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I have had one of the worst weeks of my life. I started to feel like crap on Wednesday, I got worse after Thursday, and now I feel worse that both of them combined. Thursday I had to deal with a person from the head office (the one that everyone hates to talk to) and was talking to that person for approximately 1 hour to make the paperwork work out. After talking to this person, the computer (cash register) crashed. It took me 3-5 reboots to get keyboards (2) to come back together. Then later on in that evening I was also robbed. So for the day of Thursday I was in a "bad mood".
When I went home for that weekend, I was instantly told that had to do all of the cleaning for the house. My sister decided to make a mess in the areas where I had already cleaned up the previous weekend, plus she said she wasn't feeling well (faking it as usual), so she did absolutely nothing to help except to bark orders (let's just say it took a lot of will power to not tell her off), and of course her boyfriend is wrapped around her finger so he also didn't clean either and he spent all his time with her. They both couldn't understand why I couldn't be in same room as them all throughout the weekend (I stayed away from them as much as possible). So my weekend made the way I felt from Thursday a little worse because I couldn't work through what I was feeling from that, I had to work mainly on what they were making me feel like for the weekend. Also when I went to leave to come back to my apartment on that Sunday the water pump wouldn't turn on, after I spent an hour on the phone with my parents trying to figure out what had happened we discovered that the main water valve (which it took them couple minutes to tell me where it was) had been shut off. My parents believe that someone was playing a trick on me for that one. Neither my sister nor her boyfriend will confess to doing it. So my week just got worse and worse.
If a therapist actually met me today, I can guarantee that they would put me in a mental institution just for the fact between the crappiness that I am feeling from the robbery and the annoyance I felt all weekend, I can honestly say that the therapist would lock me up before I erupted. The eruption, in my opinion, has a good chance to happen in a bad way. I especially have a good chance to do it against my sister, or against someone that tries to rob me again (during the time I feel the way that I do now). Thursday when I got robbed I called at 6:30 pm and the one police car that was sent arrived at 7:30 pm, so I had one full hour of my own thoughts floating around to make myself start to fall apart. I didn't panic whatsoever that night, however I think that I starting to feel worse than I did on Thursday when it first happened.
Now as I hear through rumors, the police are investigating me a little closer due to the fact they don't trust that I am the innocent one. They are going to look at me closely to see what may turn up. I figured as much from the police, however I didn't expect to hear about it until they were done. It is always good to know people that know people on the police force. I can honestly say that I don't know how to take the whole thing just for the fact that it is my first time to have the police take an interest like this, on to me.
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