Another Day in The Life of Brian
The Date I wrote this is January 27, 2000!
Wow, I just learned a nifty shortcut. I know that this red on black isn't the best but HA, too bad.
I'm glad I got a good dinner tonight. For some reason, I haven't been that hungry so I haven't really eaten since yesterday morning. But I ate something tonight and I feel a lot better. Well, I don't know about that. Today's highlight is that I had a semi decent lifting day. Nothing phenominal, but decent. Nothing really important happened today except that I told my friend Kev that he was a wuss for not talking to this one girl he was checking out. It was funny, he said that this one chick was hot and I told him why doesn't he go over and talk to her. He pretended that he was walking over to her and then he went straight pass her and hid in the bathroom.
I haven't been feeling well these past few days, I think I may be getting sick. I hope not, I haven't been sick for the longest time. Everyday I try not to think about her, but every girls face is hers. I can't help it, It's killing me. I try everything to keep my mind off it. Even video games, my one escape from reality, don't help anymore. Damn, I can't get her off my mind. I wonder if i'm leaning towards insanity. Six months, I thought it would last sixty years. I got that wrong big time.
I miss the sound of her voice on the phone, the way she smiled online when I talked to her :o) , and I miss just spending hours of the day with her. I even wonder if I should publish this page now. I don't want her to feel bad in case she reads this. No matter what anyone says, You drive me crazy by Britney or Brittney Spears is a damn good song.
=~) In case no one knew, thats how I smile. I like it even though some people told me that it looks like I have a broken nose. Does it? I don't think it does. I like my smile.
In my Cs 212 class, I was talking to my friend Joe. He's a pretty cool guy, even though he came from a horrible school, (his high school was my high school's rivals) That is funny, how come the song for y2k wasn't the year 2000 by silverchair. I don't like the band but the song has an intersting beat. I know my mind is wandering from end to end but I don't care. Leather and I were talking about religion today.
How can people someone believe that a man can forgive you sins?
I don't know much about the catholic religion but that question always has bugged me. How can you expect to sin and have a mere mortal take away your sins by confessing. If I am mistaken please e-mail me and I'll glady fix it. But it makes no sense to me. Also, I believe it was one of the ten commandments that said thou shall not worship any other gods or idols in the heavens above, the earth beneath or the waters below. So why do they worship Mary? I mean, she is an important woman, she did give birth to Jesus and all, but you shouldn't be worshipping her. Jesus yes, because him God and the Holy Ghost are all one. The trinity, but according to my knowledge, the Bible never mentioned Mary as a part of that. Oh well, Just me rambling on anyways.
Ok, now since I'm off that religious trip, I just want to say one thing. I will stay single. Leather and I have already determined this. I still believe that Me and Her were meant for each other and I will wait.PanchoMann