"wiltonjr gets huffy"
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january 27th Another ordinary day. no crisis but there certainly is no evidence of elastique elan in my step. Imagine my disgust when we got up for commissary delivery this morning and I witnessed my cellie rake in the largest pile of garbage food I've ever seen anyone order. He can't STOMACH that junkfood. . . .really...I KNOW he can't. Oughtta be a law. I hope he's not thinking he's going to start up a little cantina out of our room. Settin up a "store' chargin "2 for 1 payback. I got an email from webmasters Matthews and Flowers tonight via snail mail after someone nearby gleaned it electronically. And so I learn that anoth~r of the petty attacks done on people of differing opinions in the Ramsey forums is to call child~welfare. And further, I've seen the email of one angry Wiltonjr in Atlanta who threatened to litter the Ramseys yard in Georgia with fliers I created for Matthews and Flowers to put up on the street of NYC. I guess the implied threat here would be in the sphere of me violating my restraining order by CAUSING contact with the Ramses, but that wouldn't work if theres threatening email evidence. People are lonely. That is other peoples fault. "Egosiller" to sing loudly....to shout like mad.... Today, in an attempt to "RELATE" to my fellow wotkers in the productive day program I told them the story of how the underwear was found in a cooler in the kitchen. I told them it came from INTAKE MODULE which is what I was told...... but NO, they corrected me PROUDLY with the words, "WE DID THAT," Specificallly they laughed like hyenas with some gone guy named WILL who actually inserted the drawers. There was ALMOST a fight at work in the gym today. .I was selfishly hoping they'd get down to it so they'd both lose their rooms and bump me, up the list a bit. I recall fondly a poster named BEANNIE on the Boulder News Forum, but I don't know why she says I am "egoisme," ...selfish. I dreamed that webmaster Lance was back in this jail and that he got in some wired deal for a $250.00 dollar little baggie of marijuana. There is no correction on this typewriter so I have to TELL you that "wired" was a typo... I meant "wierd." I think people were going to steal it from him. So many people hang out in front of my "house." I ALWAYS get that sort of cellie. . .the exception being kid diabetico, who's mother finally decided to bail him out. He wrote in his journal about the benefits of at least getting free insulin in jail. Yes, I read it.. .I am "egoisme." But it would be selfish to hate me just for that. Who isn't? Why I remember one time at a mortuary in Arapahoe county I'm trying to get this selfishly heavy Peruvian casket outta the car. It came in from the airport and workers there helped me load it, but NOW what do I do alone in the night? There's not even any handles on the shipping box. I had to call my HATEFUL boss. I used a payphone at the gas station across the street. Can't you just see the damn thing sticking HALFWAY out of the back of the vehicle? Oh the paranoia. I know you all like to live by rigid rules that painstakingly calculate who is better than whoin, but is there any place to apply for a verience? Time and again it's the one who can cruise thru this incarceration movie who'll be a-rapin and a-stranglin when he gets out. I see in today's Daily Camera that BLUE LOU SMIT was hornswagglin over at the Justice Center yesterday. Speculation that the Ramseys will be making thier appearance soon. I had so much hoped that they'd be HERE before I got out. current | 1999 | 1998 | colfax diaries |