| Not too many people actually come online
thinking they are about to meet the P/person whose going to change thier
entire life. I laughed at the idea when I was first introduced to chat two
years ago. I ~played~, I even grew close to a few and then one summer day I met ~Him~ and my life hasn't been the same since. I have never known this depth of love, even in the relationships I have had physically. I have also never had to practice as much patience while waiting for the Virtual and the Physical to meld into one. Some may say they like a VT relationship because it affords them the chance to have a relationship with no real physical ties. They must not have fallen in love. I am as tied to this Man as if He were sitting right beside me now watching me type these words. There is nothing I do in my Physical day to day life that occurs without thoughts of Him. I do not consider my future without Him in it. He is my Best Friend, Lover, Protector, my Dominant. It is the hardest thing I have ever known to be parted physically from Him. There are times when I imagine I can feel His breath against my cheek, His arms around me, but there are also days He feels a million miles away and I sob to my hearts content with miserable loneliness. It takes a strong person to carry out this type of relationship. Words on screen are so much more likely to be interperated far from what you intended. Phone calls all to scarce. Everyone has a bad day. Bad days, bad weeks when translated through Virtuality can become so much harder to understand and to work through. He has taught me to handle experiences with more maturity and patience. He is able to ease my mind from two thousand miles away in a way that no one else is capable of. You must be able to step back, take a steadying breath and move forward. The Long Distance Relationship is not for the faint of heart, but those strong within thier very Soul. It hurts and it bites and it nags , but ~for me~ has also been more rewarding, beautiful and more fulfilling than any relationship I've had before. With Him I feel secure and treasured and Loved like I've never known, and all the fears..and all the tears shed well worth the end if the end means ~soft smile~..well, no matter the end. |
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