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december 16th Had eine nap this afternoon. Feeling better. Someone expressed support for me in the hallway today. But I felt like I looked like a patheric broken figure as I mocked life by wasting it buffing the floor.But I always snap back. Although I'm waiting for the time when I don't. I hear some anti Ramsey fliers will be making a wider swath than I ever imagined soon. I lie on a top bunk, under my headphones, breathing in a cloud of somebody else's flatulence as I TRY to steer and travel while standing stock still. Long showers staring at the same mold Matthews was looking at last year. Steaming the flaring nostrils. Soothing the headaches. I have such a hard time finding VALUE in my fellow humans. Dullards. That's how it all happened and that is what hasn't CHANGED. Local Burlington Coat Factory selling coats made secretly of dog pelts for Xmas. I'm in a casket with a very cheap laptop. I'm SO tired and I wish it wasn't technically true that I am of YOU. Notes through a mailslot. Sarcasm in a bible. Porn in giftwrap. Photos of a cake. We'll see these things. current | 1999 | 1998 | colfax diaries |