THE ANNWN NEWSLETTER
January 1997, Newsletter # 5
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Copyright 1997 (c) by J.S. Chiappalone
CENTRE NEWS
Welcome again to the Annwn Newsletter. I wish to thank all
those who have taken the time to write to me over the last few months. If
you have not written, send a short note even to say "Hi!" and to let us
know you are still there, and have not been whizzed off!
Amitakh and I, and all our co-workers, are heartened by the fact
that all of you who have written are thrilled to be part of the network.
Almost to the "man" (and woman) you have all stated each Newsletter
appears to have just what you need at the time. And many of you have
confirmed what I wrote in the very first one of this new series: "You are
permitted to print or photocopy this newsletter if you wish and give it
to your friends, acquaintances, or any whom you think may be
interested, but have no expectations. You probably know from
experience that this information unmasks DEMONS faster than
lightning can! It is amazing how publications such as our books and
Newsletters can weed them out. If there was absolutely no other evidence
that what we have been given, and reproduce, is so, this effect on various
ones would be sufficient to tell us the information is spot on! The
information is sometimes of assistance in low moments in one's life when
such assistance is required. We all need help at some time or other.
My friend Merl, whom many of you know, wishes to pass on
these comments: "These are not just Newsletters giving facts about the
mundane world. As many of you have already realized, and as many
others are beginning to appreciate, these Newsletters are vehicles for the
expressional use of certain functional energies, incomparable anywhere in
the world. There are no other energies, I stress, no other energies,
anywhere in the world that are of any benefit at all to any Beings of
Light. Others may publish items that appear very interesting, very
agreeable, very scientific, very academic, very articulate, very eloquent,
and printed on the glossiest paper, with the best fonts, with the dearest
covers, etc., but they count for nothing. Only that which is of Light is of
value to the Beings of Light."
Since the last Newsletter, the three most important events have
been the explosion of racism, the re-election of President Clinton of the
USA and the emergence of new diseases while old ones return. I will
write about Bill Clinton and the diseases in the next Newsletter.
RACISM
Australia is witnessing ever-increasing xenophobia. Raging in the
racism debate are hypocrisy, ignorance and dark emotionalism. What else
would you expect from the robots and demons? Many ignorant people are
concerned Australia will be swamped by "Asians". The fear of the
"Yellow Peril" for a White Australia has never vanished. Just to place
the "Peril" into perspective, realize that in November 1996, Asians and
Middle Eastern migrants make up 4.5% of the population and it is
forecast that they will make up just 7% by the year 2030. Hardly a
swamping, is it?
Racism will become far worse in the very near future as the
intolerance of demonic factions gives vent to their hatred and bellicosity.
Demons are warmongers, never satisfied, regardless of what they have.
They know no peace. And now, as the pressure builds on all sides to
fracture their illusion, they will lash out recklessly, demonstrating the
traits of Terminal Madness I have spoken and written about so often.
All lands will be affected and there will be no stopping the
waves of animosity which will engulf all communities. The blacks and
Jews, who have historically been the most hated of all the minor groups,
and there are metaphysical reasons for this, will be the most vulnerable in
this turmoil. And even though Jews control most of the aspects of the
capitalist life on the planet, they will be dealt in accordance with a
prophecy from olden times buried in their own culture and psyche which
states that one day the world will rise against them and their end will
have come. Please do not for one moment think that I am writing this out
of any racial feelings against others and do not let this be construed as
some sort of anti-semitic sentiment. It is not. It is simply stating
empirical facts. My views of Jews was given in "Death of an Evil God",
and will be expanded in a forth coming book called the "Kingdom of
Zion". It is hoped to publish this book very early in the New Year. I will
advise you in this Newsletter.
***
People who condemn others for conceiving a better place and for
anticipating the total permanent destruction of this dimension are really
the evil hypocrites of the evil illusion. They will do anything at all to
maintain the status quo. But really, who cannot conceive or hope for a
brighter future? Who does not look forward to greater security and
prosperity? Who does not dream of a life of productivity, abundance,
peace and tranquility? Who does not dream of an existence free of
disease, threats and fear? Only the evil hypocrites deny they hope for
such things. They are suited by this hell because they prosper in it. They
prosper through the suffering and exploitation of others. They too will be
soon gone forever. Do you or they think I am joking?
Let them mock and deride. Where will it get them? "No where"
is the answer, for they are hateful, unloving, egotistical demons of the
illusion which will shortly be no more. While secretly fearing, they
openly and brazenly claim people such as myself are fools, deluded and
weird. But I ask:
* "Who are the fools, those who accept the foolery which traps,
enslaves and exploits the innocent, or those, like me, who see
through it and do everything in their power to destroy it?" The
evil ones are the fools for they persist in believing they will
never be brought to justice, made to account. They are fools for
they think their evilness will pay off forever. But it cannot. Even
now the place is falling apart at the seams, exposing every evil
scheme in preparation for the total destruction. Only fools refuse
to see that this is so. The evil ones fool themselves into a sense
of false security that everything will be alright. But it is not!
They only fool themselves.
* "Who are deluded, those who deny evil, deny the horribleness of
this place and the unbearable suffering that unnecessarily exists,
or those, like me, who break the illusion and provide details of
the ultimate solution?" In this group must be included the evil
New Agers who have tried vainly to convince themselves and
everyone else that they are "God"; that this is a soon-to-be
Heaven-on-Earth; that this evil, exploitative, murderous globe is
everyone's "Mother"; that evil is only in the eye of the
beholder. They are evil, deluded, energy-sucking vampires.
* "Who are weird, those who gain from all the injustices they
commit, all the murders they commit, all the hypocrisy they
commit, all the exploitations they commit, or those, like me,
who call for exposure of all this evil, who call for an end to all
this, who call for True justice, truth and the conditions where
True Love can manifest?"
The answer is obvious really, but it has to be highlighted in this
way for the evil beings are cunning and deceitful to the very last. They
claim they do not understand the call for the eradication of evil, for they
know they are immutably evil themselves and the call is to eradicate them
also.
JUDGEMENT AND TRANSMUTATION
I know many have difficulty in accepting the concept of
Judgement and Transmutation of consciousness. Hence I have thought of
this simple, mechanistic view that a pragmatist could accept. "The Great
Mind (Creator; God) had everything running smoothly with experimental
sections (all creation experiments continuously) until, out of one of the
experiments emerged a minor mind (the bellicose, selfish demiurge)
which closed off the laboratory (a section of the true creation) and
changed the conditions of existence (created matter and the counterfeit
creation). This minor demigod then built beings in these changed
conditions who could only exist in those specially changed conditions.
The beings created by the Great Creator could exist under all conditions.
A battle developed when the minor creator rejected all offers of being
part of the team. It wanted the whole caboose to itself and wanted to
destroy the Great Creator and take over all His realm. But the Great
Creator could not have this for He saw the lesser one was destructive and
antagonistic (evil). There was no doubt of who would win regardless of
how long the struggle lasted. The big problem was what to do with all
the counterfeit beings created in the changed conditions by the evil
creator who could not exist when those conditions were dismantled
(destruction of the physical dimension). They too were given a choice
(freewill) to have modifications done to them (to make them Permanent
Atoms) so that they could exist outside the physical dimension. But most
refused. They chose to remain evil. Hence, they are judged unfit to
continue outside this dimension. When the conditions are reverted to
normal they will suffocate, by choice. They will cease to exist. Their
matter will be transmuted.
Those beings created by the Great Creator who were trapped in
the changed conditions will continue, provided they have not been
damaged beyond viability and provided they have not been treacherous
enough to modify themselves to exist better in the changed, evil,
temporary conditions. If they have done this, they will also perish by
choice, for they will be unable to exist in the pristine conditions of the
Greater Creator's realm. Detaching the evil modifications they have
accepted is a fatal process. Many of the (theomorphic) beings who were
initially trapped by the brutal demigod were slaughtered (spiritually
assassinated) for their energy. There is nothing that can be done about
that. The battle and race now is to liberate as many of these hostages as
possible (evacuate true consciousnesses out of the dimension via the
Space Command) before the dimension is destroyed. In its viciousness the
doomed demigod has vowed to blow itself and all the dimension up thus
killing as many of the True Consciousnesses as possible, just out of spite.
And we know it is capable of this. Just review how vicious Jehovah is in
the Bible.
The Inadequacy of WORDS. Words are man-made and are
often ascribed meanings and significances which are deficient. For
example, what does Divine mean? Is it not something of Goodness, of
God, closer to that which protects and nurtures and further from evil
which harms? And what of Purity? Is it not the meaning of that which is
less selfish, less egotistical, more idealistic? Perfection too conjures
thoughts of purity and Divinity, of God, and attributes which are not evil.
But are these concepts of absolute or relative values? My contention is
that all things are relative. There is nothing absolute that we can conceive
for our minds are relative creations and unstable to say the least. "God"
the Gnostics said, " is perfect but unknowable to us." Augustine of Hippo
(known as St. Augustine, a cruel, evil joke) who was a very evil fool
(and demon) thought he knew better and said Jehovah, his God, was
perfect and knowable. You only have to read a little of the Bible to
realize Jehovah was, and is, not a perfect God but a perfect ghoul! This
creation of Jehovah's is certainly not perfect for it contains a great deal
of evil. Once this Celestial Error, which spawned evil, is corrected, the
creational process of experimentation will be ongoing. We have been
assured that the Celestial Error will not be allowed to repeat itself
because safeguards will be in place and evil will not reappear. If such a
negative energy tries to express it will self-destruct via the measures set
to act as safeguards. Indeed the price of freedom, anywhere in creation,
is eternal vigilance and these safeguards we have been promised are the
permanent vigilantes. It is easy to get lost in words at this point. As
Nietzsche said "Language falsifies reality".
**
From my book "Thoughts of a Gnostic": Demons and Evil.
I believe in demons and evil, not because I want to believe in
them but because they are a reality. If I deny their existence, then I am
denying part of reality and I would be condemning myself to live an
illusion, a lie like the evil ones. That I cannot do. I believe the demons
will suffer in hell, a place that is part of the reality they have created for
themselves and any they can trap. And I believe they will suffer in this
hell of their own making, not because others are not good enough to love
them or forgive them but because these demons of Darkness choose to be
in their hell. They have chosen the Darkness and Evil of Hell rather than
be in the Light. They have rejected transmutation of all those qualities
which make them evil.
I believe they could grasp the Light and be transformed, but they
have refused countless chances. I believe these demons and their hell
exist because many times they have tried to disadvantage me with their
evil ways, their illusions, their exploitation, their injustices, their
meanness and their greed. But I do not linger to hate them. I move on,
ever forward to the Light. I leave them my peace and let them sort
themselves out as best they can. Knowing their outcome and the fact that
they have chosen to suffer in the hell of their own creation does not make
me responsible for their fate. They are totally and solely responsible for
their fate, just like every other being in existence is responsible for its
fate. They cannot blackmail me in any way. I have always extended love
and kindness to them. But they have always responded with hate and
venom for that is their nature.
I believe in ultimate Divine Justice, and look forward to
witnessing it. I believe in the principle of reaping that which one sows.
And I believe in the ultimate mercy of the Great Creator. But His mercy
needs to be accepted with truth and honesty. These demons are not
truthful. They are not honest. They deal in deception and hypocrisy.
Hence, I believe that the offer of Justice and Mercy has been
continuously rejected by them. They refuse to be of the Light. Hence,
they will remain demons, locked in their hell for as long as they think
they exist. I believe they exist to the detriment of the Beings of Light and
I believe that all who claim that evil or demons do not exist are either
evil demons themselves pushing the illusion and deceit on any they can
trap and fool, or else they are fooled Beings of Light who are in grave
danger repeating such folly. I believe that the Light and Goodness of the
Great Creator will overcome forever the Evil of Darkness and ignorance,
and banish the memory of iniquities from the face of Creation so that
there will come a time free of evil. I believe that time will come very
soon. And the demons will be trapped in the suffering Hell of their own
creation.
WHERE ARE WE NOW?
When we first started public lecturing in 1985 and publishing in
1986, I stated and wrote that sceptics should keep a list of the prophecies
that we made and tick them off as they eventuated. After a few months I
was ridiculed on public television by Terry Willesee because few of them
had come to fruition. But of course he was rather premature as were
other criticising robots and demons. He had no understanding and was
not prepared to want to understand. Be that as it may, where are we in
the prophecy stakes? Well, early 1997 is a good time to review, for we
are about to enter The Final 7 year Cycle. Here is an alphabetical list
others have compiled from all our publications. If you wish, tick them off
as the need arises:
Prophecies made by Dr J. S Chiappalone and/or published
by Annwn Publications since 1986.
*Accidents of all types will increase.
*Anti-semitism will escalate world-wide.
*AIDS will spread uncontrolled especially in Africa and Asia; be spread
by crustaceans, polluted water, mosquitoes.
*Air to be more polluted; poisoning from plant respiration.
*Barriers of all types break down.
*Blindness will increase in humans and animals due to cataracts resulting
from increased UV .
*Books of the Centre will be distributed worldwide.
*British Royals finished; will crumble from within.
*Bush not to be re-elected President of the USA.
*Bushfires will increase in frequency and intensity especially in Australia
and the USA.
*Capitalism will collapse.
*Cancer of all types to increase, especially skin cancer, melanoma, lung
and breast cancer, due to increased radiation and pollution.
*Cartels will be exposed as very evil.
*Catastrophes globally will intensify in number and severity.
*Christ Energy will return but will not be recognized.
*CIA exposed for drug running.
*Climate: worldwide gross changes for the worse.
*Cover-ups exposed everywhere: industry, politics, religions, medicine,
law, government, etc.
*Collapse of islands, of geological faults, of world finances, of major and
minor governments, old institutions, traditions, customs, national
friendship, communities, individuals.
*Colours, lights and UFOs will be seen frequently in the skies.
*Communication with ET life will occur scientifically/overtly.
*Corruption exposure in politics, industry and religion, etc.
*Crime rate will increase everywhere.
*Crops Will fail inexplicably everywhere.
*Death Bed Visitations will become more frequent; accepted.
*Disasters of all types will increase in frequency and severity.
*Divine intervention in human affairs will become obvious in this
generation.
*Divorce rate will soar.
*Destruction of the old ways will occur with destructive new ways
implemented in all facets of life.
*Diseases: old ones will increase; new ones will emerge;
Unprecedented trans-species migration of pathogens will occur.
Terminal Mental Madness will affect whole populations near the end.
*Difference between True Beings, robots to become obvious.
*Drug Houses will be exposed for their evil practices.
*Drug use will spread. Microbes and pathogens will become more
resistant to pharmaceuticals; Illegal drug trafficking and misuse will
increase.
*Earthquakes increase in frequency and severity, especially the pacific
rim of fire (California, Japan, Philippines, Indonesia, New Guinea) and
around the Mediterranean.
*End of the Planet will be accepted as a real possibility.
*Entrepreneurs exposed.
*Eschatology Doctrine will become pertinent.
*Euthanasia will become more discussed and accepted. Governments will
practice mass euthanasia in due course.
*Evil exposed everywhere, in politics; its essence will be obvious and
totally destroyed.
*Humanity will express its evilness more.
*Evangelists exposed as frauds, especially in the USA.
*Falsehood in spiritual matters exposed everywhere.
*Fabric of society torn to shreds.
*Famines to occur everywhere, especially Africa and Asia.
*Fauna to disappear in greater numbers.
*Fear of the future will increase; leads to desperation.
*Financial collapse of countries including Australia.
*Fish population to decrease.
*Flooding increases in frequency and severity.
*Food shortage worldwide
*Food poisoning from grains, meat, milk, seafood.
*Flora species to become extinct more quickly.
*God awareness will increase.
*Gnostic Knowledge will be revived.
*Greenhouse effect to intensify with increased world temperature and
increased radiation poisoning.
*Gorbachev will be forced to resign.
*Ghosts reported more frequently.
*Hatred and interracial tensions will increase world-wide.
*Hawke will be forced to resign as Leader of the Australian Labour Party
and PM.
*Hell created by evil will become a reality.
*Ideologies, including capitalism, will collapse everywhere.
*Inexplicable phenomena to occur with increased frequency.
*Intolerance will increase leading to riots, violence, wars.
*Invisible matter: its existence in space demonstrated.
*Israel to be totally destroyed by war.
*Japan will be totally destroyed by earthquakes.
*Judgment, as in the Bible, will occur on the energy levels.
*Koalas to become extinct.
*Legal System will be exposed as grossly unjust, forced to modernize;
Courts suffer more problems, especially the Family Court.
*Meat eaters exposed to more diseases including Mad Cows Disease.
*Media will become more erratic; will destroy itself.
*Mental Illness' aetiological basis will alter.
*Metaphysical Science: its value will be accepted.
*Middle East: a huge bloodbath to occur there; the site for
commencement of World War III.
*Near Death Experiences will become very common.
*Nuclear War and nuclear winter before 1998.
*Opposites of all forms will wage war: black against white, male against
female, young against old, rich against poor, illiterate against the erudite.
*Ozone depletion to occur at an accelerated rate in both hemispheres;
radiation damage to increase.
*Plagues to occur even in First World countries.
*Planet to be destroyed.
*Polar Icecaps will begin to melt.
*Pope will make many enemies.
*Pornography will greatly increase.
*Prostitution will increase and spread AIDS even faster.
*Racism to increase everywhere.
*Religions to lose their power; cause more racial violence.
*Respiratory problems increase due to air pollution.
*Riots to increase everywhere.
*Sectarian unrest to increase everywhere.
*Shortages of water, food, clean air to occur everywhere.
*Suicides to increase, especially among the young.
*Social disasters to increase in frequency and severity.
*Starvation will affect all nations.
*Strikes in industry to cripple nations.
*Separation of the 2 creations to become obvious.
*Spiritual awakening to occur world-wide.
*Thanatology will be discussed increasingly.
*Thatcher will be forced to resign.
*UFO reports to increase.
*United nations will prove inadequate.
*USA: totally destroyed geographically, socially, morally, financially;
attacked more by other nations; friendship with Australia will decrease
due to economic factors.
*USSR will self destruct; Yeltsin to be hounded out of office.
*Violence to escalate world-wide.
*Volcanoes to erupt more frequently and severely.
*Wars to increase in frequency and severity.
*Water shortage and pollution world-wide.
*Waterways to be clogged by algae.
*Xenophobia to become wide-spread.
**
So where are we now in this War of essences? Well, the physical is all
but finished. It is a foregone conclusion that this is so. The real battle is
in the Mental Plane. Watch your mind. It can make or break you.
Understanding what is going on will certainly help you avoid the traps of
the crumbling evil empire. But that is not enough. You must learn to
protect and cleanse as vigorously as possible and avoid ALL the factors
which could programme, pollute and indoctrinate you in such a way that
you would slide into the Terminal Madness which most, if not all, those
who will be viewed as failures will suffer. There is a thin line between
genius and madness. And now in this Endtime, the evil demiurge and all
its mechanisms will do their utmost to make these lines merge, for as
they go down they will try to take as many down with them as possible;
that is the nature of evil. It has no regard for the welfare of others. It
never has had and it is not about to change its nature now.
Guard your mind, watch your thoughts, reject implanted nonsense, even
if you have to be the strictest you have ever been in your life. And
remember the axiom: Discipline and obedience are the mother and
companion of success.
>From this moment on culinary indiscretions, relational and sexual
indiscretion, acceptance of false knowledge, failure to cleanse past
negative energy accumulation, etc., will all have maximally deleterious
effects on the minds and bodies of partakers.
****
This is part of what I wrote on prophecy in Volume One of "Journey into
the World Of Metaphysics":
The mechanism of clairvoyance and prophecy and psychic phenomenology
in general can be summarized as thus:
1. Thoughts can be picked up from the general negativity pool. They
can be random thoughts, our own thoughts, or those of others.
Some may be those directed at us maliciously. Others are creations
of evil minds which can attack us causing emotional changes in us,
or psychic attacks upon us.
2 Positive thoughts can be fed to us via pathways from the higher
astral realms by spiritual guides whom we have in these realms.
3. The immediate (programmed and fixed) future dimension can be
contacted and information which is freely available to all can be
brought back to this level. Animals do this better than most humans
because their physical minds are less polluted. That is why they can
"sense" an impending disaster readily. They pick up clairvoyantly
when and where major disaster are to occur.
4. Programmable future possibilities can be revealed by Beings in
other dimensions. Possible future events can be seen.
This is the mechanism of PROPHECY. Failure to understand that
many items given are not fixed events leads to much inaccuracy and
disappointment. People must realize that in these situations they are
receiving information of POSSIBILITIES and not certainties. Unfortunately
many are not aware enough to realize that this is the case, and they become
despondent, disappointed and often lose faith in themselves or others
including their guides (the true positive ones) when events do not turn out
the way they picked up clairvoyantly that they would turn out, or the way
they were told by other clairvoyant instruments that they would turn out.
In the undetermined future dimension, the energy patterns may be
altered by many factors so that ultimate manifestation on this dimension will
vary. The factors ultimately relate to factors which control progress of this
war we are in. Note that even the fixed programmed future is only one of
many which ultimately was chosen to manifest, just as the past events were
one energy pattern out of many which was chosen to manifest on this plane.
The other patterns still exist in dimensions of past and future when related
to our own, and have manifestations in dimensions other than this one in
which we feel we are fully conscious and in which we are restricted.
Consciousness has a multidimensional existence. We only remember one
dimension at any one time with our outer physical mind. Similar experiences
from other dimensions may give rise to a fleeting moment of cognizance
which has been labelled "deja vu."
***
Each needs to ask: "What is of value in my life now?"
Avoid as best as possible the emotionalism of tragedies that are
going to occur. Just a glance at Bosnia and Rwanda is heartbreaking. In the
midst of this suffering and anarchy, you have to decipher for yourself what
is of true value to you.
1 Is it your spouse? Most get divorced and that is it. They say they
love you and the next minute they are elsewhere.
2 Is it your wealth? You can lose that quickly.
3 Is it your health? With time you will lose that too.
4 Is it your possessions? They can be stolen or lost.
5 Is it Mother Earth? Mother Earth is dying herself.
6 Is it the love that people say they give you? That is often not love
but merely lust or possessiveness.
So what is of value to you? The only thing that is of value to you
has to be the consciousness within you, for that is the only thing that is
going to continue. And you ought to refocus your life to see it as the value
in your life!
Therefore, you should learn as much as you can about your
consciousness, connect it to whatever it belongs and nurture it. Forget about
materialism, physicalism, possessions, wealth. These are spiritually
valueless. Your ego is valueless, evil, self-destructive. Labels of social
standing, bank balance, etc., are spiritually useless although the robots value
them greatly. The only thing of significance is your consciousness.
Consciousness is the only thing that is going to survive.
*
WHAT A WONDERFUL LIFE!
Even without knowing anything about Gnosticism, philosophy,
metaphysics or any of the other epistemological branches of man's illusional
knowledge, a person could come to the conclusion that existence on this
plane is indeed a sorrowful mess which deserves utter condemnation of both
the existence and the mind which thought of it. Why do I say that? Because
it is only programming of illusional appeasement and the fear of speaking
out which makes people accept their lot as it is metered out in this unjust,
irrational hell.
Let us meander through the years of someone who reaches a ripe
age in the setting of "This is your life". Most people have learned something
by the time they reach adulthood, as they resign themselves to the inevitable
transition that looms through the darkness of physical death. It is unlikely
that the average being on this globe will have answers which bring anything
but further uncertainty of what it was all about.
What conclusions could a True Being honestly draw from having
lived a full life on this earth? I say "True Being and honestly" because I do
not consider the evil beings honest in any way. They are programmed to be
anything but honest. And they will never change. As certain psychiatrists
have said and are saying, "they are immutably evil".
Throughout one's life, one witnesses death and misery, war,
violence, anarchy and corruption. Instrumentalities of organized religions,
of municipalities and of governments seem to be there to set the stage for
such atrocities, to finance them and, finally, if questioned about their
existence, to give excuses and to plead their acceptance. Their hubris is
poorly disguised hypocrisy. Victors glorify war, the vanquished forever plot
revenge.
On the personal level, it appears that nearly all friendships one
makes are tainted by sensual overtones, or jealousy, or vindictiveness, or
insincerity, or unscrupulousness, or the fading whims of a transient fashion
mode. Review your experiences and ask yourself this: "How many people
in my life, including family, have proved to be genuine through thick and
thin?" Now count how many have stabbed you in the back or taken
advantage of you just when you needed their assistance most? Which group
has the greater number? Ask yourself why this is so and you will conclude
the basis of this hypocritical existence is false and delusional.
Just as a person learns enough to stop making simple mistakes, it
is time to leave the scene, to die! What chance has anyone got to progress?
You have struggled past the accidents and the injuries and the diseases. But
why did you have to be burdened with them in the first place? As a child
you saw many of your peers die. What chance did they have?
And now you are older, seeing even older ones suffering the effects
of planned incompetence and obsolescence in the physical vehicle you have
been given, called the marvellous human body. What is so marvellous about
it? It starts to rot the moment you step into it. It loses its teeth, its sight, its
hearing, its brain function, its locomotion, its cardiovascular ability, its
aerobic ability and its continence in many cases. What is great about that?
Do you not think a being who is worthy of the name "God" could do a
better job?
And where has the "Mollock-god" who developed this putrefying
carcass placed you? In a confined space where the spawns of his other
bright ideas personally and impersonally try to injury you and kill you at
every moment. If that fails, it succeeds in exploiting you mercilessly from
the womb to the tomb. The only ones who can enjoy the mess have to be
the exploiters, and there are plenty of those.
Do you think I am exaggerating when I speak of the hostility of this
plane? Well, just think of all those toddlers who drown, all those who
succumb to abuse, poverty, starvation and neglect. (2 children are said to
die every 3 seconds as estimated by the United Nations, and this figure
could well be very conservative). Think of all the young people who die in
accidents, in wars, due to diseases such as leukaemia, AIDS, etc. You walk
through a park built for peace and recreation and, in many hostile cities
around the world, you are lucky to escape violence. Many are mugged,
some killed. A walk through a forest or jungle may have wild beasts and
venomous creatures waiting for you. A trip on water threatens with
drowning and the possibility of being eaten by sharks. You are not in the
secure bosom of your Earth Mother at all. You are in the crushing grasp of
the Mollock. As the years pass you become anxious and frustrated at the
naked meanness, hypocrisy, lust and avarice of the majority. They are
unrelenting and the stench is nauseating.
You decide to avoid dangers as much as possible, isolate and stay on your
own back yard, soaking up the sun and drinking aerated waters. Do you
think skin cancers and melanomas only happen to strangers? Do you really
think you have an immunity to all E. coli that exist, all poisons that exist,
all noxious maladies and mechanisms? You are as vulnerable as anyone else
on this decaying blue prison.
But, you try to object to all this and reminisce about the good
times. Well, what were the good times? The times you met your so-called
friends and drank a little too much; the times you laughed and joked and
decided to do business with them? What happened? What became of the
fruit of these salad green days so long ago? Ha, it was not as rosy as you
would like to remember was it? The schemes you hatched fell flat did they
not? And was it not Harry, (or Bill, or Jack, or whoever) the one all of you
trusted the most, who ran away with the loot? Which one of the readers, has
not been swindled in some way or other, major or minor, by those who
were trusted? Money, emotions, time, effort, etc., are all payments you
made in bad investments.
You married what you thought was the love of your life. Well, now
you are a lot wiser are you not? And you now know that very few really
meet a true love. Half of all who marry divorce; 67% of those who say
"Yes" a second time are divorced for the second time. You have resigned
yourself to the fact that faithfulness is a word most of humanity will never
understand. You loved, you lost; you are worse for wear and so you move
on. But deep within you have this nagging thought that the system was
designed to be this way -- faulty from the beginning, for you see it repeating
itself ad nauseam wherever you look. And now that the gonadal fires are
merely memories of long ago, and the embers of emotionalism are all but
spent, you become saddened by the ease with which others of lesser age,
lesser experience and lesser insight can allow themselves to be programmed,
trapped and fooled as you were. Thus, they allow the system to perpetuate
itself in its own exploitative evilness. They will not listen; they are
programmed not to learn and hence all mistakes of life, in history, are
repeated. It is a cycle of absurdity, planned this way for perpetuation, for
relentless exploitation, without which the whole thing would collapse. Each
established generation captures, by emotional blackmail, the very heart and
energy of the next one, very much to its evil benefit. The new generation
learns it needs to exploit to survive and so the scheme continues, and all
think evil. The Akkadian Golden Rule in this very evil system is no longer
"Do unto others as you would have them do unto you".
It becomes "Do unto others before they do unto you". Some
develop a ruthlessness which demands that they "Do unto others as they
have done unto you and then some, in the same vein and worse". And that
in a nutshell is why we are never free from wars and revenge, from man's
inhumanity to man, from suffering and misery. It is ungodliness planned this
way by the Mollock-demigod. And he laughs and grows fat as he drinks the
blood and energy of the innocent True Beings who are destroyed by it all.
And those who are not yet destroyed burden under the yoke of desperation,
consumed somewhat by the gloom of the presence of such evil. It is only the
news of Liberation that restores hope, restores the thoughts and the wisdom
to Make sense of the Madness!
Let us continue the life journey: It is more than likely that the
children you spawned and fawned over so much turned out to be rotters.
(With hindsight you now truly believe or at least find it very easy to accept
that over 70% of beings are evil to start with and 15% are totally demonic.)
You realize now you were foolish to waste your efforts on them. And yet,
you now realize perhaps a little too late, that you were blackmailed by the
programmed emotionalism of the evil biological mechanism, developed, as
it was, to propagate itself and not nurture your physical wellbeing. In this
system the thought of spiritual wellbeing counts for nought.
Now with the wisdom of the years in your eyes, you tolerate the
unwanted glaucoma, the strabismus and the cataracts, and you can see better
than ever. You can see them instantly for what they are. And you recognize
the rotters before they can emotionally exploit you as in days gone by.
Alas, now they publicize the fact that many use the mating game
and marriage to enrich themselves, discarding marriage partners when it
suits them, but keeping the loot, which was the aim anyway! Evil ones
abuse the systems of marriage and divorce to get their cut, to grow rich and
to exploit sincere ones to the marrow. It is easy to see this now, but when
the fiery hormones ruled the heart and the head, who could think straight?
Whoever set it up to be so unfair deserves condemnation. Its true, its true,
only the exploiters prosper in this system. And the older you get the more
their numbers seem to grow. Some of them cannot wait for you to die to
grab what is not theirs. Where there is a will there is greed.
Ah, but the joys of life! What control has anyone got over that
which flows from their endocrine glands to their brain to cause ruination?
Can you not see that whoever designed such a system was there to destroy
from the beginning?
If you have lived a few generations, you will have witnessed many
major and minor wars. And their futility does not escape you. You have
seen patterns which call for war as men, whom you would not trust to run
a defunct stable, are placed in charge of nations and millions of lives. And
with the stroke of a pen they defend their ego with, and to, the last man
they control, even as they stay in polished wooden offices to count the
casualties. Its true, you now begin to realize, that there would be no wars
if the politicians were forced to lead the field troops to battle from the front!
You worked hard in your life only to realize you were merely a
pawn feeding the insatiable hunger of the taxation systems and of those
around you whom you now realize saw you simply as an exploitable sod.
And when you retired, the system wanted you to live on a quarter of what
it considered was the minimum anyone could live on. You looked around
and realized those who became wealthy did so by using the system of
dishonesty and corruption. But you had scruples and principles and so you
failed, relatively speaking, for the system is not designed to reward hard
work and honesty. You have witnessed in your life that not only did the
iniquitous ones line their pockets, but that they also bought themselves
apparent justice and peace. The honest ones could not afford such luxuries.
Sure, the world has many wonderful things. Many of these are the result of
the efforts of the trapped True Beings. Many others are part of the Divine
Mother's trapped creation.
As you grow old, your bones become brittle with the passing of
time, but your mind becomes saddened with the resignation of futility. You
hunger for righteousness, honesty and truth but are repaid by the system and
its archons with scorn and derision, even abuse. You recall the profanity of
old age and abuse of power by archons as you remember former Australian
Prime Minister Bob Hawke calling a justified complainer of the iniquitous
system a "silly old bugger". Hawke apparently did not know this was being
recorded. Do you dare dream the end of it all? Can there really be a place
that is just? You are almost at the verge of despair for you have seen those
who peddle a religious hope are nothing but hypocrites with their hands in
everybody's pockets. Many are lustful demons with more than money on
their minds.
You try to think of some grace for this place but there is none. You
remember Psalm 130: "Out of the depths I have cried to thee O Lord; Lord,
hear my voice! Let Your ears be attentive to the voice of my
supplications.... " But there is no answer. Perhaps Nietzsche was right.
Perhaps God is dead after all. But no; you sense with a half-hearted hope
that deep within you burns a small Light, a flame, that says all is not lost.
Is there something there? At times you think you can feel It! You can sense
it! What is it? Is it real? Or is it the final illusion of a disillusioned mortal?
I'll tell you. It is the peace of your own mind, the tranquillity of your own
inner thoughts. It is the calm of your own essence. Nearing your end you
realize it does not matter that those things happened. They were not you.
You were never part of them. You are part of something you cannot
explain. All you know is that what you belong to is not evil. It is not
demeaning and abusive and exploitative like life has been. It is not deceptive
and illusional, it is not emotionally draining or threatening in any way.
"Yes", you think, "that is the real life I have not had in these years which
have been a charade. They were not about me at all, about life at all, they
were of time stolen from me. They were part of a prison sentence trying to
make me give up. But now I know better. What I have lived is a cruel joke.
There is not one moment in this life that I truly cherish, for which I could
borrow Goethe's thoughts and say: Abide, moment - and if you cannot
abide, at least return. My life is yet to begin in earnest. Indeed, I have yet
not begun to live."
If you see this as a cynical description of life, you are right, that
is what was intended. But if you cannot accept it as being accurate, even
though I have written it in a jocular vein, then in my opinion, you still have
a lot to learn or else you have allowed yourself to remain deluded,
intoxicated by the ignorance and falsehood of the Mollock and his
mechanisms which will shortly be no more. And if you cling to him, his
evil system, his evil robots and demons, you too will shortly be no more.
There is no other solution for evil. It must be totally destroyed forever,
given no chance to ever return.
Of course these are my views, and my views only, I am presenting
in MY articles. You have to examine your own lives and make up your own
minds. You have to see how happy you have been, how successful, in a
meaningful way. Were all your desires and dreams fulfilled as you wanted
them? Were all your fears and anxieties dispelled or were they compounded
by the passing years. Were all those noble hopes and aspirations of
childhood fulfilled in a cacophonic kaleidoscope of mirth and happiness, or
were they dashed by an unsuspected realism of pain and sorrow? Have you
been able to pass on a heritage of abundance, peace, prosperity and
contentment to your offspring? Or are they subjected to ever-increasing
forces of social destructiveness? One view of the suicidal recklessness of the
young and their expressed hopelessness for an uncertain future makes such
a question very rhetorical indeed in my view.
But, you must make up your own mind. Have you been feted like
a king or queen by the childhood emotional love of your live or have you
been shattered on the rocky, icy, lonely shores of the divorce courts? Has
the better half turned into a bitter half? You are the only valid judge of what
is in your heart. Only you know how wonderful your life has been. Only
you know if you have been scarred by the evil around you or been elevated
to the heights of ever-increasing bliss and beauty by the passing of the
years. It cannot be a physical beauty you contemplate, for time and gravity
beat us all. The blossom of youth is lost by all. Only the memory remains.
The in-built degeneration of body and mind is a reminder of the inadequacy
of the trap the spirit has to unjustly endure.
Only you can tell how wonderful your life has been. How many
friends can you truly count on when the chips are down? Be honest! If so-called "loved ones" are forever cherished, why are so many old, ill,
incompetent, incontinent elderly abandoned so readily in nursing homes to
rot and perish? The speed with which they are dumped is inversely
proportional to their personal wealth and cerebration.
Only you can tell how sincere you are in assessing your life and
whether you conclude that it is a wonderful world, a wonderful life, or
whether you agree with many youths who say "Life sucks!". I wonder what
answer we would get from the 4.5 billion people who will go to bed hungry
tonight, or the 50, 000 children and infants who will die today due to
abuse, neglect or starvation?
Of course everyone's life is punctuated by little episodes of laughter
and fleeting happiness. But we need to ask: "Are these moments of real
happiness or are they illusional phases in which we are deluded by the
toxins of this system to forget the hardship and misery just a little and be
blinded to the ferocious, unrelenting exploitation?" In other words, are these
temporary episodes enough to counterbalance the meanness of the rest of the
time or are they times in which we allow the programming to blind us just
a little more than usual? Only you can answer that in your own life. Many
indicate by their self-destructive behaviour, of course, that the balance is
non-existent, hence they seek solace in drugs or other poisons such as
alcohol and tobacco, in illicit sex, in crime, in glue-sniffing, in the vain
glory of war, etc., etc. If the highs of life were genuine and truly
counterbalancing such escapism would not be sought by so many, so
vigorously.
Let me conclude this segment by paying a visit to the theme of the
movie Groundhog Day written in a Friedrich Nietzsche Way: I have said
that the mind can make a heaven out of hell or a hell out of heaven,
depending on how it is used and abused, depending on the thoughts one
accepts and the thoughts one creates and works with. For support I turn to
an extract from the writings and thoughts of Friedrich Nietzsche: "What if
a demon were to creep after you one night, in your loneliest loneness, and
say `This life which you live must be lived by you once again and
innumerable times more; and every pain and joy and thought and sigh must
come again to you, all in the same sequence. The eternal hourglass will
again and again be turned - and you with it, dust of the dust!' Would you
throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse that demon? Or would
you answer: `Never have I heard anything more divine'?"
***
After reflections as urged by the essay above one needs to answer
for oneself the persistent questions: Can there be a better way? Can I dare
to conceive of a better system? Do I dare to do so? The possibilities are
these:
1 The Rhyme of Fools: This is the way things are because this is the
way they are. The Universe is a cyclic exploiter and knows no
Good or Evil. It will simply go on like this ad nauseam. This is the
god-consciousness of the New Agers. They see no evil. They see
the suffering and exploitation as part of the god whom they claim
to be. These claim mendaciously that those who suffer want to
experience thus for their own good. Can you think of anything
more ridiculous? If this was the case, I think I would want out, for
there is no point to such an existence.
2 The Delusion of Organized, Institutionalized Evil: Pick any
religion you like and follow its spurious paths to nowhere. They
are all false renditions of number 3.
3 The Gnostic Knowledge: Liberation from this abomination is at
hand and this system will be totally destroyed with restoration of
sanity.
Having used the word cynical above, let me add that Cynics were
philosophers in a school (sect) founded by Antisthenes of Athens to develop,
it is said, the teachings of Socrates. The Chief Doctrines of the Cynics
were:
1 Virtue is the only good.
2 The essence of virtue is self-control.
3 Surrender to any external influence is beneath the dignity of
"man".
At some later date I will expand on these doctrines and show they are
simplified Gnostic axioms.
HINTS ON LEARNING TO COPE
1 Upstairs Horticulture
Your mind is like a garden. You have to tend it carefully to
maximize its beauty, effectiveness and production. You are responsible for
what grows in it. Any polluting, traumatic, destabilizing, or false thought,
is like a weedy seed entering the garden. It must be eradicated before it
takes hold and interferes with the growth of the healthy inhabitants of the
mind-garden. If the weeds take, you are responsible for their removal. You
cannot totally control what floats into the garden from the external, but you
can clean the garden and reject that which is not wanted. You are not
responsible for what others grow in theirs, but you can stop reacting to what
they grow and can reject any of their ill-effects entering your garden by
protecting your garden.
The faster you weed out unwanted material the less work you need
to do to keep your garden healthy and productive. The longer you allow
weeds to grow, the harder it is to bring the garden back to its pristine
beauty. Hence, act swiftly when you see an ill wind blowing, when you see
unwanted weeds coming. Remove them even before they take hold in the
soil. If they take hold, nip them in the bud. Plant the best in your mind
garden. Use the best ingredients for best results. "Water it" regularly. Do
not give any who do not respect it the chance to enter it and interfere with
your implantations. Do not leave it unguarded as many may enter and
destroy part of it. Do not give it "nutrients" of unknown origin for they may
poison it. Illuminate your garden with the true salubrious Light, not the
artificial light which could further damage it.
Whenever you suffer attacks on the mental plane, use this simple
analogy to get back on track. Go back to basics and clean out your mind
like you would a garden after a storm. Throw out the debris, examine the
structures you value for damage and set about restoring order. Do things
methodically. Deal with one problem at a time. If you are tired, rest. If you
are hungry, eat. Deal with difficulties when you are at your best. Reassess
your views and understanding periodically.
Unlike a normal garden do not throw fertilizer about with reckless
abandon. Treat your mind with respect and feed it only the best "nutrients"
available. You would be wise to establish a permanent connection to the
Mind of the Higher Consciousness within you so that your outer mind
garden will be constantly watered by the Divine Essence within you,
automatically.
Avoid those stimuli that you know throw your mind off track. You
are not stupid. You know what those stimuli are and how damaging they can
be. Do not entertain anything which compromises you. You have done so
in the past and you know how difficult it is to eradicate the damage done
and the time wasted to regain lost ground. In dealing with anything in your
life, material or spiritual, always remember the axiom: An ounce of
prevention is worth a ton of cure.
*
2 Discipline
Many find discipline very difficult. Well, let us take a cue from the
comedy movie "What About Bob?" that many people have seen. Take baby
steps; do a little bit at a time. Try yourself on something small and build up
your confidence and strength as you go. Develop your confidence and self-esteem as you take these steps. Then with discipline, re-dedicate yourself.
If you do that, you will not lose focus. But if you do not improve, assess
yourself and make an effort to improve, or else you will lose focus.
Now as you are extracting yourself from the traps, often you may
be hit with another programming which is called the loneliness
programming. If you remember, in one of the books I wrote a whole
chapter about this programming of loneliness and how it gets people into
traps like alcoholism, gambling, pornography, exploitative sex, bad partners
and so on. They feel this need. It is a programmed method by which the
evil demiurge makes sure that you mingle with the robots and demons. So
if you have developed a proper link you will know, you may be alone but
you are never lonely.
Place into the correct spiritual perspective, all your friends, your
relationships, your children, your parents, your spouse, your sex partners
and so on. They can either be for or against you, as the old saying goes.
They can either be of benefit to you and help you on your spiritual path or
they can be demons, hypocrites, robots, hindering you. You know what they
are and you will mask it only to protect your ego or your weakness, so you
must examine them carefully.
And you are the only one who can decide, because you are the only
one who can accept the answer you get. No one else can tell you. You may
ask others and they may tell you, but they could be wrong or they may not
want to offend you and will give you an answer that you will want to hear.
So you have to go within; destroy that hypocrisy and be courageous and
honest. Get the correct answer you want. Decide what is best for you and
move from there.
Which brings me to another point -- stop worrying about what other
people think about you. You may appear extraordinary, unusual, even
eccentric in their eyes because you have shunned the worthless things of
society. But who cares what others think? They do not understand what is
going on. They are totally immersed in the illusion and you are not. So do
not worry about what they think. You will only waste energy if you do so.
Now at times as you are improving and establishing this wonderful
link and developing this great inner strength you will be cut off, you may
feel cut off. You have to ask yourself, "How am I cut off? When did I get
cut off? Why am I cut off?" If it is due to factors that you have allowed to
creep in, that should not be there -- in other words, the evil programming,
pollution and indoctrination -- rectify the situation as quickly as possible. If
you have been eating the wrong types of food, you know your awareness
wavers. If you have been affected by peers in the wrong way, been
pressured into the wrong thing, you know -- wake up and discipline further.
**
Murphy's Law is not just a timely reminder of the complexity and
diversity of this creation. It is an indication of the bloody-minded evilness
of this set-up. Murphy's Law has many ways of being expressed. The
simplest are such sayings as this: "If anything can go wrong, it will. And
it will do so at the most inconvenient time." The occurrences under
Murphy's Law make sure that people are frustrated as much as possible,
that they need to expend as much energy as possible solving the simplest of
problems, that they are exposed to as much suffering, danger and
exploitation as possible with the least cost to the system and so forth. Let
me give an example. Have you ever noticed that when you are driving on
a deserted highway, you and another vehicle coming in the opposite
direction will reach the same one-lane bridge at exactly the same time,
creating danger and necessitating extreme caution and care? Chances are you
will not encounter another vehicle for many kilometres thereafter. There are
many other examples. Murphy's Law is a manifestation of the tendency of
this system to decay, corrupt and sustain evil. It is a Law of the relentless
exploitation, abusiveness and iniquity. Evil ones play the system according
to this Law knowing that they can get away with evil in an evil system, for
it is built to allow evil exploitation of those who try to live honestly. This
is just one other reason why the whole system has to go.
***
There are so many things for a True Being to overcome in order
to awaken and become an effective warrior that many become discouraged
and tend to give up. Fears due to various programming factors and
prejudicial indoctrination from schooling, religion, nationalism, etc., all
need to be overcome. The opposition cannot beat you unless you give in!!
***
The FEAR OF DEATH traumatizes some people so much that
paradoxically they suicide. The trauma of the fear of injury, disease, loss
of loved ones (who are really seen as possessions by unaware ones) cannot
be exaggerated. I can tell you from my doctoring days, as can most doctors
around the world, that most people attend doctors out of fear of disease and
death, not out of the need for treatment. But the fear is an artificial
installation by evil via all sorts of programming mechanisms, including
thought implantation to make people emotionally suffer. By this suffering
they lose energy to the system. You have all heard the saying "The coward
dies a thousand deaths, the valiant but one". Reject fear of physical death
implanted in you and be courageous. Get on with your awakening and
preparation for the next phase of your existence. You have suffered many
physical deaths and your consciousness has survived. You are still here are
you not? OK, you may be a little worse for wear, but you are still "alive"
and struggle against the evil tide, inspite of all those deaths. So where would
it get you to waste energy on worrying about your physical death? It will
not do you any good. It can only weaken you and exploit you. Be ready for
when it comes, but in the meantime get on with the role you have been
given on this level.
***
DEMOCRACY superficially appears to be a great idea. But it fails because
of the presence of evil. It panders to the lowest common denominator which
is evil, hence democracy in this system serves the evil purpose.
***
From the Correspondence file
Dear Dr Chiappalone
I just listened to a few of your tapes. They are excellent.
I enjoyed them very much. They definitely put the listener on one side or
the other -- no dilly-dallying. You present the world picture very clearly: the
evilness of the various institutions including religion, science and the media;
how things are and what the inevitable result will be -- total destruction.
You have pointed out how all things of this world are tainted and of little
value and how all worldly information is not true inner knowledge. You
invite the listener to see things as they really are. You have suggested the
listener evaluate his life and what is important to him, put aside the past,
and make a decision as to what part he wants to play in the work at hand or
if he even wants to take part in any way. You present the inevitable attacks
and SEEMING temporary disadvantages that come with making a
commitment as well as the benefit of connecting to that Godforce within
which is the only thing of any value. You make it very clear just what one
is getting into when he/she wakes up and makes a commitment. You ask if
one is up to it. You also prepare people for reactions from family, friends,
etc. You make it clear there is only one voice to listen to and the importance
of making that connection within to hear it clearly. You point out how
important it is to stand on one's own feet and rely on no one else but the
Higher Consciousness. You point out how easily one can be fooled by those
pretending to be of the Light and how to discern them. All in all it seems
that you have set the stage for the listener to wake up and make a decision
on how he/she will proceed with his/her life. Do they wish to be awakened
or not? There can be no fence sitters after hearing these tapes.
J.R., Sarina, Qld, Australia.
***
Dear Drs. Joseph and Amitakh Chiappalone,
I want to thank you and tell you that Annwn Publications has been the beacon of Light, Truth and Love I have been
looking for all my life. Without it, I am sure I would have remained lost -
adrift on the surface of life without a rudder or direction. Although I tried
to understand life's deeper questions and make sense of the world around
me, as well as understand myself, I must confess that I was mostly playing
mind games, exchanging one set of erroneous philosophies or theories for
another.
I was going in circles and not truly getting anywhere, despite years
of mediation and study. Once I had the "key," read the books of the Centre,
and gained the proper approach and understanding of meditation with the
help of your books, The Meditation Booklet and New Information on the
Centres of Consciousness, I was finally feeling like I was getting
somewhere. Everything was beginning to make sense, and over time, I was
able to begin to put together the pieces of the puzzle of life. I can't say that
it makes a pretty picture, but knowing the truth of things and having the
peace and certainty of that truth, is in itself a profound and beautiful thing.
In fact, it is the foundation upon which I can base my life and from which
I can derive some true sense of purpose. I never had that type of
contentment before. Another thing I witnessed and experienced was True
Love, and I am attached to this love like a moth to the flame (even though
I am not always loving myself). Most people, myself included, look for that
special someone - "the one" - who they feel is the right person for them to
spend their lives with.
They seek relationships with others to fulfil this need - this longing
- for this special one. Or perhaps they find it in a career or in a family
setting. What I realized is that who/what we are looking for is the Divine
Mother - the True Love, the Best Friend, the "Everything" you could ever
want, the fulfilment of all dreams. As your very special book, The True
Divine Mother, says, everything we could ever want or need is contained
in this Love. I was trapped by my own attachments, my false emotional
ideas about and definition of love, and the illusions about "relationships" as
they exist in this false and deluding world. It was a hard and painful lesson,
but I am glad to be free/freer of it. It is an unnecessary and draining burden
which actually decreases love and a sense of well-being, not the other way
around.
In true love we come together, even though we may be physically
apart. In emotional "love", though we may be physically together, we never
feel close enough, and contentment or peace does not last. In my case, my
problems were complicated by a pernicious ego, activated emotions, a
worldly definition of "good" as opposed to true Divine goodness, and a
lower physical mind that gave me more troubles than I care to call up to
memory. Negativity and fear gripped me.
It was so much easier to see the problems and evil of the world, as
well as the programming and pollution of others, than it was to see my own
weaknesses and how I might begin to wage my own personal war with the
evil personally affecting me.
It is still hard to break with the negative energies, to be free to
connect with love, and experience the Divine more fully. But, it is worth
every effort, as one small connection with the Divine reveals. All evil drops
off, and only true love, peace, joy, and the true reality floods the awareness
and calms the being. The books and the love and energy given out by the
Centre are beyond what one would hope for. Beyond the words and printed
pages is the VERY REAL source of the Divine, reaching out to help all
who sincerely wish assistance, guidance, and nurturing.
I am sure that what we see at the physical level is just the tip of the
iceberg, a tiny representation of all the Light is. The books assist us in
preparing ourselves and taking our steps towards the Light within. We are
being helped to connect to our lifeline - our spiritual lifeline - without which
we will suffer greatly in the times ahead. For I know without a doubt that
this world must end, and will end; the evil pollution is far too great, and
there will never be any peace, love, truth, harmony, justice, or balance,
living with any evil or negativity. It cannot be "fixed"; it must be destroyed.
I have benefited greatly from the new revised volume set of Making Sense
of the Madness. Despite reading the earlier versions, I feel these books
have helped me immensely. I intend to re-read them as each time I re-read
any of your books, I get even more and more out of them. This may sound
funny, but I have always felt that your books are "alive."
Thank you for coming into my life. If there is anything I can ever
do to help in any way, at any time, please feel free to call on me. I can
think of no better way to spend my time and energy than to be of service to
the Divine Light, who is working to truly rectify all the problems for all
beings on this miserable planet, and who IS this glorious and wondrous
Love.
Sincerely, Lynn Saffian.
Lynn runs the Sub-centre in Washington State, USA.
***
MY AWAKENING by Norman Pappas
It is only when we wake up that we realise that we were asleep.
When looking back over our lives we can see how unaware we were at
different stages - however if anyone had asked us at any time if we were
aware or enlightened we would most likely have said yes. Enlightenment
can be sudden or gradual. Here's how it happened to me. Up to about the
age of seventeen life was interesting and the future was full of promise. I
was top of my class, good at sport, head prefect and was looking forward
to studying Medicine at university in a year's time. However at the end of
my fifth year of high school I lost interest in my schoolwork - there seemed
to be a big void in me - I no longer knew what I really wanted. Sure, I went
through the motions of studying and did well enough to enter Medicine but
from then on I only studied enough to pass the exams - I no longer had any
desire to compete with others and achieve high marks. University was a
huge disappointment - I had been looking forward to intellectual discussions
etc but the most common topics were football and last night's party. Nobody
questioned what we were taught - we just wrote down every word we were
told and tried to memorise all the "facts" we were given.
In this state of emptiness and lack of direction I became interested
in a fundamentalist religious radio broadcast - Herbert W Armstrong and
The World Tomorrow. They seemed to have a lot of answers about the
meaning of life, the state of the world etc. Before too long I joined their
church and felt that at last I had real purpose in my life. After graduating
in Medicine, I went to England and attended one of the church's Colleges.
On the surface this was supposed to be a great place to be - most of the
students enjoyed it immensely - but for me it was to be the worst three years
of my life. I felt an unexplained heaviness, unease and turmoil inside me.
I believed what I was taught but this conflicted with what I saw happening
about me. The energy drain was heavy. It was a relief to get back home.
After trying a couple of different jobs I finally decided to get back into
Medicine. I obtained a hospital position in a country city hundreds of miles
from home and church. I was amazed how much better I felt - I was able
to be myself again. In 1976 I went to South Africa for a seven month
working holiday - there I met my wife. During that time the church was
having a lot of internal problems and I decided to cut off all involvement
with it. It seemed like a great load was removed off my back. I wanted to
have nothing to do with any religion again. Back in Melbourne I began a
medical practice and for the next ten years tried very hard to make enough
money to get out of Medicine - I did not enjoy Medicine. For some reason
this seemed to be very much uphill. Even investments seemed to always
lose. In 1986 a "friend" offered me a position in a new company he was
forming - however this promising opportunity turned out to be empty. In
1987 while being where I was not scheduled to be I "happened" to meet Dr
Joseph Chiappalone. We knew each other - we were in the same Medical
class at University and we practised within a couple of kilometres of each
other. We occasionally had chatted but were unaware of each other's
interest in philosophy etc. I had been somewhat surprised in the previous
year when I had heard that he had left Medicine. He gave me one of the
books he had written and that was the beginning of my true awakening.
Looking back now I can see that at the age of seventeen I was
given a gentle shake on the shoulder - but not enough to awake - and since
then had been looking for the real meaning of my life. I went through a
variety of experiences but always felt that whatever I did was not the "real
thing". However I learnt a lot and now I can see how I was often guided to
do certain things and prevented from going through some doors which at
that time looked desirable. I am glad to be where I am.
Norman Pappas
(Norman, a registered medical practitioner, runs the Toowoomba sub-centre,
in Southern Queensland, Australia, with his wife Pujarin.)
***
* If you were to believe scientists who say that they have the answer
to everything, you would be greatly fooled. In fact, science has no answers.
Each apparent solution to the problems it tackles creates far more problems
than it resolves.
* The fear of financial deficiency is one of the meanest and cruellest
of all the programming factors. It is not just abject poverty which wrecks
lives. The daily grind to meet commitments can be just as punishing and
exploitative. Make life a little easier for yourselves: separate needs from
wants. Unburden yourselves of all unnecessary pressures in your lives. See
the wants as programmed thoughts and desires to keep you locked into
cycles of exploitation pandering to the ego. Seek only the needs to fulfil
your role.
***
BABAJI'S COLUMN
When you are unhappy, examine yourself and see why you are
unhappy. When you are constantly plagued by this disease called
unhappiness, examine your thoughts honestly and deeply. Then ask yourself
why you are not happy.
* Are you unhappy because no one took any special notice
of you?
* Is it because you are still upset over how people in your
life had treated you in the past?
* Are you dissatisfied with life because you feel you are a
nobody?
* Are you frustrated and worried because you have very
little money and no worldly prestige?
* Are you annoyed with yourself for having been a fool,
blinded by those who were insincere and dishonest in their
dealings with you?
* Are you depressed and angered each time you recalled
how you were suppressed, used, abused, manipulated and
rejected by those around you?
* Do you feel the need to get back at those who had done
you wrong?
* And as long as such a desire is not fulfilled, do you tell
yourself that you will never be satisfied and happy?
I can go on asking you many questions as to why you are unhappy.
You might choose to answer that you do not know why you are so unhappy.
But everyone knows why they are not happy if only they would look deep
into their problem sincerely. If you can answer "yes" to any of the questions
I have just put to you, then you can be certain that your ego is smarting.
Your ego is refusing to grow up so to speak. It refuses to let go of
the old in order to accommodate the new. It refuses to empty the putrefied
water in order that you can refill your cup with clean, wholesome,
refreshing water.
Your ego does not want you to be happy. Your ego is preventing
you from appreciating what is truly good for you.
Your ego wants you to continue to be enslaved by it for it is part
of the polluted, evil creation of the evil master.
It is all up to you to make the choice -
i to be controlled as a slave by your ego and continue to do
its evil will until it destroys you
or
ii to decide right now that you will control it so that it can
be guided by your Higher Mind for your Highest Good.
To do this you must want to let go of the past and start anew and
follow it through. Your effort must be constant and sustained. Your have to
be patient and persevere till you succeed in controlling your ego. If you give
up easily, you will not succeed in being master of your ego.
***
All sorts of evil influences, evil programming and pollution can be such on
this level, that the lower nature, and its limited physical mind, and ego can
be one's worst enemies.
*
What is Evil? Evil is anything which knowingly interferes with one's
attempt at spiritual progress towards the Highest Source.
*
AMITAKH'S COLUMN
The Light-Elements - by Amitakh.
The five Light-Elements of Light, Fire, Water, Wind, and Air
represent the Living Consciousness in its passive, suffering aspect. The
thought of life are the Consciousness' instinct and Will to salvation, thus
purifying trapped psyche to become awakened Nous. I shall refer to these
five Light-Elements as Special High Devas of Light, Fire, Water, Wind and
Air. These special spiritual creations are at the same time visible and
invisible. Though they may be described as "masculine" or "feminine",
these terms are used to denote the basic attributes of the Light-Elements. On
the higher levels, the devas of Light are exquisitely beautiful and pure. On
this physical level, the devas of Wind are amongst my favourite constant
companions. The devas of Wind reveal themselves as free, active,
uncluttered refreshing energy. They are the "unseen messengers". I admire
and respect their wisdom and their uplifting, comforting, cool, feminine,
healing energy. They are my good old friends. No matter where I am, they
are never far away. Sometimes they bring special greetings and news from
far away. Sometimes they stay around for awhile during their sojourn just
so we can share each other's company. We exchange lively greetings, we
exchange news and we embrace in pure delight. The meeting is always such
a welcome, joyous occasion. Even as they express in a masculine way, as
in the case of a cyclone, or in a beautiful tornado, you can see much beauty,
and power of creativity in their "dance", if you know their true spirit. Next
time when you are in the presence of the Wind devas, try letting yourself
into their energy field and experience them. If you are comfortable with
them, use the occasion for deep mental and emotional cleansing. It is worth
the effort! All the trapped Light-Elements here are also awaiting liberation.
They are also assisting in the process of Liberation.
THOMAS' CORNER
It is uncanny that those who attack our Gnosis are using exactly the
same methods in their polemical speech and writings against us today as
they had done to the true Gnostics of the past. The True Beings will not be
put off by evil propaganda even if they are temporary weakened by the
programming of fear and confusion. None of the evil ones who attacked the
True Gnostics of the past and present had refuted the Gnostic teaching by
logical and scientific arguments. The enemies of Manichaeism ridiculed the
figurative details of Mani's cosmogony and denounced them categorically
rather than refuting them by logical and scientific arguments.
Keep well and flowing with giggling bubbles,
Thomas.
****
From this day on, I want you to be especially kind to your pets
and more tolerant of all animals.
Bye for now,
J S Chiappalone, Editor
Copyright 1997 (c) by J.S. Chiappalone
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