Authors Notes:

This paper is Free-form in the extreme.

I tried to put exactly what (generically) happens and my immedient

reaction to some things. It may be a little too garbled...But..Oh well! ^_^.

Without further Ado, I present my great work of Dubious Quality.....^^;

Walk in.
Turn on the light.
Stand for a moment, staring at the lifeless computer, wondering how so much could come from something so small.
Push the on button.
Hear the machine awaken, groaning, as if it were a dragon, shaking off a spelled slumber.
I leave to get some coffee, I'll definently need it before the day is over.
Return.
Just in time to here Amelia make her justice speech....heheh, right before Lina trys to dragonslave her, it still makes me smile a little, even though I've heard that WAV about 50 times.
Sit down.
In the comfy, green computer chair, my home for possibly the next six hours.
Set my coffee on the desk beside me.
Look at all the Anime characters in front of me, Tasuki is pointing his fan at me and grinning evily.
I love my new computer background.
Rapid fire.
internet, winamp, netscape, all in that order, as fast as my computer will go.
winamp appears.
I listen to "Get Along" by Megami Hayashibara, the loud version..hehe, I almost can't think, I'm gonna lose my hearing if this keeps up.
I don't care, I love this song.
Besides, Duo doesn't seem to mind. ^_^
Finally! I am connected.
Online.
Endless possibilities open up, that are not there during school, or any other time in the "real" world.
I can....

Connect.
Meet.
Build.
Send.
Resume.
Praise.
Flame.
Pretend.
Roam.
Glide.
Talk.
Chat.
Argue.
Whisper.
Touch.
Read.
Create.
View.
Run.
Deny.
Expand.
Vote.
Learn.
influence.
...
...
...
So what should I do?.
Surf. ^_^
Freefall.
...
...
Into the electronic universe, through pages upon pages of peoples ideas,
thoughts,
fantasies,
personalities.
Whatever they want, is what they build.
I hunt, of course.
I always hunt.
For, music, sounds, sights, pictures, art, literature, laughs, emotions, great pages worth coming back to.
Maybe everyone does that though.
Snag a pic here...
Download a sound file there.....
Bizarre.
I've come back to my own page.
Read the title.
Phoenixfeather's Mp3 Horde.
Address.
http://members.xoom.com/phoenix_chan/index.html
Impulsively check all of the links, to make sure they are working.
Just like a worried Mother, trying to make sure that her child is doing okay.
My my, wasn't that an odd comparision ^_^.
I look at all my work, the accomplishment of a month of toil and almost six months of Mp3 collecting....
So what is my reaction?
Why aren't the counters working?.
I'm overly fond of the color purple.
I need to work on my other site.
Hehe, sometimes guilt overides accomplishment.
Stop for a moment and listen to my Mp3 music again.
Its "PANIC!" By Still Small Voice.
Oops..
Reality check.
...I have Homework.
Sigh.
I hate school!
Hmmm...What did I have to do again??
Oh yeah.
English....That stupid paper.....
Glance over at the clock.
The small, unobtrusive numbers innocently read "10:30pm".
Resist the urge to smack my head up against the keyboard.
Well, I can't really blow this off....
Close netscape.....close everything, expect for a file thats uploading,
the Internet and my Mp3 player.
I'm not giving up my music!
Open up notepad.
Resigned to my fate, I begin typing....
The song "Just Communication" begins to play in the background.
Full circle.
School is so distracting!
But I can't wait to return to my second home,
the Internet.
I'm a cybergirl!
^_^v.

This rather confusing.....work of....literature???? Was written by me! Phoenixfeather!^_^


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