"everyone�s playing it safe"
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may 26
I wonder why the headlines about Burke�s testimony last week are so
small? Perhaps something MORE is a foot and everyone�s playing it safe.
Again.
Another death in the Jail yesterday. A Czech named martinec. A passing
reference to "other recent deaths "in an article.
This one made no impression on anybody.
Thank you Jezzy weezzy for sending a prison bus this morning and carting
off the biggest newspapers hog in the pods. HANOVER.
Rapey de Clown, Matt Falcon spraigned his ankle playing basketball
in the gym the other nite. Came back in a Wheelchair.
God does it look crazy lushly green outside now. Again were been stuck
inside for a week.
Ah but Temporary Cobain now has only 7 weeks to runs.
Such a complaint I heard the other nite from a friend plugging in. Why
Micki done went and mentioned the most vile word of all, "future."
Seems people can�t Imagine that I really see things so bleakly. I can�t
talk closely about it. Never mind that! Stare in the burning house, have
another drink, watch TV but THIS unmentionable impossible situation persiste.
AND in THAT score I guess my plan worked, even though I had to execute
it ALL OF A SUDDEN and amidst some rather odd clouds.
Onwards. The wheels on the bus ground and ground down the Road. I�d
les hideous thing in Seattle. I�d made the called to my sister the Greyhound
money, why Schiller changeD "sister" to "father" on page 289 I don�t know.
(Dozens of mistakes like that, and by the way when the bastard hanover
left for D.O.C. this morning it was only THEN that I saw monday Rmnews
TV column mentioning that their will be a CBS more .. well .. yee haw.
So glad I want be in HERE when THAT comes on.)
Anyway, one DOESN"T prattle on bout on fires over temporary cobains
in a call like the one I�m talking about. Nopey nope. Not when its happened
before. Fill in no blanks. Withdraw.
Frozen Robot emerges from Denver bus station. Must go to New Years Party
at another sisters house. "Did you hear About the Ramsey girl killed in
up Boulder."
"Yes, Read about it in Oregonian."
Vague sense of followyer in the Sacremento Bee, and in the Reno paper.
(I stood by the Raging trucker river for hours on a layover and soon after
arrival in Denver the EXACT spot where I stood showed up in an AP photo
about flooding. The storms followed me the whole way fill somewhere in
UTAH)
More and more lets talk about the girl dead in Boulder because I WONT
and can�t explain how or why I drifted to Canada for the past 2 months.
No cabin the woods Every move monitered for AttitudeOR Uunwillingness
to work. And then JEEZY WEEZY comes to the conclusion that its time to
reenter les mortuarie business. I�d been outta that for years
But along comes an ad catching my eye in the Denver post.
And in NO TIME I�ve got a meat wagon parked in front of my sister and
her husband�s suburban house.
Here I am a messanger again but this time in a van and with much heavier
cargo. Eeeky Squeeeky by cycle long since in a San Francisco junkyard.
And with the advent of work the pressure to explain the oh so recent
past subsides. And the whole temporary canadian adventure could start being
buried, but, by and by, the whole thing ends up washing for foreward like
a tidal wave and this time the Canada plan actually HAPPENS
Look, people ---click around here somewhere and you�ll see a piece of
a note I was writing on June 18th in Boulder.
For some reason Det. Gosage still has the originals and refuses to let
em go oven in violation of Judge Bellipannis order to release them.
But doesn�t it say right on there "It's Canada day in Boulder." God,
how pathetic.
Drown make production. Why not, Jameson does. And she must be WAAAY
EMPTY All of you wretches
And all I hear is about "ATTENTION"
What a commudity.
This has been a change to explain what REALLY happened and I turn in
the coroner and giggle when I think how SOON it will be when out here I
think how SOON it will be when out here in les cyberspace you are in store
for such thing as.
"well the reason I done shove my thing in der baby ist cus my fadder
done did it to me"
And so on
A creep went into a TARGET store and stole the underwear off a young
boy 2 weeks ago. I immediately wrote to him at the Arapahoe County jail
and asked him if there were any inaccuracies he�d like to correct or anything
he�d like to say. "Send it I'll post it.
Naturally I got no answer. But the times coming when more inmates will
feel comfortable and trusting of this sort of process. The dirt will be
busting out all over. And those of you who server only to poke sticks through
the bars and aggravate situations, well- one day, goddalmighty- I jus
knows I�m gonna read about a disaster where in one of you pushes so po
body over duh edge. But all in all there�ll be a LOT to learn about why
things Really happen. So get indignant.
Now what wuz I, Ah yes.. Patsy Ramsey fiddling for her keys outside
a TARGET store. "Let see," says she; " I gots lifesavers, tissues what
dis lil boys underpants doing in here... Tell us Patsy. Auntie Jameson
gunna bring you online.
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