What's Wrong With Me?

What's wrong with me?
Why do I take a mile when you give an inch?
Why do you think apologies make it a sinch?
Why can't you see?

Am I going insane?
Did you not give me your blessing and permission?
Did I not tell you I was on some sort of mission?
Isn't this getting mundane?

Do you think I'm dumb?
Don't you know I understand this game?
Do you realize playing it you'll never earn fame?
I think I am numb�

Do you love me still?
Why can't you remember the love that we shared?
Why do I have a hard time seeing your soul bared?
You are breaking my will�

Why am I here?
Why do I have a hard time living your way?
Why do you spend all your time trying me to sway?
What is it you fear?

When will you see?
Why do you keep saying things that make me really sad?
Why do I continue to do things that make you mad?
What's wrong with me?

� Kathee Tschudy, December 8, 1997.



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