Poetry

As I Sit Here...

- By Lady Chamilla

As I sit here thinking;

About the mess that I’m in,
Of how I’ve made you angry,
Of how I’ve displeased you so,

My mind whirls out of control.

As I sit here thinking;

About my apologies,
About the many regrets,
About the embarrassment,

My mind whirls out of control.

As I sit here thinking;

About how shameful I feel,
About the pain in my heart,
Of if I could take it back,

My mind whirls out of control.

As I sit here thinking;

I tell you about the shame,
I tell you about the pain,
Tell you about the regret,

My mind whirls out of control.

As I sit here thinking;

Beg you for your forgiveness,
Accept my apology,
About how sorry I am,

I hope you will forgive me

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