August

8-23-00
Almost all my stuff is moved back to school. Well, except for the computer. My room is SOOOOOO awesome, I can't believe it and I'm REALLY excited about it. I need to open this page up soon to those I love, family, close friends, jenn, etc. I forget who I've told about it. I want to make it better before I show people though.
Anyways, my mom threw me a surprise party last weekend and it was SOOOOOO great! I'm starting to come down from that high... wait no I'm not. and my REAL bday isn't for another week and a half. Xty flew all the way down here for it and Anna drove down. Shanie came even though she just got off work and had to go back in 8 hours, and Christine's back is totally fucked... and she came. It was practically perfect in almost every way! It's SOOO happy! I haven't felt this good in a long, long time... ever? I hope it lasts.
There are a lot of people who love me. Thanks guys, I love you too.


8-28-00
I've had this site for almost a year... wow! Anyways, I have moved back to school, computer and all. My room is getting more and more done. Bought some more stuff for it today! :) I wasn't really expecting any big deal in moving back to school and then last night I felt like the moving in mobsters came and beat me up. So many things hit me at once and it was kinda hard. But I thought and wrote and such and it'll work out, time is good though. Weird things are happening in life. It's a bit confusing. Tomorrow is my first day of my comps class. YIKES! Guess I oughta get some sleep.
I love you big sister sporkie. Thank you. Good Night.
8-31-00 midnight:02am
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NINA. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH...
I'm in a very contemplative mood tonight. Why? I'm not sure. It's probably cause it's birthday season in my family. Today will be my last day as a 20 year old. Life moves too fast. Everyone says it. It's true.
The Circle Game is a beautiful song. I've sung it every summer for the past 14 or so years. I grew up on that song, going from little girl, to 10 years old, to 16, and finally to 20. Tomorrow I will leave that song in my past. I will still sing it, but I will not be a part of it. Sorry, I get this way at night sometimes. I'm going to go back and read my journals and see how I've grown this year. I've grown so much it's scary... It's happy... It's good.
I LOVE YOU NINA, happy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!
PS... silly me... i forgot to link the journal page to all of the monthly journals!!! but here they are!
8-31-00 addendum
This website is UGLY... LOL... All the different fonts REALLY need to be changed... and I need to do something with it before I can show people. Yeah... I'll do that.... soon.
I also read all my old entries. It's really dumb when I constantly say at the end like... so i'll write again soon, or I hope I write again this week... or whatever... So i'm gonna *try* to stop that. BEDTIME 3:14am
8-31-00 11:28pm
I think it's definitely due to the birthday season.
Anyways, I saw Godspell again tonight, at the new Knightsbridge LA theatre... a BEAUTIFUL spot... small, but HUGE compared to the Pasadena Knightsbridge. It looks like I'll be working on a show or two there, not Godspell :( but it's still way cool :).
I LOVE Godspell. Why? Because it's about a bunch of people who don't love themselves, are afraid of who they are, are not confident in themselves, and are looking for SOMETHING. And "Jesus" comes and shows them love... with him, and then each other. He says it's ok to love themselves and others. Ok to open up and be vulnerable. He's there when they get hurt, and soon others become there for them too. And hopefully, finally themselves. THAT is why I love Godspell. Especially this production. It's Wonderful. If you havn't seen it and want to EMAIL ME!
My birthday is in 27 minutes :).






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