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my opinion is worth something..? you know what? fuck your opinion. there's nothing wrong with having an opinion, if you're an open-minded individual. it's the closed-minded arseholes out there that are ruining it for everyone.
~~chad~~11/98
"my life sucks." I'm really fucking sick of hearing that. you know damn well you only say it for one of two reasons. first reason, you're self-obsessed and self-conscious. you're so into your own fucking worthless little problems (like the fact that you don't have lipstick to match your eyeliner, or somebody doesn't like you like you like them), that you can't take a look at what's going on around you. wake the fuck up. there are people with bigger problems than you and you know it. are you jealous? do you need more pity than someone who doesn't know if they're going to have a place to sleep at night? or if they'll have food for their children? maybe you just want fucking pity, yeah that's it, that's the second reason. you don't get enough attention so you make up problems so people will feel sorry for you. think about that for a second. what kind of cruel individual are you? someone in Nepal is looking at the prospect of eating a maggot-covered wild boar that died in the street three weeks ago, and you're about to sit down to a tv dinner no, not even a steak, a tv dinner. how much do you think that person in Nepal would kill to eat that dinner, to watch that tv, to wear your clothes, to sleep in a bed? you ignorant piece of shit, grow a goddamned heart. quit making your life into some monotonous soap opera you've created. your life.. is far from the hole you've put yourself in..
~~chad~~ 11/98
flashing fucking money around gets on my nerves. just the other night, i was at a bar and some gino shithead ordered drinks for everyone and pulled out about 25 $100 bills just to show everyone he was rich. spent a lot of time talking about about his bmw, had the most beautiful girl with him sitting on his lap. he needed everyone to know that he was top of the line. he had to be the shit. meanwhile, i'm sitting unnoticed with a "friend" who's introducing me to about twenty people a minute, forcing me to pretend i give a shit who they are, and forcing them to do the same with me. what is the deal with this whole social game that everyone plays? one day i'm going to a bar just to be an asshole. i want to know how these people will stand up for each other. gino with the cash would be too worried i was gonna steal his money or rape his girlfriend to play a hero. i wonder how many bums he's passed by, or how many people more qualified than him are sleeping in dumps because daddy got him a job with the firm. having things handed to you may be just special and fine, but can you really have any sort of self-fulfillment from that? you drank in college, you either slept your way to the top or had your parents get you there. you claim to be independent, and you can't even tell me what insurance company you're with. you can tell me everything about your cell phone, or your pager. i'm sure that's natural for you. somehow, through all of the shit that you pretend you went through, you ended up on top. i'm proud of you. be less of a fucking dickhead to the people who got you there. you'd probably step on your own father's heart to make more money. it isn't everything. live for a while.
~~chad~~11/98
chad is cold i bet
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smurf glasses are cool?
hi i have neat pants!
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"fuck you.. you're all losers. i hate you all." -chad