I am not sure what else to say.
My life continues as always, and I shall speak of more once it
happens.
But *laughs softly* i never promised that i was an exciting person. Merely
a complicated one.
Have I bored you yet? *smiles and leans forward, sipping from his glass again*
What else should I say? What I do? What i like? My disposition?
The mere basic stuff I am sure some of you would like to know,
and this will probably be the stuff you came here looking for.
Let me start with the last, first. I am quiet, almost painfully shy.
I am patient and don't get angry very easily. Yet i truly have my father's blood, that is for sure, and when i get angry i get positively livid.
I am protective of the ones i hold dear, and will fight for them if i need to.
I'd rather observe than be in the spotlight.
I avoid problems, violence, and major conflicts when possible.
I do not do a whole lot, I fear.
I wander around, from place to place, watching, looking, sometimes interacting and then i wander off again.
I sit outside a lot and watch the night sky.
When indoors, i have a habit of sitting near windows. I find myself always perpetually watching for someone to arrive.
Who? I do not know.
But it is instinct for me to be looking.
I can afford to just wander, because Christian left me with enough money to live comfortably for the majority of my life. Though I do not use it much. Who needs extra luxuries when you are never in one place long enough to enjoy them?
As for what i like... i am a lover of music and the written word. I read a lot.. I write sometimes.
If i am not talking or reading, i usually am listening to music.
Joy Division, the Cure, Bauhaus, the Sisters of Mercy, and Christian Death are among my very favorites.
I read just about anything. I have a habit of trying to escape reality and just immerse myself in thoughts or dreams, or my imagination.
I like many other things, none of which i can pinpoint right now. I am not a very choosy person, but i do have my ways and specific tastes.
Perhaps after being around me awhile, you will learn more about those for yourself *sly smile*.
As for how i look, my style, some say i have a "gothic" look. Some say i just look like a typical young wanderer..
I do not have a description of myself like that. I am me, and nothing more *smiles*.
I am a blank slate which can anything be written on and shaped to however i feel at a certain moment.
But i like to believe that i am open minded.
And i do tend to wear black clothing and black nailpolish frequently.
I sharpen my nails to razor-sharp points, as my father once did, and at times need to re-file my teeth to sharpen them once more.
Oh, how i wish i had the fangs most TdV patrons have... but i guess I'm damned to filing them for the rest of my life *laughs*.
They are quite inefficient, and if i want to 'feed', i usually use a small knife that i carry around with me instead.
I am also incapable of 'changing' anyone.
Exchanging blood with me would be no more of an effect on you than drinking a human's blood would, other than maybe a slight adrenaline rush *smirks*.
As for the rest, here's a basic rundown for you.
Eyes : hazel
Hair : Black
Height : 5'8"
Weight : appox. 115 pounds
Build : slight and thin - i fear i am not very muscular at all..
Age : 19
Sex : uhmm male.. Though many say i tend to look rather androgynous.
Sexuality : bi-sexual
Favorite colors : black and blue
Favorite music styles : goth, industrial and 80s
Favorite clothing : I usually prefer to wear black jeans or black leather pants, along with black t-shirts and my long trench-coat style jacket of black silk
As for anything else you might like to know, I guess that you will have to ask me yourself.
Find me wandering around the theatre sometimes.
Although shy, i do like a friendly conversation.
But do not expect to find another way to contact me here.
I fear that when i am not around, I am simply no where to be found, so the only choice is to just find me.
Though i suppose if you ask around, you may find someone who knows my e-mail address ;)
I hope this has answered some of your questions.
After all, I have just spent more time talking, about myself even, than i think i ever have before *laughs quietly*
Perhaps now the questions about me and my name have been somewhat answered or explained.
Thank you for stopping here, and do watch your step on the way out.
If you wish to see with your own eyes how i appear, follow my doorway ankhs one last time to find a couple pictures of me.
i fear they are not very good, but at least they are something.
*nods with a smile, and walks through a darkened doorway at the back of the room and pulls across a black curtain, disappearing from view*
