"ready to jump into oblivion"
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june 5
POSTING THURSDAY JUNE- sad 99
If there were a mortuary pie- a rotting sort of affair, and if it was
made of a curdling sort of goo, with all knowin & mocking human eyes
stuck on it, well, I�d think it would come to me NOW and squeeze from it�s
putrid lips these words,
MORTY: "You know they�s gonna apply movieish CHANGE scenarios to you
when you gets out.
AH, YES, the period has been GOOD for me right?
Do not apply GUILT.
Do not apply GUILT.
Do not apply GUILT.
Can you believe after ALL these words they still don�t LISTEN.
What am I gonna do when I get out?
About ready to jump into oblivion even to HEAR these slow notions. Feed
at the simple blinking pinball machine that tells you it�s all alcohol
or drugs if you want to but I aint seeing no alcohol in the mirror rights
about now. I swing from one branch to the next to survive, do not distract
me with rightous bandaids. I don�t want to come out with a
BAD attitude--I want to move along with an"ONWARDS" attitude and GOD
how that presses buttons.
--J.T.
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