Feeling one way and believing another. The little girl trying so hard to come out. Only wanting to be embraced by someone so loving and caring that share the same hurt and confusion. Just one day I wish someone could tell me that my emotions wil be alright and I don't have to hurt anymore. It always seems like that one day, becomes and eternity.

Wanting to laugh, but most of the time only finding tears, flowing down like a river. Waiting for that one perfect day to find that smile that I have lost for sooo long.

Wanting to believe that I still love the one I have loved for so long, but not ever sure, If I do. So afraid to hurt the feelings of someone else, even when they have put an emotional scar within me. Searching for the answer and opinions of others, but never getting what I need. So tired of doing everything by myself. Waiting for that loved one but until that day, I will be :

�"LOST IN SO MANY CONFUSED THOUGHTS"