Nonexistence
Somewhere up in the heavens above
Some people say there's a loving god.
You're supposed to get on your knees and pray
Or on your soul the devil will trod.
Well I find it hard to believe that I should
Worship something that doesn't exist.
For all my callused knees have gotten me
Is a soul that somehow the devil has kissed.
I've tried and I've tried to do what I should,
I always done what was expected of me.
For all that I've tried and all that I've done
That stupid god in the sky can't see.
He knows not what I need or what I want,
He cares not for any of my dreams.
If he existed and cared as much as they say,
He'd answer at least one, it seems.
HEY! You in the sky, if you're there,
Do you hear my blood-curdling screams?
Or do you sit and laugh at my wishes
And wait to stomp on my dreams?
I think someone should go up there soon
And wake this all-knowing god-guy.
There are people down here that should say hello
But all they can say is goodbye.
If I ever am stupid enough to get down
On my knees and pray to you,
I hope you know it'll be a joke,
Because you haven't got a clue
Of what my needs and desires are
In this life I've come to lead.
All I can imagine in your imaginary eyes
Is seeing nothing but greed.
I ask, you take, I plead, you laugh,
I beg, you tease, as on my knees
I've prayed for not only what I want
But for others as well�.PLEASE!!!
You in the sky�WHY can't you ever
Answer just one prayer?
Instead of going about your business
Without even one little care?
� Kathee Tschudy, August 31, 1998.
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