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"maybe the mountains is interfering with my bad juju"


may 20


HEADACHE.
Lethargy.
Can't go into any details.
Slithering into weekend.
Received pile of web printouts.
You people are 6ick 6ick 6ick.
Scorch is no fool.
Scorch this!

I'm tired of this thing about my handwriting looking like the note and/or I'm playing around with my handwriting. You should see these SOFT as butter pencils du heart breaking frustration they give us. And then if I get a hold of a #2, my writing is a LITTLE different. Not interesting / Nor a game.

What else? Oh yezz. TWO NUTZ speculate on my use of a drug called "DEANER." They say flat out that I've mentioned it in postings.
Have NOT.
Never heard of it till now.
THat's part of YOUR psychosis!

I see "mBm" goes YACKETTA YAW ON ABOUT THE Laughlin party starting at 10:00 and why'd the R's did not hear it. WHO TOLD YOU to MAKE UP a time like 10:00? How do we know this party didn't start as a spont thing after whatever event at the FOX?
AL got there around 2:00, ALL I know.

You also speculate on whether or not the cab companies TOOK anyone to the party. EXCELLENT QUESTION. But there's NO ONE in reach to ask. But you RUIN your spec. by following it with "but I'm sure the BPD checked on this." What - just WHAT makes you so SURE?

AL told me "the scream" COULD have been by a party goer. "EASILY," he said.

AS for those what spec. on the jail being a roundabout REVOLU-DOOR rumor mill. DON'T even ASSUME that people SIZZLE as YOU DO on the R case.

(PLease go now to your basement and scream, "I"M LONELY" into a pillow.) Neither Harold, nor AL CARES about the R case or ANY NEWS.

As for sissi saying why I be bone throwin' info that MIGHT be beneficial to les Ramseys... People like to press my buttons, so I make like a blender. K. WHY? NOw listen - because I'm CHATTING, that's why. And after a couple of weeks of chatting to AL, he finally mentions this INTERESTING thing. Why hold it back? Who cares. It was a FACTUAL interesting thing. I do NOT believe however that the cops SHOULD have found out about the party. Now listen big "Chief" - Where on OITH does my party posting SUGGEST that a party goer wrote the note etc.

As for the SNIDE REMARKS about Mrs. Brady "managing" me., I take that to be someone's JEALOUSY - as in- "A sentence on Ma Brady's page is VALUABLE." And some bitter entity w/smeared makeup is NOT getting enough. I'm still working on HER though. When I finally send my rays under Brady's tin foil hat, I'll have her kick down ALL your doors in duhmiddledunite. I think maybe the mountains is interfering with my bad juju. Perhaps it's simply that Brady's not a sizzling crackpot. I just showed all these printouts to a couple of people and I spoke ILL of all and sundry. (My eyes are on a lightening storm hitting the mountains.) So disconnected. And then for a balance, I have to tell them, "well - no - they're not ALL scum" .... shuffle shuffle - and I show em some CONNIE-CHAT. etc. So be sure and flame Connie RIGHT NOW. Heard about BNF re-closing. GOOD. PATSY DID IT.

JT Colfax
 

J.T. wanted me to post the original letter. So, here it is.

Oh yeah, he also wanted me to tell you all to visit Auntie BJ's site.
 

J.T.Colfax
[email protected]

 

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