Fate
she called and i did not answer. she wanted me to go but go with her i did not. i left but did not go. no i did
not go. she cried for me to go back with her, but i would not go. she cried and screamed till she was
hoarse but did i turn and go, no. i should have gone but i did not feel so. do i regret it, no. should i, no.
it is not my fault for her unfortunate soul to wander too far, too soon. why did i not go, i did not want
to see her go. yes, i knew of the happening before so, but i felt no need to stop its occurence. so i
walked away knowin damn well what was goin to happen. i was not swayed nor tempted to change my
mind because of her helpless pleading. i feel no remorse nor regret for what i did. i do not feel so
because i did not do anything although that is the root of my problem it is not the problem itself. i am
not the reason she died nor am i a technicallity. i am in no way directly affiliated with the accident nor am i the
reason she died. she died on her own when she got lost in the woods and was killed by her father. no i
am not at all to blame so u should not blame me nor yourself. if anyone is to blame it is her and her
father. she could have damn well not gone into the woods alone no matter at night and she should have known her father so despised her and she should have had the knowledge that he was going to be
there with an ax. it is only her cluelessness and her father's hatred that is to blame for her death. so u
should not blame me just because i knew of her fate the days i first met her means nothing, just
because that was 25 long years ago is not irrelavant either, and just because i could have stopped her
from goin or gone with her of even warned her does not make a difference, she is still dead and fate
has done what it so please, i know of my own fate of which i can not enlighten u on at this point in time
but i can tell u this much i get my fair share in the end.
~Megz~
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The Pandas Are Coming!!!!