Questions and Confusions
Questions plague my nightmarish existence
As confusion takes path of least resistance
And boggles my little mind.
Things that should be are not what they seem
And life goes on like one neverending dream
Though normalcy I find.
I need to learn forgiveness and patience before
I even think about ever closing the door
That allows you inside.
Hard lessons to learn when life is chaotic
And my mind is simply borderline psychotic.
Maybe you should hide?
Love and hate play tug of war with my heart
As I walk the tightrope between together and apart
Wondering what to do.
But when imagination takes over my brain, I find
The only true thought that ever comes to mind:
I can't live without you.
� Kathee Tschudy, October 9, 1998.
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