September

9-1-00
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME-EEEEEEEE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
I'M FIIIIIIIINALLY 21!!!!!!!! :):):):):)
LOOK OUT WORLD..... HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!! :)
9-3-00
Makeup FUCKING ROCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!
I got to meet EVERYONE (russell, alana, debra and stephanie again) and then some (scott, lupus, "those two" and mark... haha) and Canters (our film director, the little Argentinan boy who couldn't wink, Randy and his wife's cousin... is that right? lol)! Wow.. and to top it all off the cab driver was way cute. Mama performed... which just made me SOOOO happy, and I got to see her afterward. I first met Mama at TLS and so she is a part of my TLS family and it made me SOOO happy to see her there. The whole night was just GREAT! I had so much fun being BEAUTIFUL and looking at all the other BEAUTIFUL people there, and just being a part of it all.
I woke up this morning and needed VERY badly to recover and xty SOOO heard me and that was cool. I wish I could have gone to the airport with her but that was just SO NOT going to happen!!!
I love you so very much Xty and THANK YOU!!!
This birthday has been the best of my life. This was all I wanted for years and years. What do you want for your birthday? THIS... the last TWO WEEKS is what I wanted.
I love you all very, very much and I know you love me too.... and THAT is what it is all about.
9-15-00 4:18am
Obscene phone calls in the middle of the night that fuck with your mind are not fun.
Christina left for school last Wednesday. I hope she has a great semester. I LOVE YOU NINA.
Xty leaves for london tomorrow... well... today. In 6 and a half hours. I hope she loves it. I love you xty... talk to ya when you get home.
I repeat... obscene phone calls in the middle of the night suck.
I shall try to sleep now. grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
9-18-00
Xty and Amy are in London.
Christina is in Oregon.
Mom is somewhere between here and Oregon.
Jennie is... at school?
I'm lonely. I have tons of work to do, but am getting too distracted.
I want to bid on the Tommy CD on ebay. I think I will.
9-25-00
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!!!!!!!!!
Let's see. Mom is home.
Jennie is at school (and I will hear from her soon enough (like when she gets a PHONE! lol)).
And Xty plane home departs in three and a half hours.
I am much happier, calmer and collected than last post, somewhat needless to say I'd think.
School is tough, but I'm surviving. I'm doing too much, but so what else is new. I'm happy though. I've been thinking a lot, which I think is good as well. Becoming more of aware of me, my greatest fears, my happy-s, everything...
I need to study. I was but got distracted when my mom called, but it was GREAT to talk to her. I seem to be dumping a lot on her lately. I feel sorry about that, but appreciate it SO much.
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