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Any way... moving on, i am really really looking forward to going to the JC.  I can't wait until dance team starts up.  Then i get to go to dance camp. And i get to perform and cheer at all of the home basketball games, and every other football game. fun!  Well, i'l gonna go.   Bye Bye</div> <div> 6/11/2002     Tuesday</div> <div>      Wow, its been forever since i've updated this thing.  Its Finals week, yay! only 1 more final to go. thank god, then i am out of here.  Doug is coming back from davis... i can't wait to see him! i miss him a lot.  I want to be able to see him before i leave for Hawaii.  I am not leaving until wed now though, so maybe i will get the chance.</div> <div>      I am soo looking forward to summer.  It will be nice, even though i have a full time job and a jc class and the dance team all at the same time... I will work from 8-5 and go to the class on my lunch break... fun huh?  then in July i start the dance team and i will doing that on my lunch break and maybe in July i will be doing voice lessons after work on thursdays.  My summer is gonna be pretty booked, but i could use the money... i want to get a laptop.  I've already saved up 1,300, but that has to pay for hawaii too, so its not quite enough. a couple more grad donations and paychecks and i'll be good to go.... ok, gonna go. OHHHH i haven't been here since i got my tattoo! I GOT MY TATTOO! aren't you proud of me? i like it soo much.  its great.... ok, going now.</div> <div> 5/20/2002     Monday</div> <div>      the weather has been really weird lately... lots of rain and wind, and then its sunny, then rainy again.  its making me feel really lazy.  i want to sleep.  i should be working on my time capsul... oh well.  i still need a box to put it all in, lol... i guess i should get on that huh?</div> <div>      Wow! only 4 more days till my b-day!  i will be 18 yay! and i am getting my tattoo.  i hope it isn't all rainy like this this weekend... that would suck.  my sister and i decided that we weren't going to go camping with my dad this weekend.  Its at a 3000 foot elevation, and its going to be freaking cold, probably snowing, it snowed there last weekend.  it's crazy.  So, we're gonna stay home and have the house to ourselves... it will be fun.  we might go camping in howarth park spring lake area instead, they have a camp gound.  plus its a three day weekend, yay! sleep! i can't wait, </div> <div>      I really need to downsize my web page... it takes up 8 mb on my comp, not good.  i think i will do that now.  Bye!</div> <div> 5/17/2002     Friday</div> <div>      Man i've been slacking off on my diary lately... oh well, i've been busy.  I can't believe there are only 4 more weeks of school!  I am so psyched.  i'm having my birthday party this weekend at my moms.  nothing special, just a bbq.  it should be fun though.  I'm gonna be 18 a week from today! my id came today, i'm happy cause i need it to get my tattoo, which is also a week from today!  Then, next weekend, i might be going camping or i might stay home and hang out with doug one of the days.  It should be fun either way.  the week after that is senior week, i'm only going to be there wed and part of thursday, its very sad.  on thursday i am going to reno with tiffany because her mom's friend from high school is getting married.  I come back tues and then i only have 1 week and 3 days left of school! Woo!  Its gonna go by sooo quickly, i just know it.</div> <div>      We finished the lit mag finally! it goes to print today.  I'm proud of it, it turned out nice.  Today at guided study, while we were talking about it, i asked if anyone knew when awards night was and heather was like: "why?!?" all snotty, and i was like because i want to go, and she was like: "why?!?" all snotty again, it was sooo rude.  i just told her i wanted to go because if you get scholarships, they recognize you for them... i was thinking: just because you didn't get any scholarships and you are overly anti social doesn't mean i have to be the same way! jeese.  it made me really mad... but i didn't say anything else.  I never do.</div> <div>      My friend victoria just instant messaged me, this is what she said:</div> <div>  <FONT SIZE="3" COLOR="#0000BF" FACE="Enviro" >DayitaRajani:  hey  </FONT></div> <div>  CleoGenia42:  hi </div> <div>  DayitaRajani:  your fuckin ugly<FONT SIZE="3" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Enviro" > </FONT></div> <div> i'm kinda upset.  cuase then she warned me and blocked me.  I can't believe she would do that.  ok, i lied, i'm really upset. i thought she was my friend.  i wonder if maybe someone else was on her sn, cause i just can't believe she would do that.  I feel like crying.  i've been told that by other people online, but never by a friend.  its depressing.  I think i'm gonna go now, sincer there's no one here to talk about it with.</div> <div> bye : (  </div> <div> 5/14/2002     Tuesday</div> <div>      1 Month till Graduation!! yay! I helped paint tiffany's kitchen today.  It was fun, now i need a shower though cause i smell like paint lol (imagine that).  not much else happenned today.  Oh yeah, I'm entering this songwriting conteset, and if i win, i get to go to the recording of the song (Its gonna be sung by micheal jackson) i am so excited... i doubt i';; win, but its fun to dream. ok, gonna go now</div> <div> BYE!</div> <div> 5/13/2002     Monday</div> <div>      How lame am I? I went to school on senior cut day simply because i had nothing better to do.  Oh well, at least i got 30 ec points in gov.  </div> <div>      I have digital pictures from prom that i want to put up soo bad, but my dad has to bring home the cable first to hook it to my comp.  He said he'd bring it today. Yay! From what i could see (they are very small on the camera) they turned out ok.  </div> <div>      Prom was pretty fun.  The hair appointment ran late and so they people doing my makeup only wanted to do my eyes.  So i had to do the rest of my makeup myself.  No one would help me match colors for stuff so i helped myself to the sponges and stuff that were behind the counter. after makeup, we still had to get changed (me and tiffany) And by the time we got to the school for pictures, it was 6:00, (we were planning on taking pictures with a group of people at 5:30.</div> <div>      The rest of the group decided to take them with out us (I was really upset, i cried :*( )  I wouldn't have been so upset if they hadn't been all snotty about it when we got there.  everyone was po'd at us and since our dinner appointment was at 6:15, they left to go to dinner.  My friend Tiffany and I then waited in line and got pictures of just the 2 of us (which cost a lot more than i had planned.  Group shots are $8 a person and we had to pay $20 each instead).  My mom drove us to the restaurant and we got there just as they were ordering.  </div> <div>       Everything went a little bit better from there (for me at least).  After dinner, we were back on track for our time schedual.  We headed back to Heather's house which is when i realized that my ticket was no longer in my purse.  I frantically called my mom/schauffer and asked her to search her car... no such luck. Then i remembered that i had given my sister some stuff that i didn't want to take with me.  I called my dad's house and he told me that she had gone out with her friend Eric.  I was so upset.  I asked him if there was a bag of stuff that she had brought in and he said he thought she had taken it with her.  Luckily, she hadn't.  My dad drove over to heathers house and gave me my ticket</div> <div>      When i got to heather's house, she was crying.  Aparently when she parked in the neighbor's driveway, the emergency brake popped out and the car rolled back with the door open and got wedged into the BMW next to her. It had made a big den't in the car.</div> <div>      Finally, we made our way to the dance at about 9:00.  Heather dissapeared about 20 minutes later and Victoria and her date sat outside the whole time talking.  I didn't see them again until it was time to leave.  Tiffany, Kristin, Chris and I stuck together.  We dance a little bit and I took lot's of pictures.  At one point i lost my camera, but i found it eventually. </div> <div>      We left at 11:30 and drove around for a little bit in the limo.  After stopping to see the city from fountaingrove, we headed to denny's for some desert.  I got cherry cheesecake Yummy : )  we finally got home(Heather's House) at about 1:45.  We stayed up until 3:30 talking and hanging out and then we went to bed.</div> <div>      Sunday I worked and went out to lunch for mother's day. And today I went to school(even though its senior cut day) Ok, way too much writing, BYE!</div> <bR> <div> 5/11/2002     Saterday</div> <div>      Its Prom today!!  Yay! Yeah, its only 1:00 and i have nothing to do.  I have done everything that i can do until my hair appointment at 3.  I'm getting picked up at 2:30, but i still have an hour and a half to wait.  And no one is online to talk to  : (  Oh well.  I will teel you about my morning instead.  I got up this morning at 5:45 to go to the human race.  I went with my sister and friend Tiffany.  It was really fun. we got t-shirts and free food and there were lots of dogs everywhere (I love dogs!) I kept saying "we should have broght Kodiak.  Thats our Golden retriever puppy, he's almost 4 months old.  After the race, I came home and took a nice shower.  Got all clean and good smelling.  I used this Victoria's Secret lotion that my friend Victoria gave me and it smells soo good.  I got everything together that i will need and went and bought some flowers for my friends.  Now that I'm done, i'm bored.  I like being on the go, i hate just sitting here.  Theres nothing to do! Oh well, only an hour and a half more... I think i can find something to do.  Later today I am going to get my Hair done at Pazzaz and my makeup by a professional MAC makeup artist. (Who supposedly did makeup for stars)  Its going to be so much fun.  Then I have pictures with all of my friends at the school at 5:30.  After that, We are all going to dinner at Cafe De Vero in Sebastopol.  It looks like a nice place, I went with heather this weekend to check it out.  Then after we are all full, we are going to the dance yay! exciting.  Anf after that, we are coming back to santa rosa to go rocket bowling! yeah, it will be fun... we are gunna bowl in our dresses. hehe.  Ok, i just had a thought that heather probably didn't call to make sure there was rocket bowl today, so i'm gunna go check that out... BYE!</div> <div> 5/10/2002    Friday</div> <div>      Tomarrow is Prom!! and the Human race which i am doing with my sister and friend Tiffany.  Its gonna be so great! I got a manicure and peticure today, so my nails are all pretty :) Tomarrow i get to get up at like 5:30 and go walk for 2 hours, come home and shower and sleep, then go get hair and makeup done, go to pictures, go to dinner, come back for more pictures and to pick up the limo, and go to prom, then go rocket bowling and then crash... I will be fun</div> <div>      I saw Cyrano De Bergerac ( i have no friggin idea how that is spelled) Last night.  It is an awesome play.  I saw it at the SRJC.  Speaking of the JC, did i tell you guys when it is that i will be practicing in the fall for dance team?  I have practice from 6-8 in the morning! its crazy!  I will die. at least it is only 2 days a week though.  in the summer it is 1-3 in the afternoon. </div> <div>      I need a job.  All of mine that i have now are ending when school ends.  I also need a liscence and a car to get to my job. that would help.  I drove once this week I need to get on it and drive more often, but i always forget.  Oh well, k, i need my sleep. Goodnight :)</div> <div>  </div> <div> 5/2/2002     Thursday</div> <div>      I went to the DMV today to get an id. it was suprisingly not that busy. i only waited an hour. not bad eh? Man, i feel like everyone is mad at me right now.  I'm not sure what i did, but it seems like none of my friends really like talking to me anymore.  Heather seems to be constantly annoyed with me, and i think its because of my being friends with tiffany, and my not doing quite so much with her as i used to.  I feel like her and victoria don't like me anymore. it really sucks.  I don't want to loose all of my friends, especially not right before we graduate.  We've all been friends since slater.  Not to mention, everytime i try to talk to Doug he has to go. I feel like he doesn't want to talk to me anymore.  I want to talk to him but i usually get about as far as how are you before he tells me he has to go, or that he's not feeling well.  which sucks because i have some stuff i wanted to talk to him about... oh well. I guess i will live.  I want to be able to go to davis and visit him but i am soo busy this next month its not funny.</div> <div>      My CMEA thing is tomarrow, i hope we do well.  I don't think our choir sounds all that great, but the other girls in there seem to think we sound "awesome."  Maybe i'm too critical I don't know. anyway, i am looking forward to it.  </div> <div>      I have lots of stuff on my mind tonight.  All sorts of things that need to be taken care of, like calling my grandparents about going to Hawaii in June (which i was going to do today, but i forgot) and Day under the oaks this weekend, and Prom next weekend, and the human race next weekend and mothers day next weekend and my spring choir concert on May 23 and my b-day and tattoo on may 24th and bunches of other stuff that i don't feel like typing out.  This next month is really busy.  Ok, i'm gonna go. bye!</div> <div> 5/1/2002     Wednesday</div> <div>      I made my appointment for my tattoo today :) yay! May 24th at 4:00 o'clock. yeah. i'm excited.  i'm getting a purple fairy on my back.  man... i can't think cause my bro is in here waiting to use the comp.  hmm. k, well i guess not a whole lot else happenned today so I'm gonna go.  K, bye!</div> <div> 4/30/2002     Tuesday</div> <div>     <FONT SIZE="3" COLOR="#993399" FACE="Enviro" > Hi, so yesterday i went to make the appointment for my tattoo, not realizing that the place is closed on mondays. Yeah.. i know, real smart. anyway, i am going back wed.  my birthday is in 24 day!! I'm so happy, i can't wait. I'm gonna get my tattoo... and sometime after that i'm getting my liscence yeah!  I am writing letters for my friends time capsuls right now.  It's hard.  I'm also working on a doll for my comp, its fun. Ok, i'm gonna go. Bye~</FONT></div> <div> 4/29/2002     Monday</div> <div> <FONT SIZE="3" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Enviro" >  </FONT>   God I am sooo hungry! I've only eaten some marinated cucumbers and tomatoes today and its 4 o'clock.  Dinner is in a couple hours though, so i don't want to eat anything.  I'm trying to keep myself locked in the computer room, so i don't go and eat a ton of cookies or something.  I know i will.... Well i think i will go take a shower, that will give me something to do.  Ok, i'll be back lol.</div> <div> 4/28/2002     <U>Sunday</U></div> <div>      I had a good weekend.  I went shopping yesterday and got some new clothes.  I got this cute pink tank top and some new sandals, and a pink necklace which is really pretty..  I wore them today to the firemans breakfast and all the firemen were staring at me.  It was cool. lol... Guys don't usually look at me like that.  I didn't know i had that kind of power over guys.  anyway. after that i went to work and then to a fitting for the dance team.  we decided on a unitard, which i'm not too thrilled about.  It shows every flaw ie my tummy.  But oh well. I guess i will have to fix that before it comes time to perform. I ate out twice today blah...that's why i'm not having dinner. . . plus we ate lunch at like 4 so i'm not hungry. . . I'm gonna gain a whole bunch of weight yuck I'm supposed to be loosing weight not gaining it.  anyway. . . So that was my day. and i wrote an essay for a scholarship that i hope i get, and i bs'ed my way through a hw assignment.  I love being a procrastinator. . . LOL Ok, c-ya later i guess. : -D  </div> <div> 4/26/2002     <U>Friday</U></div> <div>      aww. my puppy just came running in covered in oil spots.  he's sooo dirty. i thought it was cute. hehe.  i will write more later tonight, when the day is over :)</div> <div> Hi again! wow, its been so long! dude! Prom is 2 weeks away.  Scary! I've got everything taken care of but i'm still kinda bummed out.  In my entire high school carreer, i've never had a date for a single school dance, and i'm not even gonna have one for Senior Prom.  Oh well.... C'est La vie. </div> <div>     Anyway, other than that, yesterday, my friend victoria straightened my hair for pictures and it looked really good, so now i'm going out to get me a hair straightener tomarrow. lol. and i'm getting some super expensive black shoes for choir( the only way to get the money out of my choir account is to be re-imbursed for shoes) and then return them once i've gotten my money.  long story, most people probably wouldn't understand. So shopping tomarrow, and fitting for dance team uniforms on sunday.  Over all, a pretty laid back weekend. i'm glad cause i am tired. ok, gonna go to bed now. ~See Ya~</div> <bR> <div> 4/24/2002   <U> Wednesday</U></div> <div>      Man i have a huge research paper due on friday! i haven't started writing it yet though... oops.  I have a lot going on here in the last weeks of school.  I have the research paper due friday. A choir competition on next friday (may 3rd). I'm selling snow cones at day under the oaks at the JC on sunday(may 5) for the srjc dance team.  I have the human race and prom on may 11th.  My spring choir concert May 23.  My B-day may 24. and I'm getting my tattoo that day hopefully.  My dad wants to go camping from the 25th through the 28th.  I've been invited to a wedding fromMay 30th to june 4th.  Graduation is the 14th.   My friend heather is having a party from the 15th to the 16th.  I am leaving for hawaii the 17th, and coming back the 24th.  So many things. Man.  I'm gonna be busy </div> <div> 4/22/2002    <U>Monday</U></div> <div>      Hi again, I wont be able to put in an entry every day this week, because I am at my moms house and I can only do it from me dads.  But I will do my best.  Guess What? I had dance team tryouts this weekend for the SRJC  I am sooo soar.  Every muscle in my body hurts, not to mention I have a big bruise on my knee from one of the dance moves we had to do... But I made the team! yay!  11 people tried out and 8 made it.  I'm all happy now.  It was scary cause at first, I didn't think I had made it, because when they posted the numbers, mine wasn't on it, but turns out they accidentally put one number twice instead of putting mine.  I cried though, cause I thought I would have made it then I found out I hadn't made it, and then they told me I had... It was an emotional roller coaster.  But its cool now.  My dance teacher told me today that they were lucky to have me and that if all the girls on the team were like me, the team would be a lot nicer... she used to be a spirit advisor, so I was all flattered.  Anyway. I have to go to the gym here in a little bit, so the next time I write in here will probably be Friday... possibly Wednesday though... OK, bye!</div> <div> 4/19/2002    <U> Friday!</U></div> <div>      <FONT SIZE="3" COLOR="#993399" FACE="Enviro" >Only 7 more weeks left yay!  ok, well they announced the prices for prom tickets today.  $30 for senior couples w/ asb and $15 for senior singles w/ asb.  They go on sale next wed.  I really wish i had someone to go with.  Oh well.  I went to meet Matt.  He's pretty nice.  I bet heather would like him... he has red hair and is somewhat short.  I had a good time, but i don't really like him all that much.  He's nice as a friend, but I'm just not attracted to him at all. in any sense.  This is him:</FONT></div> <div> <IMG SRC="1b058e60.jpg" border=0 width="344" height="230" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> <div> So anyway... I have tryouts tomarrow. I want to go shopping for some clothes to wear... i need a nice outfit for the interview, andtight dance pants for the practices cause they need to be able to see our body and how we move.  I will ask my dad for some money and see if he will drop me off at the mall or something.  Ok, i have a research paper to do this weekend too, so i'm gonna go.  BYE!</div> <div> 4/18/2002     <U>Thursday</U></div> <div>      Sorry I didn't update yesterday.  I was tired and ended up going straight to bed when i got home from the dance studio.  Any way... Have I ever mentioned how much I <U>HATE</U> my step mother?  she comes home today like a bat out of hell bitching and yelling at everyone including the little puppy.  Then she's complaining about how she doesn't go to work all day to come home to this.  THEN she starts bad mouthing my sister to her daughter, knowing full well that brandon and i can hear here.  I was soo pissed. you have no i dea... i mean, i never swear, and look at me.  I've said like 3 words just on here... oh yeah and i went and vented to my brother about it too.  I wish i had the guts to tell her the things i am thinking.  I would tell her that if she doesn't like coming home to this then why not just not come home.... ever... no one would miss her. we've hated her since the day we met her.  This isn't her house, she's not my mom, why does she think she can control every one?  I've lived here for almost 18 years and she comes in after one year and acts like she owns the place... it drives me crazy!! grr. I'm sorry, but i had to get that out, although its not nearly everything i was thinking, but oh well, i doubt you want to hear about my personal problems. </div> <div>      Other than that, I had an ok day.  we did this memorial service at school that was really emotional.  ok, i really can't think of anything else to say that doesn't concern the evil step mom. see ya later!</div> <div> 4/16/2002     <U>Tuesday</U></div> <div>      Not a whole lot happened today.  I went to the gym and then to school.  Although after school, I met this guy, Matt,  and we are going to go have coffee on friday.  He's really nice, but I'm not sure I really want to be starting any kinds of relationships.  I mean, I do want to have a relationship, but its hard to try and go on a date with someone when I like someone else.  You know? any way, after that encounter, I went to a meeting for the JC dance team tryouts.  They are this week end and I am really looking forward to it. I hope I make it! I am going to go with my sister tomarrow after school to practice and start choreographing my dance for the tryouts.  Wish me luck, I'll fill you in on how it goes later.</div> <bR> <div> 4/15/2002     <U>Monday</U></div> <div>      I found someone to go to Hawaii with me! yay! now i'm not going alone.  I think I'll be going from the 17th of june to the 24th.  it will be fun.  I'm gonna stay with my grandparents in Maui.</div> <div>      SO i got my info for the senior time capsul! i'm so excited, i can't wait to start working on it.  I want to go out and buy a cool box to put it all in, and start getting letters from all my friends and stuff. I think i'll open it in 8 years, when i finish college.  That's a good time, i'll be just starting to enter the work world and fully living my own life.  k, thats it for today.  oh yeah, twice today, my teachers said there were only 8 weeks of school left! that's soo close. I'm almost out of here, yay!</div> <div> 4/14/2002     <U>Sunday</U></div> <div>      I went to the RV and boat show today, that was fun.  I saw a boat that was really nice.  not that we could ever afford one, but anyway.</div> <div>      My dad told me today that I could have his plane tickets from his honeymoon, to go to hawaii... they had missed their flight and had gone to las vegas instead so they have two tickets coming.  and if i stay with my grandparents, all i will only have to pay for food, a rental car, and entertainment.  I'm still looking for someone to go with.  PLEASE PLEASE let me know if you can go with me.</div> <div>      OK, thats it for today : )</div> <bR> <div> 4/13/2002     <U>Saturday</U></div> <div>  </div> <div>  <FONT SIZE="3" COLOR="#BF0000" FACE="Enviro" >    Hi! OK, this is my first entry.  I've never had a diary before, I didn't have the dedication to remember to do it, so mine will probably be different than the kinds that you are used to seeing.  I will put in pictures and random things that have happened to me or that are on my mind.  Right now I am really thinking about tattoos.  I am going to go get one done at monkey wrench when I turn 18.  So I decided to go looking for some pictures today, of things that I want done.  I decided on a fairy and I am pretty sure of which one I want, but I put a poll up on the main page any way to get other peoples opinions. </FONT></div> <div>      Other than that, my day was pretty boring.  I had to go to work and move two really heavy filing shelves that weighed like 200 pounds each at least.  I was hired as a file clerk so it aggravates me a little that I am being paid 8 dollars an hour to do manual labor.  But anyway.  We took a break and had chair races outside on the deck... it was really fun.  If we had gotten caught, we would have gotten in major trouble... its nice working on Saturdays lol.</div> <div>      So this morning my sister comes up to me and tells me that we aren't going to Hawaii at the end of June any more because she doesn't have time.  I'm really upset because we were supposed to go over spring break and she backed out cause she didn't have money.  I still really want to go.  So if I know you and you want to go to Hawaii with me... PLEASE let me know... I don't want to go alone.  You have to pay for yourself though!  I want to go for a week and visit my grandparents in Lahina, Maui.  I also want to go to at least one other island.  I'll probably stay for a week.  I don't know how much it is going to cost, but I have some money saved up and I am saving all of my paychecks from sutter for it as well.  </div> <div>      Dude, I realized this morning that I have 3 jobs and I only make about $300 a month if that.  That is soo sad.  I need to get another job.  Hopefully at a vet clinic, that would be cool.  My mom and sister want me to work at the jc cause that's where my sister works, but I don't want to work there.  OK, I've written way too much so I'm gonna go</div> <div>                                  BYE!</div> </td> </tr></table></body>