And I wake every morning,

Less alive everyday.

I'm drowning each moment,

As my sanity decays.

Clenching my teeth,

I take the first step.

With tears in my eyes,

I take a deep breath.

I watch a person die,

It's the easiest thing to bare.

I let myself slip away,

And I don't even care.

Tears that fill my eyes,

Unwilling to fall.

A name that's on my mind,

I'm unable to call.

Blood that fills my veins,

Have yet to be shed.

Each minute passes me by,

Each minute I'll always dread.

Kisses from unwanted lips,

Embraces from unwanted hands.

Requests from undeserving souls,

From everyone else,

only demands.

Self-destruction is the game,

And I always win.

I cleanse myself but one time only,

From the emptiness within.

Lies from everyone I know,

Lies from the one I trust.

To all,

I am just a whore,

And into me,

your cock is thrust.

Our end is soon to come,

I'll plunge the knife in deep.

"Life" is but a nightmare,

In this unpleasant sleep.

For what I am,

and will never be,

And everyone I'll ever see.

Fuck you all,

we won't survive,

No one gets out of this hell alive.

With blood in my throat I scream,

"Things are exactly what they seem,

For we'll never wake up,

From this horrible dream."

"To die is the only way,

To end this all.

To die is the only way,

To end this fall."

The air we breathe,

is diminishing every day,

And the inevitable is heading our way.

There's nothing in this world that's worth the pain.

And theres no good reason in this world to stay.