Today has been A good day

Unbelievable isn't it? Basically, I got to talk to the softball player for a nice long period of time yesterday, and I'm talking to her as I write this. And I am happy also. Hopefully, there will be no more depressing editorials to read. Click here to read about my day!

Only one Week before VD, not not that, Valentine's Day

Do you have a special someone that you want to surprise. If so, E-mail me and I'll whip up a mini page for them saying its from you. I'm dead serious, I'm in a good mood and making some others happy sounds like a good idea. So, If you have that special someone that you want to surprise, just e-mail me with their name and yours and I'll whip up a page for them.

I know I'm a day late, so sue me!

Click here to read my thank you page to danni and manda

I don't have much to talk about now. Click here to read about somethings.


Damn Network was down!

Hey everyone, I'll be doing a mojor update soon. I am reworking the whole web site, most of you probably could tell by the new entry. Tell me what you think.

Horrible Thoughts of the Day

I have great succes with woman!

I really do. Let me give a quick recap. I have had about three serious girlfriends in my life. Out of those three, two left me for other guys. Now, they all told me I was Mr. Right. So if I was Mr. Right, then these other guys are perfect or something. I don't understand women at all. I have never done anything to wrong them I believe, but that still leaves me batting a thousand with them. Maybe I should give up and just live a life without them. No, because I still like them and hopefully I will meet up with someone that is right for me. I doubt I will ever get the softball player back but I won't give up hope on her.

Boy, I feel pretty pathetic! Who cares, its my stupid decision and I'm going to stick by it. And my web sites been pretty lame these past few days. I really gotta be bold and try some new things. I'm thinking about going with a more elaborate design. More of a click on this banner to take you here Idea, instead of read all this in the first page and then maybe read more. If you think I need to change the layout of this site e-mail me at [email protected] or just e-mail me to comment on this site. Or just e-mail me because I haven't been getting any e-mails lately. Most likely because no one goes to this site. If thats the case, I'll just give up and erase all my sites.

The Rams won

But I guess thats the highlight for today. On another good note, my long time friend from Florida called me up tonight during the Super Bowl. I was glad to talk to him though. Another good thing was that I got to talk to the softball player today. Even though it seems unlikely we will get back together, you can't blame me for not hoping.
Another highlight for today is that hopefully I will get accepted into DigiPen. Its a school in Redmond, Washington. It would be so awesome if I got accepted there but I doubt it. Me failing physics this year has really put a hole in my transcript. Looks like I really fucked up on that one.
Again, I was depressed all day, theres this constant emptiness in my heart that nothing can fill. I guess I won't get over her anytime soon. I hope that if we can't be together that she gets a really good guy. If she is happy, I am happy. And I have no one really to talk to about her either. I guess no one would understand except a few people, and I need people to talk to face to face, not through a telephone wire.
Sorry about the late updates. I know you haven't been able to read about my uneventful life. I promise I'll update at least a little tomorrow afternoon.

Today was a weird day.

Even though this is slightly late, I still wanted to update you on something about me. Today I had a decent day today. What made it somewhat better is that I got to talk to her today. I miss everything about her. I guess refering to her all the time isn't good. I guess I have to give her somewhat of a nickname. I think that softball player would be a good one. So now on, I'll refer to the love of my life, as softball player. Even though we aren't together, I will never love another as much as I love her. I plan to wait and hope that I get her back.

I had a dream.

And my dream sucked majorly. Ever have one of those dreams where you are trying to attain something, but its just out of reach. Or a dream where you can see something, but you can't touch it. I had another dream about her last night. I guess it's because Leather and I were up til around 2 in the morning talking about some things. Well, we weren't up til 2 actually talking, I was working on my web site for a while also. So how do you like the new look. I have a new links page at the bottom of the screen. Please, any comments on this site are welcomed. My e-mail is below.

Worst Thing of January 27, 2000

The worst thing today is a song. I don't understand but when I listen to songs, I get all depressed for some reason. Maybe I'm making myself depressed by thinking about her too much. I try not too but its hard not too. I have been doing ok until I walked in the back room and saw a certain cd with a certain song on it. I'm telling you Brian Mcknight song Back at One Certainly started bothering me. And stupid Brittney or Britney, who cares, her stupid songs make you feel awful. But I guess I hooked on certain songs and I like them. No matter how they make me feel.

Hit me baby one more time

My roommate perfect has some really weird songs on his computer. I woke up this morning and it was freezing cold. I couldn't believe how cold it was. I had to put on socks and then I threw on a shirt and pants. Thats too dang cold. Oh yeah, the movie we rented last night was Eddie Murphy's Greatest On SnL, or we thought we did. It seems like someone switched the tape on us. Me and Leather were not happy at all. Oh yeah, if the names sound a little weird, thats because you probably don't know where they come from. Click here to read all about the names. Well, I'll finish this later today.

This was January 26, 2000!


All right, I got some colors up here. Nothing flashy but hell, it's a start. Today has been an ok day so far. Today's most frustrating moments have been to gran turismo 2. I can't get a few fricking gold medals. Oh well, my roommates have tried too but we can't get them. Well, I'll write a more in-depth view of today later tonight.

This was in the morning of 01/26/00

Woohoo, another day has come and gone. Right now my favorite song is One by Metallica. And I don't even like Metallica but the song is outstanding. A great guitar solo in the beginning and it just gets better from there. Right now I still haven't figured out color yet, just because I haven't bothered to look it up just yet. Oh yeah, if you have any pictures you want up here send them to me and I might put them up.

January 25, the First Day

Ok, here is some useless information about me. I'm a freshman in college BOO!! but I play football so I guess it evens out somehow. Don't ask me. I guess I could be called an "average" person, nah, if you ask my roommates, I am far from "average". But I don't think that bad. I do know that I know one too many jokes since I have a joke for like every situation. Don't believe me, just ask my roommates again.

The college life is ok I guess. I don't like some things about college but it was a worthwhile experience. It still is since I plan to attend three more years after this year. I know that this black on white is so original but I don't know how to change colors just yet.

I know this page sucks majorly but hey, It's my first real attempt from scratch. I know others have done better and I plan to create more advanced pages in the future. I don't know what I should do now. I am confused over many things and I need to do something that will take my mind off of them. Unfortunately, if you choose to read my page on love, it's not the best.

I guess that's a horizontal line. Who ever thought up of biodegradable Styrofoam was pretty smart. But did they plan to make it edible? Oh well.

I guess this is a small update but when I get a little better at this stuff, you can believe me that this page will look a lot better.

I know that this page sucks but I would love some ideas. If you can, please e-mail me at [email protected] . And please, only advice not nasty comments.
Here is a link to other links:)

Today's Quote of the Day

There are two ways to argue with women, but neither one works