Life threatened me again.
made me breath.
held my head.
told me, "it's not the end.."
and said, "you mustn't die again!"
i told Him, "no, i want to die.
why wont You let me lie?
still and stiff,
and sleep long sleep.
wait till my breathing is shallow and deep.
then sweep me away with my Master of love.
and Death, He shall take me up and above.
carress me, in ways no human could dare.
and then look at me in His ageless, dark stare.
hold me up, for God to look at.
then lay me again, this time very flat.
hold me so tight that the air is squeezed out,
then i am dead, without a doubt.
and no one will save me,
-not even You,
for when God says i'm ready, You better not fight.
for God isn't wrong. (yet somehow not right.)
i know of my future, so don't make me believe,
i can live on much longer.
-let my family grieve!
let them suffer no longer, with me hanging around.
let them place me far under the unrealistic ground.
where fortune is chanced,
and within a glance,
you could be chosen, again.
where people talk things, not feelings.
where no one is happy.
they walk around on the earth, not being one with it.
not knowing their place on it.
not knowing the heart in it.
so try to save me, and see where You get,
for God is loving, but He will not forget."
~Megz~
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The Pandas Are Coming!!!!
