Today is election day. I figured a good day to do an update. *laughs at self*
actually, I tried to update in October and after no luck gave up and didn't come back for a while.
I saw a reading of The Last Session last night. It's been a very long time. I'm a very different person now and seeing it again... was... good.
It was a huge reunion and I really loved being there as me... now.

My current battle is trying to get an American Sign Language (ASL) class at my school for credit. It's taking up all my time, but I find it more fun than reading for classes. I want to graduate having changed the school in some significant way. Very few will know that it was me who changed the school, by adding an ASL class. But that's ok. That's not the point. The point is that I want to leave my mark whereever I go. :)

With that said I must get back to that work. :)

An email to a friend

Subject: sometimes... it's nice to have proof... of how i've changed...

it's 4:15am. I just got home from the play...

the play wasn't a favorite... i was falling asleep, but then again, i did wake up at 8am!
but I went cause my friend was in it...

afterwards she was like... HEEEEEY!!!!! and she was all excited to see me... and then she's like... dude i'm having a party at my house... wanna come?

i was psyched... so i'm following her friend to her house... and i realize... i'm going to a party where i know... ONE person... who is the HOST of the party so she'll be busy....

WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING?!?!?!?!? :)

I stayed till 4am!! :)

it was great... and i held my own...

i just felt like telling you...
:)

that will be all for the night.
sadly enough... i have to go study now before i go to sleeeeeep!

Is it just the point I am at in my life? Sometimes I can't tell which way is up and which way is down. I used to know, I could see down. And then, I could see up. And now...

Sometimes I feel blind.

"I laugh, because i will cry if i don't"
~"am I laughing, crying? laughingcryinglaughingcrying... i don't know anymore."
I really like Buddha Girl. I'm glad they have their demo out and I have it. :)

sometimes, you say the right thing without even meaning to. i'm thankful for that.

I love you, even in December.