"blackmail?
a radioactive lou posting"

december 4th-6th If LOU SMIT was really e-mailing this Jameson nut, he's a worse CUCKOO than I ever imagined. Lending Lou credibiity to Vennie Thompson's bus accident. Scouring the Colorado Daily student newspaper for perv stories. YOU are a LOSER, LOU! I need a cabin in the woods to get away from you freaks. Someone ripped the phone outta the wall and threw it at the TV in the pod months ago. TV dented but good. I'm in a LONERS HELL....just ONE annoying person in my cell.   "Mad Cow Mad Cow, what ya gonna do...sweep COD under rug when Colfax come for you..." save the beef industry at all costs, including the truth. Dave Rodgers, of Horan McConaty, told me of five cases of Cruetzfeldt Jacob (mad cow varient) they'd had at Horan's during the same period Trixie and I were touring Colorado highways. One time ( get to you in a minute, Lou, I'VE got time)...one time this wifebeater chased his wife through San Antonio, see...so she hides in a dumpster,see...both drunk as skunks,see... so he KNOWS she's in there when duh trash truck rolls up,see...oh, she was a MESS I'm telling you...not like she was PANCAKE FLAT on the embalming table...no...but every INCH had a big black bruise...he copped to manslaughter for letting her get crushed. I guess the krazy kooky killuh cow disease which is SPREADING and killing NOW isn't as glamorous but these trash mash type deaths...oh, THEY make the headlines. "They're calling you, Lou..giddyup, giddyup, let's go." I guess one COULD cut out the back of any old corpse's head and stick one's hand in there and manipulate the mandibulary arch and make it appear that Corpsey Lorpsey is saying, "WHY was LOU SMIT involved in your plea deal?" And then I could blow a big party horn, throw confetti and say, "that's a GOOD question Corpsey, and it just so happens that I'm FREE to tell you the answer." But FIRST, did I ever tell you about the time in L.A. when I was unlocking my bloody station wagon (tinted windows) of death when I turn around to find my Lorpsey is rolling down the nursing home driveway in the blazing California sun? All about LOU (but I DID rescue Lorpsey b4 it surprised a whole intersection)...enough stalling?...LOU, LOU, LOU...well, let's put it this way, IF you go to my website's  section, I believe they've got posted there (in "art" section) a "wacky" copy of a "babbling" letter I wrote to the HOTEL BOULDERADO. I wrote SIMILAR LETTERS to DOZENS of Boulder buisnesses. If you LOOK at that LETTER you'll SEE that I was USING the Morgan/Geddes tainted evidence PROBLEM as a wedge when MY case was heading towards resolution. I also sent such letters DIRECTLY to the DA's office. The letters to local buisnesses re: "tainted evidence" were a sort of frosting ("Patsy did it") on the cake. I KNEW the biz. Recipients would turn the letters over to the authorities. And they DID. The circle turned COMPLETE when my colluding public defender Cary Lacklen would come tell me to STOP. The DA's told HIM about the letters. He should have been willing to use "tainted evidence" for MY benefit. I made it CRYSTAL CLEAR that if I didn't get an ACCEPTABLE plea deal I would go WITH FULL BLAST HOPELESSNESS TO TRIAL. Remember, I'd CONFESSED to the charges etc. I COULD NOT "win" a trial. Why should I have ANY leverage over the DA? The ONLY leverage I had was my unpredictability. I would fire Lacklen and sit pathetically alone at trial. I would rock back and forth chanting "Morgan Morgan Morgan." Are you following me? I could say it like a clown, I could say it with tears, I could scream it while being ejected from court, but I COULD say it. My leverage...that is to say, THE COST to the DA's of FORCING me to go to trial would be that I would bloody BRIAN MORGAN so badly that he would LIKELY have to leave the Ramsey case. You can SEE me streetishly smacking gum if you want to. See me saying, "dat's the way it's gonna be" Whatever. What you have to understand is that by Colorado law if I'd gone to PRISON on the arson charge I'd have HAD to have THREE YEARS  parole AFTER whatever actual prison time. The TAIL was my focal point. "HOPELESS". And SO they DID give me something at the very last edge of acceptability. They rearranged charges so I could do the time in county...which is a HORRIBLE way to do lengthy time...BUT...it's the ONLY way to MAKE IT so that my probation is running NOW. So I have no lengthy obligations when I get out. At certain points it seemed like I'd get them to give me eighteen months WITH credit for time served. I'd have been out months ago if I'd gotten that! But resentful BLUE LOU had to get involved. I think he was at the negotiations to check out the THREAT to Brian Morgan. Spy. I bet he was wired too, sitting next to me. Lou on my left, Lacklen on my right. I guess I looked at Trip De Muth (across the table) as the LEAST treacherous of anyone in the shark tank. Now don't EXACTLY go down the route of "blackmail" a word Cary Lacklen used against me. I was only looking at my RIGHT to bring up "TAINTED EVIDENCE" at trial. And if I HAD to go to trial I would have brought up nothing BUT "tainted evidence", and there was no way I'd let LACKLEN  handle THAT. I'd have REPRESENTED MYSELF and I'd have had BRIAN MORGAN on the stand. Get it?! And I finally got Lacklen to ADMIT that I definitely COULD get Morgan on the stand DUE to the police reports of his activities on the morning after the fire. WHY THAT SHOULD BE A WEDGE AGAINST THE DA'S, I DON'T KNOW. But can you people smell enough, "been round the block" cologne on me to TRUST that I know an exposed NERVE when I see one? ( I really really do). And so I was SHOWING THEM that if I didn't get my way I would snap on a rubber glove at trial....reach ALL up into the plumbing connections between the Ramseys, their attorneys, and the DA's office and give a great big YANK. The DA's SHOULD have felt that whatever happened to Morgan was HIS problem, but I could SENSE it was of desperate importance to KEEP THE TEAM TOGETHER. And at that COST they had to avoid a trial. I STILL got too much time and I'm sure it was LOU SMIT who clipped off the possible rose petals to my deal. I got the MAXIMUM time you can get in a county setting. And I got NO CREDIT for time served. LOU, don't you get it...if you hadn't done THAT I'd be in California and not STILL sitting here watching YOU do your Ramsey spy work. In conclusion, one can SEE evidence of what I'm saying here in DOZENS of letters to random Boulder buisnesses. And in a Dec 97 letter to the Boulder Weekly with the words......? I'd also like to point out that although citizens turned over my "strange rambling" letters, they NEVER showed up in evidence. Why not? They talked about a FIRE at the Ramsey house while I STILL had that PENDING CASE. If YOU were a DA wouldn'y YOU save the letters to use against me? Or would protecting Morgan be more important? And didn't I just LOSE my files with all those random Boulder recipients a few WEEKS ago. MUSTARD'S LAST STAND got the BEST letter. J.T.Colfax [email protected]   current | 1999 | 1998 | colfax diaries