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and you stay content,

you realize that you cant live without him,

you wish you could,but you cant,

he makes you laugh & he makes you cry,as well as angry and comfused,

you really dont understand him but he had just something about himthat intrigues you,

you wish you knew what that something is but you just cant figure it out,

you know you want to spend the rest of your life trying to figure it out,

every day you ask yourself why your so facinated with him and your answer is a conclusion that sounds stupid but makes soo much sense,

your facinated with his cheesy comedic side,

the way he makes jokes that are so dumb thath you laugh ust cause its cute,

his cuddly teddy bear side,

this side shows his mooshy gooshy side,

the cuddle together on the couch constantly side,

you love this side because this side of him lets you know he loves and adores you enought to reverance your presance.

his dark animal like hugner that scares you but also lights that fire inside that makes feel like an animal and incredably dark and evil inside...

you love this side cause it totally makes you evil and naughty,

it brings all oyur anger,passion,and raw animal instinct to the surface ad allows you to frolic and have dark eriotic fun for at least one night

so when you ask what it is about him you cant live without your answer is :

every single microfiber of him

you cant live without his whole soul and being

so really you answered your question

just 100% all of him

Satin and lace flying in the wind,

fancy hair and nails,

jewelry in the sun sparkle and shine,

people coughing and laughing,

smiling with the bright shining faces,

the preacher gathering his papers and his thoughts,

patting the guys shoulder calming his nerves,

porcaline dolls walking down the grassy way,

eyes flashing,teeth sparkling,flowers in hand,

with a gleam in her eye and a skip in her step,

she joins her father as they walk down the grassy path,

her mind going over her lines one last time,

she joins her special friend at the front,

lookin into his eyes,

she fights back tears,

they take eachothers hand and say the words they've been waiting to say since they made the first committment,

as they take turns and say what they have so carefully thought out and wrote from their heart,

soft sighs of happiness is heard from behind,

as the mothers wipe tears from their eyes,

being consoled by the fathers as they play the stronge silent type supporting thier babies,

suddenly the time comes,

the crowd hushes and asked the question they return with

with the suspense released everyone sighs with releif and applaudes,

they turn to the crowd and the preacher introduces the for the first time in thier new idenity,

as they walk down the aisle people applaud and drown then in birdseed,

finallyy they get to the car and get away from the joyous crowd,

at least until they gather at home for the after dinner

I loved something that i thought would never be gone,

She ran around the house talking and loving,

She would lay on my chest and slap my nose to wake me up,

Her bell was heard everwhere she went so she could be found

Her name was magic to the ears and her loving nature was music to the soul,

Gigi was my baby and her love was great and my love for her was even greater,

I miss her and it'll be so quiet around the house,

There will be no bell and no meow to tell me how she loved me,

she was TAKEN (a tribute to my kitty)

SOmetimes when i dream i see an image.the image of power and supiriority.

the image that brigns fear into the hearts.the image of complete mystery.the image of beauty and sex appeal.the image that will love you or rip your heart out and devor it while you watch and die under its paw.the image that can be completely nurturing or terribly evil..

the image of personality and independance.the image thats cunning and silent.

the image of the ultament stalker.

this the image of the cat.

sometimes i become this image.i become the cat which feels wonderful at the sound of my roar people stop and tremble. at the sound of my purr people ador me.my black sleek body walking down the street scary everyone as they walk cautously by. i smell thier fear and it pleases me. yet it makes me even more hungry but thier all lucky because i have already eaten,but very soon another will fall victum to my undying hunger for blood. i love the smell of fear. the way i send a chill up thier spine as sonn as they see me.

walking among the sea of people knowing how fearful of me they really are,

its so wonderful, oh well i guess

i shall wake up now and dream ofmy next hunt. and try to guess who it mgiht be. but ya know im always surprised you never know it might be you!


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its cute, his cuddly teddy bear side, this side shows his mooshy gooshy side, the cuddle together on the couch constantly side, you love this side because this side of him lets you know he loves and adores you enought to reverance your presance. his dark animal like hugner that scares you but also lights that fire inside that makes feel like an animal and incredably dark and evil inside... you love this side cause it totally makes you evil and naughty, it brings all oyur anger,passion,and raw animal instinct to the surface ad allows you to frolic and have dark eriotic fun for at least one night so when you ask what it is about him you cant live without your answer is : every single microfiber of him you cant live without his whole soul and being his whole person so really you answered your question HIM no substitutes, just 100% all of him Life Changing Words Satin and lace flying in the wind, fancy hair and nails, jewelry in the sun sparkle and shine, fresh green grass, children crying, people coughing and laughing, smiling with the bright shining faces, the preacher gathering his papers and his thoughts, patting the guys shoulder calming his nerves, porcaline dolls walking down the grassy way, eyes flashing,teeth sparkling,flowers in hand, in delight. with a gleam in her eye and a skip in her step, she joins her father as they walk down the grassy path, her mind going over her lines one last time, she joins her special friend at the front, lookin into his eyes, she fights back tears, they take eachothers hand and say the words they've been waiting to say since they made the first committment, as they take turns and say what they have so carefully thought out and wrote from their heart, soft sighs of happiness is heard from behind, as the mothers wipe tears from their eyes, being consoled by the fathers as they play the stronge silent type supporting thier babies, suddenly the time comes, the crowd hushes and asked the question they return with I DO with the suspense released everyone sighs with releif and applaudes, they turn to the crowd and the preacher introduces the for the first time in thier new idenity, as they walk down the aisle people applaud and drown then in birdseed, finallyy they get to the car and get away from the joyous crowd, at least until they gather at home for the after dinner Taken I loved something that i thought would never be gone, She ran around the house talking and loving, She would lay on my chest and slap my nose to wake me up, But she was taken Her bell was heard everwhere she went so she could be found Her name was magic to the ears and her loving nature was music to the soul, But she was taken, Gigi was my baby and her love was great and my love for her was even greater, I miss her and it'll be so quiet around the house, There will be no bell and no meow to tell me how she loved me, Because......., she was TAKEN (a tribute to my kitty) Image SOmetimes when i dream i see an image.the image of power and supiriority. the image that brigns fear into the hearts.the image of complete mystery.the image of beauty and sex appeal.the image that will love you or rip your heart out and devor it while you watch and die under its paw.the image that can be completely nurturing or terribly evil.. the image of personality and independance.the image thats cunning and silent. the image of the ultament stalker. this the image of the cat. sometimes i become this image.i become the cat which feels wonderful at the sound of my roar people stop and tremble. at the sound of my purr people ador me.my black sleek body walking down the street scary everyone as they walk cautously by. i smell thier fear and it pleases me. yet it makes me even more hungry but thier all lucky because i have already eaten,but very soon another will fall victum to my undying hunger for blood. i love the smell of fear. the way i send a chill up thier spine as sonn as they see me. walking among the sea of people knowing how fearful of me they really are, its so wonderful, oh well i guess i shall wake up now and dream ofmy next hunt. and try to guess who it mgiht be. but ya know im always surprised you never know it might be you!