the chance of pain

it all came down on me
so many feelings to deal with
i felt i was lost
couldn't figure out what to do
i needed her
but did she need me?
so many worrys raced through my brain
just a glance left me broken
i couldn't bear it anymore
could i honestly ask her?
did i have the nerve?
what if...no, don't think
don't try
the chance of pain is too great