THE WORLD OF DEMONS
You may say I dont believe there are any real demons and that is your right to believe as you choose. On this page I am going to tell the rest of the story of the black form that i described earlier on this site. I will also get into what demons are and where they come from. I in no way am trying to force anyone to accept my viewpoints but am offering them for your benefit. I encourage you to read and decide what you believe. please by all means contact me by email [email protected].
A demon is a spirit sent from satan and there is never nothing good that can come from an association or conversation with a demon spirit. There are many demons in fact they are innumerable. The story I am going to relate to you is one that happened to me and it involves a familiar spirit. A familiar is a demon that when seen it appears much as the background no facial features just two eyes and slits for a mouth the eyes can be yellow or firey red. They are used by those that speak to the dead many times and can mimic anyone that has ever lived in sound and by taking their form. Remember the witch of endor when she was calling up Samuel for king Saul, when she actually got the spirit of Samuel she was frightened for she knew it was not her familiar but actually the spirit of the prophet. They can also operate through a quiji boad and several other items of the occult. It is quite dangerous to play with any of the things of the occult even though they seem quite harmless, sometimes the actually contact a spirit and it is never a good one.
THE BLACK FORM
Now we will return to the old log house which was my home for many years and the oft appearing black form. As I have told you I was never at ease in the house especially in the dark and all the more so by myself. I saw the form many times throughout my child hood as did my mother when whe was a child and even after. We never knew what it was always supposed it to be a shadow that was played upon by our imaginations as we were taught there are no ghosts nor do spirits appear in this world. I became a born again chyristian at the age of 18 and this didn't stop the appearance nor the noises that I heard. In fact they increased as did my fear of the dark in the house so I began sleeping with a light on in my room. After a while one light wasn't enough so i used two both with 100 watt bulbs in them and also kept a radio on playing music anything from rock to classical. By the time I was 20 I was sleeping with six lights all having 100 watt bulbs in them and still I would awaken in the night at times seeing the black form moving about in my room. I would become terrified and cover my head and pray. It would leave but always to come back at another time. During this period of time I would awaken in the night with thoughts in my mind that were not mine, I was being made offers for the price of my soul. If I would sell my soul to satan I was offered supernatural powers, riches, women, anything that might be appealing to me and I always had the same answer NO! it is not worth eternity in hell. This demon would not give up nor would it leave me alone and at this time I had not a clue what to do about it. I would not yield to it but that seemed to make no difference it just kept returning with more offers and more things to try to make me doubt the very existence of God. I was comming to hate my room and the thoughts of sleeping, some nights I would not even go to bed it was easier to stay up all night than to be tormented by this evil presence. I didn't dare mention all this in church as I was a member of a Mennonite church and of course they would not accept any of it and consider me crazy. As time went on I became tormented day and night. At night by the spirit in my room and by day with thoughts of prove there is a God at times I would brake out in a cold swet when waring with these thoughts being implanted in my mind by a spirit that was not going to give up getting my soul.
I was a farmer at the time and as every spring we were using the tractors to prepare for the crops. One day while driving the tractor I was under such a heavy attack of doubts that I prayed the most ernest prayer in despiration to end these evil thoughts I simply asked God to settle the issue to heal my mother of gall bladder problems as I read in the scriptures that he did heal people and was no respecter of persons. This was like on a thursday and to my surprise the following Sunday in our Mennonite church there was a missionary there from Formosa now this missionary was american and quite different deffinitely not Mennonite. I was stunned shocked I know I sat with my mouth gaping as she talked yes she was a woman speaking in a Mennonite church in the early 60s. I heard her say she believed in speaking in tongues and I had been taught it was of the devil but I couldn't even think of disbelieving her as she was reading from the bible and I was following every word. That morning she began telling of people in the service with illnesses and she was quite right every time she prayed for them and they were healed. So I go home deciding right there and then there is more to this than I could ever imagine and reminded God of my prayer for my mother.I knew she would still be there for the evening service and I asked God to please heal my mother as she was needing surgery and I needed some relief form the constant thoughts of doubt that I was having to struggle with daily. That night at the end of the service she again began moving in what I now know to be the gift of the word of knowledge and started describing in detail someones illness right down to the pain involved I knew it was mom and sure enough she went up for prayer and was healed on the spot with a miraclous healing never another pain no matter what she ate.
Now my problems are over, not on your life for this made the devil mad and he was bound to stop me from serving God in any way he had to. So though the thoughts of doubts were no longer a problem the fear in the dark increased to the point I could not get enough light in my room to sleep with the feeling of safety and I prayed and prayed and prayed.
It was only two or three months till the missionary returned to our church and this time with her husband as they ministered they would always ask if anyone wanted the baptism of the Holy Ghost with the witness of speaking with other tongues, several in our church went forward including myself and yes I did receive but I asked God for every gift I wanted what they had and I got it.
I went home that night and turned off all my lights and went right to sleep but awoke with an evil for hovering over me with its hands ready to go around my throat. Then and there I knew it was a demon from hell and soon recognized it to be a very powerful familiar of course I rebuked it in the name of Jesus Christ and after some warfare it vanished that night only to return as it wasn't giving up that easily. Yes after having a lengthy warfare with it we were rid of it forever. At one point I was choaking to death and could not breath I knew I was being suffocated by it and managed to simply say Jesus and it was gone my breathing became again normal.
The final exorcism of the familiar was not a ritual or anything it was simply going to every window every door and even the chimney and pleading the blood of Jesus over them so no evil could enter therein, When I came to the final door I told all evil spirits In the Name of Jesus get out and pled the blood over that door they never came back in the house but you could at times hear them outside tapping and scraping wanting in.