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.sunday. .august twentieth. .two-thousand and two. Depresssion sucks, you know that? I think "Depressed" is my middle name ... But today was halfway good, so ... Maybe it's because I ate lunch today. ^_^; I know that sounds really bad, but we've only been in school a week and I get really stressed at the begining of school to where I can't eat. I don't have an eating dissorder. So please don't try to help me -- I don't need it. Anyway, I have new friends (I think?) -- my ex-boyfriend's friends (and him too, I suppose) = Zach, Ben, and the ex-boyfriend in question, Chris. They're really cool - I don't see why I didn't notice it earlier. Suppose I just wasn't trying. It's weird because I've only had two other male friends in my life; all the rest were girls. I was talking to Zach -- he's cool. He thinks anime is bad ass, loves Malice Mizer and my other JRock (Which I think included Dir en Grey, Duel Jewel, and Kagrra?). It was cool. Ben's nice, I don't get why other people don't like him. And, like I've said before, Chris is a nice guy. I guess I just don't like him like that. Speaking of which, I like this sophmore in my Biology class. His name's Andy. He gave me gum today. ^_^ I know, I'm a geek. Also, Robyn and Shyla are speaking to each other again -- she's hanging out with us now. I'm happy - everythings back to normal. We just need to get rid of Cassie ... That may sound really mean, but if you knew her like we do, you'd understand. At first, she was cool and we felt bad because not many people like her. It was mostly me who reached out to her, for the previous reasons, and because we love Rock music (like System of a Down). She doesn't like my JRock though -- me, Robyn, and her got into a huge fight in the cafeteria over it. See, the day after I got the Malice Mizer Mervielles cd for my birthday, I brought it to school. Yanno, to show Robyn cuz she loves Malice Mizer. Not as much as I do, but ... She still loves them. Anyway, I was cutting apart to decorate my folder (And MM fans around the world shudder and gasp in horror. ^_^ Don't worry, it looks bad ass -- it's Kami and Mana with a bunch of iddy biddy Kozi's. Robyn has my Gackt and Yu~ki pics. ^_^), and me and Robyn were trading pictures. And I asked Cassie (I love doing this), "How many girls are in this band?" Hee hee! ^___________^ She said 1. I said, "Wrong, there are none." Now, usually (this is normal people) they'd be like, "Ahhh ... Okay. Whatever." But Cassie. No no, not her. She just had to be fucking difficult. (Sorry, I sware when I'm pissed. I'll try to "Dane Cook Censor" myself. ^_^ If you've heard his Joke about the Crocodile Hunter guy, you'll know what I mean.) We started this huge-ass fight, because she wouldn't believe they were guys. o_0 Okay, whatever. We were so pissed at her today, me, Shyla, and Robyn ditched her after lunch. I feel kinda bad, but ... she deserved it. *sigh* Anyway ... New Quiz -- Apparently I'm Yu~Ki from Malice Mizer this time. ^_^; Acording to my little award picture, he loves Chocolate and sweet things. ^_^ I wuv Yu~ki. It think he's a cutie pie. And I love him from the Beast of Blood video. He reminds me of Wufei. I'm not really sure why. ^_^ 0_0 Damn! I wrote a LOT today! .sunday. .august eighteenth. .two-thousand and two. I almost had a nervous breakdown in Drama when I had to act -- so I'm getting transfered out. I can't take the pressure. See, I have anxiety (not as severe as my little brother -- who's only 10 -- but it's still there). I also have this unimaginable -- unless you're in my position -- fear of speaking in front of other people. Even simple tasks like reading out of a textbook out loud in class is a struggle. It may seem like I'm just being flaky, but you wouldn't understand unless you were in my position. *sigh* Anyway, on a happier note -- I'm updating because my birthday was the 14th! ^_^ It kinda stunk because it was the first day of school -- not where I wanted to be on my birthday, thank you very much. But you do what you gotta do. I was sooo surprised at what I got. Here, I'll list them in order. First, a package with some random, neat little trinkets from my Grandmother - pretty cool -- love the picture frame. ^_^ Just wish I had a picture ... Then, a shiznit load of incense! I've got enough to last me a few years, I think. ^_^; Then, my mp3 player. Which I knew about. I also cannot for the life of me get it to work. -_-; My dad's gonna look at it this weekend. And finally, le meilleur imaginable actuel [ohmygod french. If you didn't catch that it was the best present imaginable] -- drumroll please ... ... ... ... ... ... [The suspense is killing you, isn't it? ^_^] Malice Mizer's Mervielles CD! AHH! ^_____^ I almost died right then and there. I didn't think I was going to get it -- it costed a bit - *cough* - much. Yanno, to import it and stuff. I'm listening to it right now. My favorite tracks are Syunikiss, Au Revoir, Ju te Veux ["Hey, it's the opening to the concert!"], Le Ciel, Brise, and Illuminati. Which is every track written in English. ^_^; A few are in kana (kanji?), and I ... can't read Japanese. So ... I'm kinda screwed. If anyone knows them ...? You know where to find me. Anywayz, just thought I'd update you all. I was trying to romanize the lyrics but ... I couldn't find the first kanji in Syunkikiss, so I gave up. -________- Anyone know a good database? .monday. .august twelvth. .two-thousand and two. Anyway, I changed the "musical selection" to Duel Jewel because they rule and Hayato sings like Gackt. ^_^ So I can have a wonderfull new indies JRock band to obsess over. I don't know if it's just me, but Hayato sounds just like Gackt whenever I hear him sing ... I dunno, maybe it's just me. I got my books from my sister early. ^_^ I thought she only bought me the first one, so I bought the other two at Hastings (a music/movies/book/posters store). When I got home Mom told me she got me the first three. -_-; They're the Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice, and I've got Interview with the Vampire, The Vampire Lestat, and Queen of the Damned. I'm going to exchange my books for the last one in the series (of who's name excapes me -_-) and The Vampire Armand, because I feel for Armand. ^_^ I'm already on page 100 -- just started reading yesterday -- on Interview with the Vampire. It's such a good book I can't put it down! Anne uses an old english, very proper, dialect for the vampires all throughout the book -- though, a few times now she's used the word "bungled". ^_^; It just doesn't seem to fit, ne? Anyway, that's all I had to say. ^_^ .friday. .august ninth. .two-thousand and two. The new song is Illuminati by Malice Mizer -- my favorite Gackt-era MM song. To get it to play click on the music link here on the main page -- close the window when you're done with it. ^_^ In other news, we registered for school yesterday. I'm much less worried about things -- I have art and drama as my electives, I'm excited about that. Also, me, Shyla, and Robyn all have Honors English together -- that'll be cool. And, Robyn says Chris has Biology too (Her and Shyla don't -- I don't understand why -- I think they're smarter than I am). ^_^ *wishes* I hope he's my lab partner! Here's my schedule for first semester, if you're interested.: Period 1 : Gym Period 2 : H Algebra Period 3 : Life Management Period 4 : Biology Period 5 : H English Period 6 : Drama I'm in 9th grade -- well, entering 9th grade -- that's why I'm so surprised I have Biology, our school's supposed to normally offer it in 10th, but if you scored high on the Science portion of one of the tests we took (^_^; There was so many), you can qualify for Biology a year early. That's why I'd thought Robyn would have it, too -- It sucks she doesn't. Anyway -- I go to River Valley High School (RVHS), and we have to wear these stupid uniform shirts. Not uniforms -- just shirts. It's really stupid -- they have the three school colors (White, Black, and Red) in a polo or regular tee shirt. -_- Sooo retarted. And you have to have your ID Card around your neck at all times. I just thought I'd update everyone. Byeee! .monday. .august fifth. .two-thousand and two. In other news, I have art to post. First is Mana, tweaking out at a crack, then a half-good Au Revoir Mana, and a crappy half-of-the-face drawing of Heero ... or Gackt? (AN: I used a gackt picture for help, but it just screams Heero to me, so ... Maybe it's because his hair is so unruly. ^_^) I also did a neat eye and a JRock Girl in PSP. There wasn't that lovely? -_-; If you'd like to tell me anything, good or bad, about my art, email me, I'd really appreciate it. I know I'm not the best artist (gah, of COURSE not. ^_^;), but I try, and sometimes I get good results. *sigh* Do I sound pathetic or what? I'm practically begging for feedback ... *sigh* Maybe that's because I never get any anyways ... And now I have thouroughly depressed myself ... I'll be going now ... .sunday. .august fourth. .two-thousand and two. In other words, I downloaded a song by Due le Quartz ... It's alright, I guess ... I'm just really into Dir en Grey and Madeth Grey'll right now. ^_^ I don't have much to say today ... Oh, if you didn't notice, I adopted some new things: Louie and Lestat from Interview With the Vampire (which was on the Superstation last night -- I taped it ^_^), another Mana, and Scott Evil. ^_^ I love Scott Evil, he's so cool. I wanna see that new Austin Powers movie, it looks funny. I also wanna see Blue Crush -- I like the whole surfing thing. And, I know this is old news, but I wanna see Queen of the Damned. Has anyone seen it? Is Aaliyah good? *smile* Does she gleam? Why can I never talk about anything important? I just ramble ... It's because we don't go anywhere. Once school starts (On August 14, my birthday no less. -_-; I'm gonna be bitching all day ... ), I'll have more to write about. Speaking of school, I'll be a Freshman this year! *crosses fingers* High Schooooool ... I'm scared, to be honest with you. Because I know If I'm hazed (which I will be -- I'm too quiet) I won't do anything about it and just let them do it. -__-; Welps, that's all I've got for now. Bye! |
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