The 1999 Journal

January 21st 1999

Presented by:
J S Chiappalone
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Our Motto: Take it or Leave it!

Copyright 1999 (c) by J.S. Chiappalone



THANKS

A big, big thank you to all of you who contacted us one way or other in appreciation for the new Journal Section. So many have said the same thing - that it is a daily energy boost - that it appears you have purposely colluded to use the same words.

Indeed, this medium is an opportunity to share the energy daily, as well as to allow us to more clearly see what is going on around this doomed orb. And remember, appreciation of the Energy does not depend on outer mind knowledge or understanding of the complicated patterns around the world.

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WINDS OF CHANGE

As the world precipitates inexorably into terminal decay, it becomes obvious to awakened ones that the ability of the counterfeits to corrupt and deceive is easily matched by their crassness in dismissing the advent of the Greater Reality which will see them perish.

I had previously compared this putrid world as undergoing decay like a termite-infested house does. When collapse begins in earnest, all quarters will collapse at once. Hence, we will see massive climate changes, earthquakes, wars, the outbreak of diseases, financial collapse, etc., occur simultaneously. Indeed, a domino effect to destroy this Darkness is well on the cards.

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A Poem from my Poetry Book, Volume 9

ONE MORE CHANCE?

"Please, Dear Sir, please give me one more chance."
"Why should I do that?
So many chances have you now squandered
that of your sincerity I have wondered."

"Oh, please, I beg of thee,
I will change, and reject my wicked ways, and
embrace the Righteous path, and seek Purity."

"It seems I've heard all this before, repeatedly!
I really should say to you
`Away from me, you of hypocrisy!'
This indeed your last chance shall be.
You have the knowledge of all that is True;
you know what is to be rightfully done
for you to declare your Personal Battle,
against the Darkness, you have won.

I care nought for you really,
for you have deceived me many times completely,
and have drained me of much needed energy,
all those times you failed miserably
to evict Evil from your being effectively.

Hence, now I leave you to your self-made ploy,
and no longer with my sentiments shall you toy.
I ask that you, by your own efforts, make the final
attempt to win against Evil, and escape the misery.
And even as I do this, I shall not tell
fully what it is, in the future, that I see.
But already dark clouds I see gathering around
your periphery, and you are comfortable, all too
comfortable, within them, it seems to me.
They seem to nurture the Dark Elements within
your nature and you take no exception to this really.
Thus, deep down, have you decided what your fate
will be, even though you speak words of wanting
more chances to seek spiritual Purity.
That is the hallmark of Hypocrisy.

You speak to me, ever so piously,
yet you cannot look me in the eye satisfactorily.
Your false confidence, when you are in front of me,
is nothing but shameful pretence and mockery.
And I note, to me, too close you cannot come near,
for my energy into your blacked heart does tear,
and whenever the chance arises, I have noted you
take a path so we shall not meet,
and that tells me more than your false words
could, that all is not well within you,
and thus your future course is certainly not neat.
Inspite of your claiming that you know who I be,
you show no true respect really,
and think you can repeatedly fool me,
even though you claim you know I can see
into your heart, and mind, perfectly clearly.

This practice of self-deception by you
does not, in any way that I know, augur well.
You know this, and on further esoteric explanation,
or deserved admonishment, I shall not dwell.
You scheme nefariously and lie openly,
and that way, of Untruth, you'll again soon be,
even immediately I finish delivering these words
to you, for the very last time, ever so patiently.
Like many who have chosen Darkness, you will
plunge into the cesspool eventually,
even as the sound of asking for more chances
rings in your ears and in the ether fraudulently.

Go! Go away from me.
I know you seek that which is of Depravity,
and mock even this concept of Finality,
having rejected what I said Gnostically.
You think you still have a chance?

Well go then, and show us all if you really
can use what little time remains wisely.
As I dismiss you, I see you formulate thoughts
in your head which you have entertained ever so
constantly, and destructively, that you know better
and hold me further in contempt hypocritically.

But that you will deny readily, the moment I
finish speaking with words of Truth's Reality.
And in wanting to prove your superiority, you will
claim I am wrong, and will entertain mentally, ways
of beating me, even though you claim you have
allegiance to the Light and its Power which are
distributed to deserving viable ones by me.

Often have you asked for Forgiveness and Mercy.
But even though I have told you repeatedly,
you have failed to realise that these are only
of benefit to ones with hearts of Sincerity.
Besides, your call for compassion from ones like me
is a call to drain us of our valuable energy.
Hence, it is really another form of energy pilfery,
and not a real cry for assistance from Divinity!

And your reminder to me that I am a being of Love
and should therefore love you regardless of the
circumstances, marks you as one of the Enmity,
for no True Being would even think of asking for
such Love, feeling it spontaneously and readily.
You instead, unable to respond to that energy,
attempt blackmail, or at least to embarrass me,
by reminding me, of such matters, so stupidly.
Do you think I would forget that of Love I be?
Do you think I need to be asked by you to
Love a Child of Tranquillity and Eternity?

I repeat: Your asking for such Love brands you,
with your very words, as one on whom such Love is
wasted, for you cannot respond to it adequately.

I have given of all Things, with which I have been
charged, by the Source, to be distributed, freely.
It is those who cannot value what I have who are
dissatisfied with their lot in this Endtime.
The ones who are appreciative are fine.
Besides, I have given that which is of inestimable
value truly - a chance for Life in Eternity.

Contrast that with what is given by ones such as
you; regardless of its value, it's given not freely,
but with poorly disguised strings and conditions
which mar the gift, and reduce the situation
whereby one such as myself is made to resent the
moment whenever it was accepted graciously,
even though I needed it not, and took it only to give
you the chance to express your true sentiments and
reveal yourself in your true colours, all the
while giving you the chance to grasp Honesty.
But, of course, in that you failed miserably.

Remember well and clearly, it is through me you
will see the Joy and Peace of Eternity.
No other road or path, no other way, can there be.

And to entertain some other method of surviving
spiritually is the Foolishness of Failure, seen
in this doomed world, so abundantly and clearly.

No smile, offering, nor words, have ever fooled me
or bribed me to think of others less than truthfully.
Those who practised their deceit in their way were
simply revealing what their end would be eventually.
Know then that I know what is offered in Sincerity,
and what is given in blackmailing mockery,
for the secrets of each Heart I see lucidly.
But I know it is pointless to go on, for I have told
you this very thing many times, and you will want
even again, for the last time, to argue ignorantly."

"Oh, my goodness, you have me all wrong, Sir.
I do not think ill of anyone, and would
never entertain thoughts of Iniquity.
I do not come near, and look not into your
eyes, out of great, great awe, respectfully.
You are mistaken about what you see around me.
And I am concerned one such as you, with so much
knowledge and authority, could be so wrong really."

"There! You have confirmed what I said exactly,
and your remarks are further back-handed insults
to me which seal your fate completely."

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