeling like my

Other half is lost

Many miles away

As I dance on insanity

As I breathe non-existence

I feel myself as one

My body, my mind

Are connecting once again

As it melts together

I surface

My utter lack of reality

Please pull me in deeper

Just one more time