the end

everything is senseless
meaningless and vague
i can almost...
almost see it
and even if it comes
nothing matters anyway
i need change
change is good
yes, now i do
i do see it
beautiful yet...
horrible?
no, neither
nothingness
what did i see?
how could i?
nothing, nothing
no end, no begining
no start, no stop
nothing?
funny, now nothing does matter