I saw a strange
sight. I stumbled upon a story most strange, like nothing my
life, my street sense, my sly tongue
had ever prepared me for. Hush, child.
Hush, now, and I will tell it to
you.
Even before the
dawn one Friday morning I noticed a young man, handsome
and strong, walking the alleys
of our City. He was pulling an old cart filled with
clothes both bright and new, and
he was calling in a clear, tenor voice: "Rags!"
Ah, the air was foul and the first
light filthy to be crossed by such sweet music.
"Rags! New rags
for old! I take your tired rags! Rags!"
"Now, this is
a wonder," I thought to myself, for the man stood six-feet-four,
and his arms were like tree limbs,
hard and muscular, and his eyes flashed
intelligence. Could he find no
better job than this, to be a ragman in the inner
city?
I followed him.
My curiosity drove me. And I wasn't disappointed.
Soon the Ragman
saw a woman sitting on her back porch. She was sobbing
into a handkerchief, sighing, and
shedding a thousand tears. Her knees and
elbows made a sad X. Her shoulders
shook. Her heart was breaking. The
Ragman stopped his cart. Quietly,
he walked to the woman, stepping round tin
cans, dead toys, and Pampers.
"Give me your
rag," he said so gently, "and I'll give you another."
He slipped the
handkerchief from her eyes. She looked up, and he laid across
her palm a linen cloth so clean
and new that it shined. She blinked from the gift
to the giver.
Then, as he began
to pull his cart again, the Ragman did a strange thing: he
put her stained handkerchief to
his own face; and then HE began to weep, to
sob as grievously as she had done,
his shoulders shaking. Yet she was left
without a tear.
"This IS a wonder,"
I breathed to myself, and I followed the sobbing Ragman
like a child who cannot turn away
from mystery.
"Rags! Rags!
New rags for old!"
In a little while,
when the sky showed grey behind the rooftops and I could
see the shredded curtains hanging
out black windows, the Ragman came upon a
girl whose head was wrapped in
a bandage, whose eyes were empty. Blood
soaked her bandage. A single line
of blood ran down her cheek.
Now the tall
Ragman looked upon this child with pity, and he drew a lovely
yellow bonnet from his cart.
"Give me your
rag," he said, tracing his own line on her cheek, "and I'll give
you mine."
The child could
only gaze at him while he loosened the bandage, removed it,
and tied it to his own head. The
bonnet he set on hers. And I gasped at what
I saw: for with the bandage went
the wound! Against his brow it ran a darker,
more substantial blood - his own!
"Rags! Rags!
I take old rags!" cried the sobbing, bleeding, strong, intelligent
Ragman.
The sun hurt
both the sky, now, and my eyes; the Ragman seemed more and
more to hurry.
"Are you going
to work?" he asked a man who leaned against a telephone pole.
The man shook his head.
The Ragman pressed
him: "Do you have a job?"
"Are you crazy?"
sneered the other. He pulled away from the pole, revealing
the right sleeve of his jacket
- flat, the cuff stuffed into the pocket. He had no
arm.
"So," said the
Ragman. "Give me your jacket, and I'll give you mine."
Such quiet authority
in his voice!
The one-armed
man took off his jacket. So did the Ragman - and I trembled at
what I saw: for the Ragman's arm
stayed in its sleeve, and when the other put it
on he had two good arms, thick
as tree limbs; but the Ragman had only one.
"Go to work,"
he said.
After that he
found a drunk, lying unconscious beneath an army blanket, and
old man, hunched, wizened, and
sick. He took that blanket and wrapped it round
himself, but for the drunk he left
new clothes.
And now I had
to run to keep up with the Ragman. Though he was weeping
uncontrollably, and bleeding freely
at the forehead, pulling his cart with one arm,
stumbling for drunkenness, falling
again and again, exhausted, old, old, and sick,
yet he went with terrible speed.
On spider's legs he skittered through the alleys of
the City, this mile and the next,
until he came to its limits, and then he rushed
beyond.
I wept to see
the change in this man. I hurt to see his sorrow. And yet I
needed to see where he was going
in such haste, perhaps to know what drove
him so.
The little old
Ragman - he came to a landfill. He came to the garbage pits.
And then I wanted to help him in
what he did, but I hung back, hiding. He
climbed a hill. With tormented
labor he cleared a little space on that hill. Then he
sighed. He lay down. He pillowed
his head on a handkerchief and a jacket. He
covered his bones with an army
blanket. And he died.
Oh, how I cried
to witness that death! I slumped in a junked car and wailed
and mourned as one who has no hope
- because I had come to love the Ragman.
Every other face had faded in the
wonder of this man, and I cherished him; but
he died. I sobbed myself to sleep.
I did not know
- how could I know? - that I slept through Friday night and
Saturday and its night, too.
But then, on
Sunday morning, I was wakened by a violence.
Light - pure,
hard, demanding light - slammed against my sour face, and I
blinked, and I looked, and I saw
the last and the first wonder of all. There was
the Ragman, folding the blanket
most carefully, a scar on his forehead, but alive!
And, besides that, healthy! There
was no sign of sorrow nor of age, and all the
rags that he had gathered shined
for cleanliness.
Well, then I
lowered my head and trembling for all that I had seen, I myself
walked up to the Ragman. I told
him my name with shame, for I was a sorry
figure next to him. Then I took
off all my clothes in that place, and I said to him
with dear yearning in my voice:
"Dress me."
He dressed me.
My Lord, he put new rags on me, and I am a wonder beside
him. The Ragman, the Ragman, the
Christ!
by Walter Wangerin, Jr
from ChrisP's Inspirational Stories |